Chapter 25
Nick was walking to the door nervoursly not really knowing what he had to do. Everything was mixed up in his head.
This fight that he had with Brian earlier this day make him realize that he had to do
something about it. He just lost his 8 years bestfriend and couldn't accept it.
He took a breath and closed his eyes before to knock at the door.
"Hey!!"he said nervoursly when the door opened
"Nick?!?What are you doing here??!"Rachel asked suprised
"I..I needed to talk to you..can we go walk for a while?!?"
"Uhmm Yeah sure hang on!!"Rachel said closing the door
"Alright..I'll be here!"Nick said to the closed door
Rachel ran inside happy and suprised...she missed Nick terribly but she was wondering why he didn't call before to came here and why he seemed so nervous and so confused...
"I'm ready!!"she said as she went out in her big winter coat. Snow was falling from the black sky.
"Alright let's go!!"he said smilling at her....for a minute he knew why he was attracted to her when he met her...she was so cute and her smile was incredible.
"You look tired!" Rachel told him
"Well.. I am tired!!...I didn't sleep that much those past night..."
"You should sleep more!!the tour is starting over soon!!" she said
"Yes I know!" he said giggling
"So tell me...why did you really come for?!"
"I told you! you don't listen to me?!?!" he laughed
"Yes yes I listen to you!!I love to hear your voice!" she said looking at him
He didn't reply and sat on a rock
"This is the park where I've passed alllll my day when I was younger!!"Rachel said looking around her
"That's a nice place!" Nick replied trying to be nice.."So hows your studying?!"
"Ho it's ok!!"Rachel said noticing that Nick wasn't paying attention at her "One of my teacher is a clown!!". He said nothing
"He have pink hair you know!"Again no reaction "With 4 eyes and 2 mouth"She said
"Good..good!!"
"Nick are you listening to me?!"Rachel asked
"Huh?!?"he questionned coming back from his tought "Sorry..."
"It's ok!!"
"Listen Rach.." Nick started but Rachel stopped him
"No nick...just don't say it please!!I know what you wanna tell me...I'm not that stupid..
but I don't wanna hear it!"she said softly
"I.."
"don't say any words please...Or I'll have those words running in my head over and over!!! I don't want to rememeber the words that you want to tell me..believe me it'll be better if you don't say anything!!"she said with emotion..Nick looked at her with a I'm-Sorry look.
"I know that 'Us' wasn't going to last... we've been together when we shouldn't be..You don't know me and I don't know you either..But I tought I did know you..and so you did..and we were wrong... But even If I don't really know you.. I know that I love you... But I'm not strong enough..."
"Rach.." He tried to stopped her even if he know that she was right
"What?!?!you wanna know how I know you wanted to tell me this?!?Jeez Nick...you've call me one time since a week and everytimes I've called you, you were busy! And now you're here in front of me almost trembling and so nervous and unconfortable and not even paying attention at what I'm saying! You don't even look at me!!!"
"It's not.."he tried to say looking at the sky but the words weren't coming out.
"I don't blame you!! It's ok Nick!!" she said fighting with tears
Nick stood up not to sure of what he was suposed to do..but after all he still cared about her .He took her in his arms trying to comfort her.
She tried as much as she can to not cry.holding back all the tears but being in Nick's arms was to hard ..she let the tears flow and Nick hold her tight, snow falling on them.
*Later*
Nick sat on his seat in the plane back to Florida..He was still on shock of how Rachel reacted. He never tought she would react like that way and he was feeling better. He now understood better why he did feel something for her at first!!!
"Welcome on Canadian Air lines!!please be sure to stay in your seat while the first 10 minutes of the flight!!!Have a good flight!!"
"Great!!"Nick said sarcastically
After an hour of being in th sky, what he didn't really enjoy, he fell asleep...
Nick walked in a big garden full of clouds ...everything seemed so calm and so peaceful. He felt strange as he was walking...suddendly a big white light came from the sky above him and someone...or something..he could'nt said it..he couldn't see the face..only a white shadow..but it was in front of him..and he could bet that it was someone that he knew...but he couldn't see how it was... in fact it was just a shadow...but it's was like he knew this shadow..that was so strange
"What is this light??who are you??"
"Shhhh "
"Who are you?!"
"I'm your angel!!"
"My angel?!?!"
"Exactly!!"
"What is that about?!?!Where are we?!"
"Relax,we're in a dream!!Take a look around you you'll see!!"
"I don't wanna look around me!!! It scared me here"
"Don't be scared!"
"Why not?!"
"I'm here with you...I protect you!"
"Why are you doing this for me?!"
"I told you I was your angel!"
"My angel..."
"Yes I'm here for you as long as you need me"
" But I'm scared.."
"shh don't be scared!"
"What's gonna happend to me?!"
"Just relax!!don't be scared everything will be alright!!"
"But I'm scared"
"What are you scared of?!"
"I don't know.."
"There must be a reason why you're scared!"
"I know.. I think I'm scared of myself!!"
"Of you?!"
"Of the mistake I've made...and of the mistake I'll made!"
"Shhhhh"
"I'm tired!"
"So sleep"
"I can't sleep.. I'm too scared!!"
"Don't be I'm here!!"
"Please take my hands"
"Here.. let me take it"
"Take it I'm scared"
"Hold on ..I'm here ...I got it!"
"I'm still scared!!"
"Shhh Don't be.."
"You'll stay?!"
"I"ll stay as long as you need me!! Everthing will be alright!!"
"You promise??"
"I promise!!"
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