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I sent Brian my letter as a form of release. A way to express my feelings. The feelings I had bottled up for a couple of weeks now... I really didn't expect an answer from him. I knew how painful it was for him to just watch me leave like that so I knew it would be hard if not flat out impossible to deal with for him. But to my surprise, he did reply and soon. Just an hour ago, my manager handed me a sealed envelope with a letter from Brian. He had mailed it to my managements office since I move from town to town constantly because... well... I'm on tour. My management's office in L.A. received it and they kindly passed it along to me. I opened the letter with tears already prevalent in my eyes and began to read:
My Darling Love,
Today I received a letter from you and words couldn't possibly describe the feeling that came over me when I realized that it was from you. God, baby, I miss you so much! My heart swelled as I began to read your written words. I leapt at every pause and breathed a sigh with every "I miss you" and "I love you." I know you love me babe, but you know, it's nice to hear it even though you already know it. Well, you know that, you know me better than I know myself.
It's so funny you mention that you mention the recording of your album because guess what? The guys and I are recording now as well. We are working on our fifth studio album. Or as critics call it... "The much anticipated follow up to Black and Blue." Makes it sound so serious doesn't it? Anyway, you know me. Everything that doesn't involve smiling is too serious for me. You love that about me, don't you? Of course you do! You said you loved everything about me. In your exact words...
"I love the hair on your head, The blue in your eyes, The pale skin on your lips, Your nose flaring wide.
I love the hair on your chin, The mark on your throat, The scar on your chest, The way that you gloat.
I love the crook of your neck,
The shape of your arms,
The kiss you call a 'peck',
The love in your heart.
I love the strength in your soul,
Your sweet tender kiss,
The way that you show me
A true lover's bliss.
I love the tone of your legs,
The hairs that it has,
And the way that they lead,
Right up to your ass."
Do you remember that baby? haha... That was a poem you wrote me the morning after we had made love for the first time. You said you were feeling "poetical." I LOVE YOU SO MUCH BABE! See, it's the little stuff like that, that I miss.
I wasn't upset at you when you didn't let me go on tour with you babe! Okay, yes I was but ... with reason to be upset. You left me all lonely and horny. My cock needs a friend! But now I see that, like always, you were right. We are now doing rehearsals for the last tour we're going to do for Black and Blue and at the same time, recording the album. You were right. I need rest! Damn you! You always know best.
Baby, I miss our hot nights of passion and our cool ones of conversation. I miss being able to reach out and touch you whenever I want. I miss the times you would wake up before me and manage to escape my embrace and would go fix me breakfast. Now, I'm having Mc Donald's every day! And on a different note... I do love you more than you love me! j/k
Babe, you know what? That part you said in your letter... the one that said... "Wanting for your cock inside me like so many times before when you would stay inside me and we would sleep and wake up that way... with you in me." That part was the subject of many of my masturbations! I pictured my cock sliding into you slowly touching every part of your insides. Then staying there all night. Enveloped in a tight secure place. Hugged by your muscles around it loving it's presence. God... I am about to cum now! I'll be right back baby. I have to go release a load.
Okay... I'm back. Don't worry I washed my hands. LOL You probably think I am the weirdest guy on earth. Why did you marry me? Oh yes, I remember. It was for our wedding night! j/k
So I end this letter on a happy, hopeful note... The hope that tells me we'll be together again soon.
Your loving husband,
Brian
I finished reading the letter from Brian and instead of tears, I had a smile on my face. He had that effect on me! He could always make me laugh... my Brian. As I set the envelope down on the table and looked up at my clock, I noticed a shadow by the door on the bus. It was... it was... BRIAN!!!!!
I ran up to him and jumped on him. I kissed him all over his face and refused to stop for a breather. "Oh Brian! I've missed you."
"I missed you too. But now your where you belong... back in my arms."
THE END
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