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Nick has been away on tour for a while and to be completely honest, I missed the fool. I mean of course I missed him. He’s my brother and probably my best friend in this world. He means a whole lot to me.
He means so much to me because he’s not only my brother and best friend. He’s also the object of my obsession.
Yes, you heard right. I said obsession. Get over it.
I can truly say I love everything about him. I really do. Now before you go and have a heart attack, let me explain what I mean.
It started about two years ago when I accidentally walked in on my brother having sex with some chick in his hotel room. I walked out immediately so he never knew I saw him but I sure as hell remember everything about it. The sounds he was making, the way his face contorted in pleasure, the way the sweat dripped off his body; everything about it, about him was just so perfect.
It was then I began looking at him differently. I noticed changes he had been through, physically and mentally. He was definitely not the same boy who sang, “As Long As You Love Me.” He looked and acted differently although his core was still the same. He was still the same Nick.
Physically he had changed very much. He was dropping the innocent boyish look and looking more like a very handsome man. His arms toned quite a bit. His legs did as well. He got some tattoos. He cut his hair. He gained some weight, for which he was ridiculed but frankly, I don’t see the big deal. It makes him look manlier. Sexier even.
Mentally he changed in that he took nothing for granted. He would come home and immediately hug us all and tell us he loved us. When I asked him why he did that he told me it was because his like anybody else’s days are numbered and he wanted to make sure that if something to him, we would know just how much we meant to him. He started picking and choosing the people who hung around him a lot more wisely. He stopped fighting with Kevin so much and if that’s not a sign of maturing, I don’t know what is.
I would sit in my room or on my bus and just think about all these things for hours. I guess this fueled what we can now call a full-blown obsession.
Just recently I have begun focusing more on the physical aspect of his maturity. I have to admit, I find him attractive. I find him sexy. I find him oh so fucking tempting. All right, now you guys may have your heart attack.
Feeling better yet? Okay, I’ll wait until you start breathing again before continuing.
:::humming jeopardy song:::
Oh there you are! Finally you’ve decided to join the world of the living. Anyway, where was I? Oh yes, Nick being the fucking god that he is.
So where do I stand now? I can say I want my brother sexually. I want to suck his cock. I want to feel his cock deep inside me. I want to feel his lips on mine as his cock drives in and out of my ass. Okay, I’ll hold on again while you have your second heart attack of the evening.
All done? Finally.
I’ve even been preparing myself for it. I made one of my bodyguards buy me a dildo and some lube and for the last couple of weeks I have been experimenting. Little by little I have been inserting one finger inside then two then three then four until I felt myself ready for the dildo. That happened just last night. I got it all the way in for the first time and goddamn it hurt! But I did it again this morning and didn’t hurt that much. I’m just about to go do it again so excuse me... I will be right back.
Okay, I’m back. Took me a while but I am finally done. I did it. I’m so proud of myself. It barely hurt this time. If I keep this up I’ll be ready by tomorrow.
I know what you guys are thinking. “Get real, Aaron! It’s never going to happen. Nick’s straight and your brother. He doesn’t need any more reasons than that to not go through with it. And besides, who’s going to ask him? You?”
That’s a valid point and one I’ve run through my head a million and one times but the hopeless dreamer in me keeps wishing and dreaming.
I guess I’ve said all I have to say to you guys now so if you’ll excuse me, I’m going to go check on the little… well big (in so many ways) sex god I have for a big brother.
I got up and left my own hotel room to go to his. It was right across the hall so it wasn’t like a huge deal with stairs and elevators to get there.
I knocked on the door on soon heard a sound approaching it.
“Hey little man! What ya want?”
That’s Nick, always so well mannered.
“I was bored and was wondering if you could help me get rid of the boredom.” I said and although I’m sure he saw nothing behind those words, I certainly put a whole lot behind them.
Okay now it was time for me to put my plan into action. Yes I have a plan and yes I am about to put it into action so get over it and just listen.
Now I sound like Britney Spears. All I have to do is start singing “I’m a slave for you” and start belly dancing and I will be Britney. Hey I wonder if Nick will like that.
“Hey Nick, do you like the Britney Spears video for “I’m A Slave 4 U?”
He looked at me and laughed a little. “Where did that question come from?”
All right, I can see how I surprised him just a little. Okay a lot! Geez, you people are vultures!
“Nothing. Never mind.” I dismissed it.
“So what do you want to do?” He asked.
Damn him! He should never ask that question unless he really wants to know the answer and I am guessing he doesn’t want to know what I’m thinking right now because it involves his cock in my ass.
“Hey, are you okay? You’re spacing out on me.” He said as he waved a hand I front of my face. God he’s so beautiful. Why does he have to be so perfect? Oh shit, I’m crying! I can feel the tears!
“Aaron, what’s wrong?”
Okay now would be a good time to utter a sound and tell him that you’re okay Aaron! Shit! I can’t speak! Come one! I can do this... just open your mouth and use your throat to utter a sound and your tongue to formulate coherent words!
“I love you!” There I said it. It has been said... and the damn bastard is laughing at me!
“I love you too Aaron but that’s nothing to cry about!”
I swear sometimes he can be so dense. How is it that we’re even related? God I hope I’m not like that!
“Forget it Nick!” I said and sighed rather loudly. I was quite annoyed.
“Look, you need to calm down and stop crying. I’m going to go get you something to drink. Wait right here.”
Yeah, like I’m going anywhere when I am crying like a little bitch. All right so this isn’t going like I had hoped. I have to gather myself and set my plan into motion.
I reached into my pocket and pulled out the small pill I had gotten from Robbie. God I hope he’s right. According to him this little thing is supposed to get Nick drunk out of his mind without having touched a drop of alcohol.
Oh Robbie is this guy back home who taught me how to give a blowjob. Now that you know, get off my back. And yes I’m sneaky. I thought you knew that by now.
I went to the bathroom to wash my face and freshen up a bit. When I came out, he was already there with a Coke in one hand and a Pepsi in the other. The Coke is for me and the Pepsi is for him. He knows I prefer Coke and I know he prefers Pepsi.
I looked over at him and he had already opened his Pepsi and was about to drink. Oh shit I had forgotten to crush the pill and I need to slip it into his Pepsi. Quick... think of something Aaron!
“Nick would you mind getting me a V8 Splash instead. I’m not in the mood for Cola.” Good thinking!
“Sure. What flavor? Oh no wait... let me guess. Your favorite, strawberry kiwi?”
“You got it.” I smiled at him and he put the drinks down on the coffee table. If Kevin were here he would be having a fit. “How dare you put a cold drink on a wood surface without a coaster!?!?” I could hear him now.
Okay, he’s gone and I need to get this done before he gets back! I found a spoon on the nightstand next to his bed. I don’t even want to know what that was for! So I quickly smashed the little sucker into a powder and put it inside his drink. Yeah! Step one completed. And apparently just in time because he’s coming back in.
“Here you go. V8 Splash strawberry kiwi.”
“You’re so good to me!” I laughed.
“Damn right. It’s about time you realized!” He handed me the drink and immediately I opened it and took a sip. For some reason my throat was dry.
I watched him as he brought the Pepsi up to his mouth. “Yes!” I thought.
Soon enough he was acting a bit weird. It must have been working fast.
“Listen Aaron, I’m going to go lay down. I’m kind of sleepy.” He said.
Funny. Robbie never said that it would make him sleepy. Oh well, I’ll work with the circumstances.
He got up and walked to his bed and threw himself on it. Good! He should be out like light in no time and I’ll get to taste him!
So I waited about fifteen minutes until I heard some light snoring to even get near him. I was scared out of my mind to be honest but that’s understandable right?
I walked slowly to the bed until I was right next to his sleeping form. He was facing up. In other words, he was lying on his back for those of you who still can’t picture it.
I slowly sat down next to him in the bed and just stared for at him for a while. I’ll never tire of saying this; he’s beautiful.
I finally decided to do something. Granted it wasn’t much but it was something.
I got up and went to the foot of the bed. I then reached for his shoes and started untying them to take them off. He moved a little and kind of opened his eyes a little.
“Thanks man.” He mumbled and I just smiled back at him.
I got both his shoes off then his sock. I then proceeded to get some lotion from the bathroom and spread some on my hands. I began massaging his feet with the lotion and I heard a moan of approval escape his lips. Good. He’s enjoying it.
I kept it up for quite a while until I heard him begin to snore once again. Then I quickly walked to the bathroom to wash my hands and afterwards returned to where I was before, by his feet.
I sat back down by his feet and carefully began my next move. Placed both my hands on both his ankles and then slowly started moving them up. Once I got to where the leg of his shorts ended I ran them back down his legs.
Another moan escaped his lips and yet again I smiled at my accomplishment. I began to massage up and down his legs softly. My fingers would barely brush against the skin and I could that excited him because a little someone was raising its head so it would be noticed. That’s right. The bulge in his shorts was slowly growing.
After about 20 minutes of paying attention to his legs and hearing the occasional moan, it was time to climb up the ladder that is his body. I moved up so I straddled his thighs and immediately put my hand over his cloth-covered bulge.
A small gasp escaped his lips but his eyes remained closed the whole time I was rubbing him through his shorts. I made sure to do it very slowly and stop occasionally because I didn’t want him to come if it wasn’t inside me.
I moved further down on his legs so I now straddled his shins and then leaned forward so my face would be face to face with the bulge my hands were still rubbing.
I unzipped his shorts and opened them to reveal that he wasn’t wearing any underwear. His beautiful cock immediately sprang up and hit his abdomen. It was really hard and long and thick and shit my mouth is watering.
I saw him lazily open one eye and I looked back at him with a smile on my face. “Want me to take care of this for you?” I asked. He just nodded and let his eyes close once again.
I wasted no time and wrapped my lips around the head of his cock and sucked at it with force. At lighting speed, his hands found their way to my hair and he grabbed on with quite a bit of strength. I was enjoying his forcefulness. I wanted him to take over. To hold all control over my body. I wanted him to own me.
It was time for me to put to use what Robbie had taught me to do. I inhaled deeply through my nose and descended as far as I could which was all the way, on his cock. I had all of it on there. God I am good!
“Shit!” I heard him gasped but when I looked up he looked like he was still sleeping. I wonder who it was sucking him off in his dream.
I deep throated him slowly a couple of times eliciting a moan from him every time I did it. I picked up the pace by quite a bit and sucked harder than I did initially. I think even in his state he was enjoying this because he was now forcing his cock in and out of my mouth with his strong grip on my hair and he was bucking his hips upwards to meet my mouth.
I reluctantly pulled away from his cock and his instantly flew open.
“I don’t want you to cum in my mouth. I want you to cum in my ass.” I said and got off the bed to remove all of my clothing.
“Aaron... are you... “ He tried to mumble and I understood what he wanted to know.
“I’m sure. And don’t worry about hurting me... I’m ready for it. I can handle it.” I told him even though I knew it would hurt a bit. His cock was slightly bigger than the dildo I had been using.
I climbed back on top of him and hovered just above his cock. I descended slowly on it, driving it inch by inch inside my ass. I closed my eyes and bit my lip to keep from screaming. The initial pain was more than I had originally expected. I guess he was more than slightly bigger than the dildo.
His hands made their way to my hips to hold me in place and keep me balanced. I stayed still with his cock buried deep inside me for what must have been ten minutes. Of course I kept clenching and unclenching my ass muscles around his cock so he wouldn’t go soft on me but I didn’t move. I was just enjoying him being inside me... finally owning me.
He was great about it too. He didn’t order me to move or anything. He just let me enjoy his cock as much as I wanted. That’s it! I want more of those little pills because this can’t be just a one-night thing! I want more of his cock even if I have to keep him drugged.
I decided I had tortured my gorgeous brother enough and finally started to slowly move up and down on his cock. He gasped for air so I’m guessing it wasn’t going to take much for him to cum.
I started moving up and down on his cock with more determination and at a faster pace and his moans now left his mouth like his breath did.
It felt so fucking good having that perfect cock inside me. Felt so much better than the dildo. This was skin against skin. This was making me feel like a virgin again even though technically the dildo had taken that away.
“Aaron...” He tried to warn but it was too late. I already felt his seed flowing in me. Goodness it was a lot. And it was warm... hot. I liked it.
I fell forward on him, my head landing on his heaving chest. He wrapped his arms around my back and kissed the top of my head.
“Aaron?” He said just as I was drifting off to sleep.
“Hmm?”
“Next time just ask. You don’t have to resort to drugs.”
To say his statement shocked me would be way too much of an understatement. How did he know?
“I saw you putting it in my Pepsi when I was coming in with your drink. That’s why I didn’t drink any of it. I’m completely sober.”
“But I...”
“No you didn’t see me drink. You just saw me put it to my lips. Anyway, like I said, next time just ask.”
THE END
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