A Change Of Heart
Chapter 6
By:Kate
Just then, Nick stopped tickling me and just
laid there on top of me, saying
nothing. He looked into my eyes and swept the random pieces
of hair that
were covering my eyes. My heart was beating a thousand
times faster than
usual, and I could hear his heart beat on my chest, too.
Nick inched in
closer, and kissed me. Not just some quick kiss, but not a
passionate, long
one either. It was the perfect kiss. I was in seventh
heaven-no not the
t.v. show.
Nick pulled away, shaking his head, apologizing a million times
for kissing
me.
I-I am so sorry, I uhh I just I dont know what to uhh
say umm, Nick
stammered.
I smiled, Nick, its fine, I mean I umm
kinda
What the hell, now I was at a loss of words, too!
Nick smiled and put his hands on my chin and brought my lips to
his once
again.
As we were kissing, AJ walked in.
What the fu-, AJ started, as Nick and I stopped, and
looked up to see AJ
looking at us.
Whoa-I knew she was playing your girlfriend in the video
but-uh..just..Ugh
nevermind. AJ said, shutting the door behind him as he
left.
Than I realized
. What was I doing? Here I was, in a
dressing room, making
out with a Backstreet Boy! The one I disliked the most as a
kid to say the
least! Brian on top of me like this-now that I could
picture
but NICK and
me? It was weird because it just felt so right. It
felt as if I was made
to be with Nick, like Nick was for me and Brian
wasnt. Was Nick for me? I
wasnt complaining if he was at this point.
Umm, I guess we better get out there before one of the
other guys walks in
on us, Nick said, getting up.
Uh, right, I said, fixing my hair.
We walked out of the room to see Brian and AJ conversing, while
looking in
our direction.
What? Nick asked, a little grouchy.
See Summer, I told you Nick isnt usually happy this
early in the morning,
Brian yelled to Summer, referring to the way Nick snapped at
Brian and AJ.
I need some more coffee, Nick said, in the same tone
he talked to Brian
and AJ in.
He started to walk away when I stopped him.
Whoa, Nick! I said, grabbing his arm to make him turn
around, You werent
like this two seconds ago, why the sudden change? I mean if
it was the
kiss
I admit-it was weird. But we can pretend it never
happ..
Nick cut me off, Is that what you want? To pretend it
never happened?
Oh no, I didnt mean it like that. I was just
saying
I was kind of
scared at this sudden bad mood Nick was in.
Look Summer, it wasnt you or the kiss. In
fact-that blew my mind. Its
the fact that the guys always make fun of me and shit
whenever I get
involved with a girl and it just makes me look like a total
idiot. I wanted
it to be different with you. You know-not look like the
moron that people
think I am.
Oh Nick, I never thought you were an idiot. What the
guys do to you is
hilarious actually. Its only because they love you,
they need someone to
pick on, and youre their younger brother to do that stuff
to. They would
never do it to hurt you. They probably dont even know
you think that way.
I mean who would think Nick Carter, the master of practical
jokes, would get
upset by a little fooling around by them?
I guess youre right, Nick said.
You guess Im right? Oh honey, you dont
know anything about me do you? I
said, trying to make him laugh.
He cracked a smile, I guess not, but I can always
learn.
Well have to see about that Carter, I said with
a grin.
He wiggled his eyebrows a little.
Well you seem to be in a better mood, AJ said,
slapping him on the back,
as him and Brian walked over.
Yeah, sorry bout that. I guess I didnt get much
sleep last night, so Im
just grumpy, Nick lied, not wanting to tell Brian and AJ
what he told
Summer because he didnt want them make fun of him anymore
than they already
did.
Im gonna go talk to Allie, I said. As I
walked by Nick I whispered into
his ear. Youre going to have to tell them why
you got upset like that
eventually.
As much as he didnt want to hear that, he knew it was true.
I was talking to Allie about some random stuff about the shoot
when Nick
came over.
Well I told them, he told me.
You told them what? I asked.
Why I got so pissy before.
And what did they say? I asked, wondering how Brian
and AJ responded.
They laughed in my face. Nick stated.
I couldnt help but laugh myself.
Oh so you think its funny, too? Great.
Nick said.
No, no its not that. You realize why they
laughed at you, right?
Should I know?
Nick, how many times have you put fake mice in their beds,
or gave them
fish tasting gum, or colored their hair, or..
Hmm
colored their hair? Never did that one
before..have to try it
sometime.
So what did they say after that, I asked.
Oh they said they understood...blah, blah, blah.
Well thats good, I told him.
Yeah I guess. Than Nick quickly said, Hey
arent you that girl that is
friends with AJ? he asked , finally realizing someone was
sitting next to
me.
Yeah
she responded.
Well, as a younger brother to AJ, I must tell you all of
his secrets. Not
big ones just stuff like he sleeps with stuffed animals,
and
oh wait till
you hear the blankie story
. Nick said, grinning.
Nick! I said, laughing.
What? he asked, sounding like he didnt know why
I said his name like
that.
Werent you the one ten minutes ago, complaining on
how the other guys make
you look like an idiot in front of girls? I asked.
Yeah, but didnt I already tell you in the other room,
Summer, revenge is
bittersweet.
He smiled at me, than went back to telling Allie stories about
AJ.