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Chapter 19
"Hi, can I help you...." Shyan froze.
"SHYAN!!? !"
"Nick? What are you doing here?" She said stund.
"I live here! You?" He asked confussed.
"WHAT?" She swallowed hard. "You what???" Her whole plan was ruined.
"I live here, why? I've lived here ever since. But what are you doing here? Did you and Scott move here?" 'Damn Nick why did you have to bring that up now?' She thought.
"I live here now. I move long time ago about a year and a half ago."
"What happend to Jive Records? And why have you been ignoring me all this time?"
"NICK! Quit with the questions will ya?" She said angry.
"Sorry, whats wrong Shyan?"
"Mommy, mommy who is that?" Nicky asked crawling up to Shyan.
Nick froze while his heart stopped. "Shyan...?"
Shyan could see and feel deep in her soul that it was time to tell Nick. "Nick met your son, Nicky." She said with a gulp.
Nicks eyes widened. "That...thats my son?" He said barely above a wispher.
"Yes Nick thats your son. Nicky met you daddy." She said to him. "I divorsed Scott with out warning long time ago. I'll explain all this later just give me a second to go put him at daycare and maybe we can talk." She said slowly.
Nick nodded in agreement.
~OOO~
After Shyan dropped off Nicky she was going to Nicks house to talk all about this whole thing. She had a bad feeling about this. She walked up to his door way. 'Wow.' She thought looking at the most beautiful house ever. It was just really big. She took a deep breath to calm her nerves before ringing the door bell.
"Hi." Shyan said as soon as Nick answered the door.
"Hey, come in." He said as she followed him to the family room.
There was a moment of a odd silence between them. No one knew just what to say. Shyan knew she could say something. "I'm really sorry Nick."
Nick finally went from shocked to angry. "SORRY!?!" He asked. "What were you think? Oh wait were you think at all?" Nick knew he was being harsh. "God damn it I had a son and didnt even know jack ass about him. When did you think you were gonna tell me, huh?" Shyan broke into tears. Nick signed heavily from frustration. "Listen please don't cry Shyan." She couldn't help but keep sobbing. Knowing she had put so much pressure on Nick like that and made him angry wasn't part of the plan. She felt bad enough as it was in keeping his son from him. He came over and put his arm around her pulling her closer to him.
"I'm sorry Nick just give me a chance to explain, please." When he looked straight in her eyes he just melted away.
"Go heard. You might wanna start from the beganing." He said calmly.
"Well once i had slept with you its obvous to the both of us that I had gotten pregnant. I didn't know what to do, so i frecked out. I thought about an abortion but i didn't have the heart to do it. I thought about telling Scott but i just couldn't. I thought about tell in you but..." Her voice trailed off.
"Why didn't you?" Nick asked.
"I was afraid. I wasn't ready for a kid Nick. Much less for all of this mess."
"But you could have came to me and we could have work things out for you."
"No Nick we couldn't have. I had your kid and I was married to Scott. What do you think you could have done?" She got no reply. "I'll tell you what you could have done, nothing!" She was sobbing again. She diffenitly was very emotional.
"But why were you afraid?"
"I didn't know what you would do I guess. I thought you would have left me and not helped so I figured forget it. I found out a day or so after I came home. I didn't tell Scott. He told me later on that he had to go somewhere for business and after that i thought up of a plan to get myself out. But it didn't work cause your here and not in florida. And you know about everything now. My plan was to divorce Scott then move and tell him."
"What about me Shyan? Didn't I have a right to know? I only freckin' called you everyday!"
"I know you did. I just couldn't do it I was scared to death to tell you." She took a deep breath. "Well Nicky was born later on. As you can tell his got your name sorta. When I first saw him I realised he looked so much like you. I couldn't find it in my heart to name him anything else. It was his first brithday today..."
"Oh SHIT! I'm sorry Shyan...."
"No Nick its okay... I should be the one sorry."
*Sorry to be continued with a second chapter*