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Chapter 20
Shyan and Nick decided on celebrating Nicky's first birthday together because he was both of there's son, so ofcourse it was only right. Nicky was very shy with Nick at first but soon they grow closer together. Nick was in California for his 3 day break and had totally forgoten to call the guys and tell them about Nicky. He was just so into playing with Nicky that he forgot. He was going to be living to day to go back on tour, as much as he didn't want to leave his son he had to.
"Hey Shyan you think maybe Nicky and you could come down to the airport with me when I leave?"
"Sure. Why?"
"Oh well I wanna say goodbye to Nicky and since I totally forgot to tell everyone about Nicky I wanna show them." He said to her.
"Okay sure, when you leaving?"
"In like an hour and a half." He said looking at his watch.
"Okay."
~OOO~
They were all dressed and on there way to the airport in Nick's limo.
"Where you ever going to tell me about Nicky?" Nick asked Shyan breaking the silence the past them by.
She didn't know what to say. She would have told him eventually, wouldn't she have? "I ...I don't know Nick." She said trying to say cool and collected. Nick just looked down think what it would have been like if he never came to that CD story that day.
~OOO~
They were finally down at the airport. They 'guys' had to be there an hour early. Nick walked to all the guys and there wifes (Leighanne and Kisten) and the girlfriend's of the other guys.
"Hey guys um there something I gotta tell ya!" He said coming to them. The guys sat around talking and goofing off.
"What is it Nick?" Brian asked, the only one seeming to care.
Nick walked over to Shyan who was coming towards them. Nick took Nicky from Shyan. "I'd like ya'll ta meet my son, Nicky."
Everyone stopped died in there tracks and turned to look at Nick. There jaws dropped to the floor. They could just see Nick in the kid he was holding. There was no doutb in there minds. This was Nick's kid for sure.
"But ...but ...how?" Howie manage to ask.
"We its kinda a long story." Nick began.
AJ noticed something. "Who's that?" He pointed to a figure behind Nick.
"Everbody say hello to Shyan." They just froze. They had no clue as to what was going on. "Let me explain." They all just nodded there heads for him to go on. "Well I kinda sleep with Shyan." Nicks cheeks when blush red. "When I was there in Florida looking for her." He stopped a for a second. Just as he started Shyan cut him off.
"Maybe I should explain." Nick nodded. "See this is sorta my fault. Nick didn't know about his kid. I sorta kept it from him because of many reasons. I knew it was wrong but i felt I had no choice. As you know I was married to Scott and all this happend. I was so confussed. I thought of an abortion but i just couldn't do that." She felt a tear fall down her cheek. She kept on going. "So I thought of a plan. I divosed Scott wail he was way on a business trip. I packed my things and left. I keep getting calls from Nick but i could deal with answering them. Well I had Nicky later on after i moved to California. I was working in a CD store and Nick happend to be there shopping. He saw Nicky and here we are right now." She felt more tears coming down. "I'm sorry, I didn't mean to hurt Nick at all but I had never been in a situation like that befor so I frecked." She got up. "Nick I'm gonna leave now." She said taking Nicky from Nick. "I'm sorry." The guys were still shocked. The fight attendent called for the backstreet boys to abored the plane. They all got up to go except Nick, he went after Shyan.
"Shyan?" Nick called.
"Yeah."
"I wanted to say good-bye." He said.
"Oh I'm sorry here if you wanna talk to Nicky alone for a few minutes before you leave sure, here."
"No, well yeah I do wanna say good-bye to Nicky. Bye Nicky!"
"Bye!" Nicky said.
"Shyan, I actually was sayin' good bye to you."
"Oh sorry, bye Nick!" She said.
"Wait, um I was wondering if you could come down to Florida for a week. Like next week. I really wanna spend sometime with Nicky! And I am off of a week. And I could get you some tickets to come down there. So what do you say?" He asked hopefully.
"Uh, I don't know." She said thinking about what to do.
"Well you don't have to tell me now. You can think about it and then let me know. I just really wanna play with my son that all. I don't want him growing up without a dad." He said.
"I understand."
"Call me when you make up your mind. Well I gotta go. Oh wait um you got my phone number still right?"
"How could I forget it. After all, you did call everyday and so i did see it appear on my cell."
"Just checkin'."
Shyan laughed. "Its okay. Well bye Nick."
"Bye Shyan, and bye Nicky." He said to the both of them. "God its gonna be really weird calling him Nicky."
"At least no one well call you Lil Nicky." She said as they both left.
~OOO~
It had been a four days after Nick had left. She keep think of what to do. Should she go or stay? She couldn't make up her mind. She felt bad that Nick hadn't seen his son from the beganing and she knew that it was her fault. So she got and idea on how to make up her mind.
"Hey Nicky." She said to her son. "Do you wanna go see daddy?" Nicky shook his head yes, joyfully. "Okay then I guess that it then." She said.
~OOO~
Later in the day Shyan decided to call up Nick.
"Talk to me." Nick answered in a thugish voice.
Shyan just laughed.
"Hey!" Nick defended.
"I'm sorry it just so funny." She said still laughing.
"It wasn't that funny. So whatcha call me for?"
"I've made up my mind."
"You have!"
"Yeah. Since I was having a hard time making up my mind and all I asked someone else."
"Someone else?"
"Yeah well you did say you wanted to see Nicky so badly right?"
"Yeah?"
"Well I asked him. And Nicky says he wants to see you!"
"Okay cool! Can you come in two days from now?"
"Um, yeah sure."
"Well I'll get everything else covered for you. I am gonna go book the tickets for you right now."
"Haha, your serious aren't you?"
"Damn right I am!"
"Well then I'll talk to you later. Just give me the details on what flight and everything."
"Don't worry bout that you wont need to know that."
"Uh, Nick you okay? You do know that I need to know that flight number and all that stuff to get on the right plane right?"
"Like I said dont worry. I got it covered."
"Okay whatever you say. Well bye then."
"Bye."