"So if you like him, why haven't I heard about him. I know your mom doesn't know, because she'd call me and tell me. Your Dad hasn't had the "let me meet him so I can tell him I'll break his neck if he hurts my baby" meeting and your sisters haven't spoken about him either. So, what with all the secrecy?"
Thankfully we pulled up to MIA and I was given a temporary reprieve. "Look. It's not all the drama you make it out to be. I...I just don't want to share him yet. Trust me. I have to share him with enough people already. I wanted to have him to myself, just for a little while. What are you doing? You are not paying to park here girl! You can drop me and I'll run in!" Damn! No reprieve!
"Nope. I'm taking you inside. I can at least walk you to the security area. That way you can keep telling me about your Invisible Boyfriend."
I grabbed my suitcase out of the trunk. Kevin and I had an agreement. When we started seeing each other he asked that I keep a small suitcase at my desk with a few personal things in it. Enough to get me through a weekend getaway if necessary. I'm happy to say I've used it quite a few times. I did happen to have some real clothes in though, too...just in case.
We walked inside and I got in line. Just as Ronnie opened her mouth to ask another
nosey question one of the monitors caught my attention.
"And on the entertainment news front, Backstreet Boy Kevin Richardson was in a car accident earlier this morning. 30 year old Richardson, was apparently on his way from the airport having dropped off group members A.J. Mclean, Howie Dorough, and Nick Carter. It is not known at this time what exactly caused the car accident; whether it was just the weather or something else. Richardson is listed in critical condition at this time."
My eyes begin to tear up. Ronnie noticed immediately. "DeeDee...is THAT the Invisible
Boyfriend?" Ronnie had the sense enough to whisper to me. I could only nod my head. "Aw honey. He's gonna be fine. Weren't you just saying that he's solid muscle? Well that means he works out, right? Which means his body is in good shape. He's healthy and Strong. He'll pull through just fine."
I hoped she was right, but I felt it again. That sick feeling in the pit of my stomach. Something wasn't right.
I finally got to the front counter and showed my ID. The reservation agent entered my info and got a weird look on her face.
"Ms. Manning?"
"Yes?"
"Ma'am, You were booked on a commercial flight, but that information was recently changed. You are now booked on a private jet. You are to go to Concourse C and the pilot will be waiting for you there. I also have a note here that says 'Tell her to turn on her cell phone.'"
I checked my cell and sure enough I'd forgotten to turn it on after I spoke to Brian. Just as I turned it on, it began to ring.
I checked the caller ID and it was Brian.
"Hi. Sorry I hadn't left the office and I forgot to turn this on. I almost never do. Kevin...he got it for me. I never use it." I'm going to cry. "Is he ok? Has something
happened?"
"No nothing's changed except your flight information. I wanted you to get here as soon as possible so I booked you on a private jet Jive keeps for us in Florida. Did you get to the airport yet?"
"Yes, I'm there now. I just found out. I'm headed for the plane right now."
"I just wanted to make sure you get here quickly. He goes in and out of consciousness. He...he keeps saying the name
Dianna? Is that your name?"
"Uh, Ok. Brian, I like you a lot and I understand the situation. Yes, Dianna is my first name, but I have to ask you please, do NOT call me that. I only let him call me that. So please stick to Stephanie, ok? I've got issues."
Brian laughed. "Ok, I'll stick to Stephanie. Just hurry, please. I don't think he's going to be ok until you get here."
I took my ticket and Ronnie walked with me to the security gate. She gave me a hug and told me to call her as soon as I landed in Lexington. I told her I would.
I met the pilot who grabbed my suitcase and helped me board the flight. I was the only passenger he was waiting for. There were a few other people on the flight. Jive employees on working vacations, I guess. Brian must have known about this and called the office. He must have insisted that they hold the flight for me. Because of Kevin's situation, they didn't have a problem with it.
I took my seat next the "Next Big Thing". Blonde hair, blue eyes, and a rack from here to Jersey. The guys will love her. The few women on the flight wanted to kill her for breathing.
"Do you work for Jive?" She asked. What she really wanted to know was "Are you someone I should be nice to?"
"Umm no I don't. I'm not on the label at all. I'm just hitching a ride."
"Oh..." She turned away from me and I became invisible. I was glad. I didn't want to talk. I needed to think.
I can't believe he was in an accident. A CAR accident. He drives like an old man! Dammit Kevin! You better be ok, or I'm kicking your ass! You don't make somebody love you and then leave them. I don't care about the
argument. I just want you to be ok.
I just talked to him yesterday and he was fine. Except the the fight, he was great.
"I'm tired. I don't want to keep discussing this. You need to make a decision. I love you and I want to tell the world. I don't care about anything else. I understand all of your fears, but you need to understand one thing. You are it for me. I love you, point, period, end of story. I need to tell the guys and my family about us and soon. You need to tell your father that I'm not some guy after his baby girl just for sex." He paused "It is more than just sex, isn't it
Dianna? What we have?"
"Jesus Kevin. Of course it is. I...I...look I love you too...I do. I need you all the time. I can't breathe or function when you aren't with me. I...I just don't want you to...to regret this. I don't want to be the 'Yoko Ono' of the Backstreet Boys."
"Yoko Ono?!" He laughed out loud. "Are you crazy? The guys will love you. They want me to be happy and you make me happy. You aren't trying to change me or take me away from them or the fans. Anyone with a brain can see that, Di. You have to give them a chance and no its not a chance to have them reject you. They aren't like that."
I squirmed at my desk. He knew me too damn well!
"Kevin...look, I mean, I love you. I have never said that to any man, except my father, and meant it with my soul so completely. I just don't want you to look back years from now and say or even think that if you hadn't gotten involved with me, you wouldn't have...achieved...something, anything, whatever!" I couldn't think. "This group is your life! It's what you wanted. You, all of you, have worked too hard to get the fame and notoriety that you've finally
attained. The respect from your peers as well as your fans! I don't...I don't want to 'cost' you anything."
"Shit! Dianna, I am not going to lose anything by having you in my life. If I lose fans because they don't like me going out with you, then they aren't the kinds of fans I would want anyway. None of us would. Look," He was tired. There was something in his voice...a warning. "You need to get back to work and I've got to go to my Mom's. I love you and I want to be with you forever. The ball's in your court, Baby girl. If we are going to stay together, we have to tell everyone. I mean everyone. I'll come there. You and your family could fly here. I'll pay for it all. But we HAVE to take the next step, ok? Let me know what you want to do.
"So this is...it's an ultimatum?"
"Yes, I guess it is. I gotta go. I love you."
"I love you too. Bye"
"Bye."
He was serious and I was scared. What the hell am I gonna do?
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