Title: Overprotected
Author: Angel
Category: RPS-BSB
Pairing: Kevin/Nick
Rating: PG
Disclaimer: Yes I know the Backstreet Boys and they told me this right before we had a massive orgy at Kevin’s house with his wife watching! Get a life people! This is not real and probably never will be so if you believe it is... you have big issues my friend. I am not doing this to encroach on copyrights and/or slander any of the people I am writing about. This is for fun and not for profit.
Summary: Nick feels Kevin overprotects him and wants to know why.
I need time, love, joy.
I need space, love.
I need me
“You don’t understand what I’m saying!” Nick yelled at the older man before him. “You never do!”
“What are you saying Nicholas? What the fuck are you saying? Enlighten me!” Kevin yelled back.
“You see? There you go taking that fucking attitude again! You are not better than me Kevin so stop acting like you are!”
“I never said I was so calm your ass down and speak like a human being. Quit yelling.”
“I will yell if I please!” Nick shot back. “You are not my father and never will be.”
“Trust me... I don’t want to be your father Nicholas.” Kevin said honestly.
‘Ouch.’ Nick thought... ‘That hurts.’
“Good! ‘Cause I don’t want to be your son!”
“Nick... honestly... what is this all about? You have never gotten this upset about me asking you who you are going out with?” Kevin asked sitting on Nick’s bed while Nick paced around the room.
“That’s just it Kevin! Maybe I should have gotten this upset from the beginning. I am tired of you watching over me like a hawk. You overprotect me!”
Say hello
To the man
That I am
You're gonna have to see
Through my perspective
“It bothers you that I care enough about you to ask you where you will be in case something happens to you?” Kevin asked Nick as Nick sat next to him on the bed.
“It’s not that Kevin. It’s just that you treat me like a little boy sometimes. You always have. It was okay when I was younger but now it’s plain stupid. I am not an idiot like everyone thinks I am.” Nick said with his head bowed.
“I know that.” Kevin said lifting Nick’s head.
“Do you?”
“Yes.”
“The why do you do this? Why do you protect me like this? It’s almost psychotic.” Nick whispered.
I need to make mistakes
Just to learn
Who I am
And I don't want to be
So damn protected
“Because... I love you.” Kevin stated and bowed his head.
“So? You love the other guys too but I don‘t see you doing this to them. Why do you like picking on me?” Nick asked.
“I am not picking on you Nick.”
“Then what are you doing Kevin?”
“Protecting you.”
“Yeah but why me and not the others?”
“Because you’re not them and ... and ... you’re special to me.” Kevin admitted.
“Kevin, I’m glad you think I’m special but I don’t need protecting.”
There must be another way
'Cause I believe in taking chances
But who am I to say
What a guy is to do
God I need some answers
“I don’t think you are special Nick. I know you are... at least to me you are... and yes you do need protection.” Kevin said letting a couple of tears fall.
“From what?”
“From anyone and everyone around you. Anyone that is trying to mold you into something that you are not. I don’t want there to be a change in the Nick I know.” Kevin said now sobbing.
Nick scooted over and put his arm around Kevin’s shoulder.
“Kevin, I am bound to change. It comes with age and growing up.”
“Not that type of change Nick. That’s fine. I’m happy to say I like the way you’re maturing. You’re becoming a man right before my eyes and that’s fine... but I mean a change in your heart... a change in who Nick is.”
“That’s never going to happen Kevin. You know you still haven’t given me a straight answer about why me and not the others. They shouldn’t change either so why do you protect just me?”
What am I to do in my life?
How am I supposed to know what's right?
I can't help the way I feel
But my life has been so overprotected
“That I will just keep to myself Nick.” Kevin said as he got up from the bed.
Nick grabbed his arm and pulled him back forcefully so Kevin fell on the bed.
“No... you will stay and you will tell me why!”
“I will do no such thing!” Kevin freed his arm from Nick’s grip and walked to the door.
Just when Kevin was about to step out... Nick spoke.
“Kevin?”
“Yes Nick?”
“I love you too...” Nick said and Kevin smiled back...
“No Kevin...” Nick stood up and walked to Kevin, “I mean I know why you do what you do and I am saying I love you that way too.”
“Nick... you don’t know what you’re saying.”
“Yes I do Kevin. This was all part of my plan. I just wanted to hear you say you love me. Now you listen to me... I love you too. Don’t run from me Kevin. I know you spoke of a deeper love than brotherly love and that is the same love I speak of... I love you as a man... as a man I want to belong to.”
“Nick... I think you’re a little confused.”
I tell 'em what I like
What I want
And what I don't
But every time I do
I stand corrected
“Kevin, I know what I’m saying and I know what I want.” Nick closed the door and leaned back against it as he pulled Kevin closer to him. “I want you Kevin. I love you. I need you... inside me... hard... I need to belong to you... I need to be yours not only emotionally but physically. Make me yours Kevin.”
“Nick...” Kevin began but was interrupted by Nick’s tender lips on his own.
Breaking away, Nick spoke.
“Please boo... make love to me.”