Heaven Sent
Got the lights down low, the street below
The world inside is spinning
All my memories, my doubts about
The ways that I’ve been living
You come on like the sun
And blow it all away
Nick and Brian were hanging out at their hotel room. They had decided to watch a movie together. Brian had insisted on watching Jim Carrey. And now he was doing the faces Jim had made. Which made Nick laugh his ass off.
If anyone knew how to make him feel better, it was Brian. He had been a bit off lately. So they needed some fun again. And Brian knew exactly how to.
The movie was getting more serious now, so Brian couldn’t duplicate the extremely stupid faces anymore. When Brian looked to his right, where Nick was sitting, he saw Nick just kept on staring at him.
"What?" he said with a smile.
"Um… I wanted to ask you something," Nick said a little insecure, as he was playing with the cord of his sweater.
"Spit it out," Brian said as he sat a little more towards Nick’s direction. It was easier to talk to each other that way. Nick did seem nervous about what he was going to ask.
"Well. You know about me and Patrick," Nick said. Brian nodded. He knew. Nick had finally found someone. And that person was Patrick. Nick had always kept it a secret, that he was gay. Now he had finally accepted it and he had someone to share his feelings with. "Well," Nick continued. "I think he… that he wants to do… you know. But I have no experience at all. I don’t know how to please him."
Brian nodded again. He understood Nick’s problem. Only what did he want from Brian? "And?" Brian then asked.
"Well… I was wondering if you could teach me how…"
"My god! Nick!" Brian exclaimed as he understood where Nick was going at. His best friend couldn’t be asking him this. He just couldn’t.
"Brian…"
"Nick!"
"Please. You have to help me."
"Hell I don’t."
"It’s not that unusual."
"Yes it is."
"Please?" Nick tried to give Brian his best puppy look. Innocent eyes and all, which Brian most of the times couldn’t resist.
"We can’t do that. I can’t do that."
"All right. I understand."
"Do you?"
"Yes. You just don’t want to help me."
"Okay, you do NOT understand."
"Tell me then…," Nick said as he crossed his arms and looked at Brian for an answer.
"Well… It’s just… No, we can’t do that. First of all, I’m not gay, I don’t have experience. Second of all, you’re my best friend."
"Well, that’s where you’re right," Nick agreed. "But we’re suppose to share everything, so why not do this? We can learn something from it."
"I so do not want to learn this," Brian disagreed with Nick. He got off the bed and walked over to the television. He stopped the movie and turned back to Nick. Who was sighing heavily. Making sure how disappointed he was.
"Why me?"
"Cause I trust you," Nick stated.
"But how can we do this?" Brian asked, now not secure anymore. All though there was something in his mind screaming to do this, there was also a part of him that didn’t want this. And Nick really wanted to try this.
"Just. Try how to do it with a guy," Nick said. He had no experience at all, but he wasn’t going to tell Brian of course. Then he wouldn’t go ahead with it anyway.
"Okay," Brian said as thoughts were racing through his head. "But only under one condition." Nick was too happy that Brian was going to go ahead with this, so he nodded. Anything would be fine. As long as he could make everything perfect with Patrick.
"No kissing on the lips. Understood?" Brian said. Nick nodded, though he didn’t understand why that couldn’t be done. But he also knew Brian had some strange ideas. Maybe this was one of them.
"Understood."
"Okay," Brian said as he now was starting to feel uncomfortable under the circumstances. How was he suppose to do this? He had no idea. Here he was, agreeing to something part of him was against. And a part of him wanted to explore how this would be like.
"Come here then," Nick said as he mentioned for Brian to come over to him. Brian hesitated for a second, but then he came walking closer and sat on the edge of the bed.
Looking at Nick.
Nick looking back.
Nick made the first move. Of course he did. His hands slowly went towards Brian’s shirt and he unbuttoned it slowly. Brian looking at Nick’s fingers. How they touched the buttons of his shirt and how his fingers pulled out his shirt and suddenly he was half-naked.
But Nick wasn’t done yet. His fingers touched his skin and he ran it over the scar at his chest. Which he had been hiding for so long now. Never half-naked anymore on pictures.
Nick’s fingers trailed downwards as Brian felt a shiver going through his whole body and his body was screaming for contact with Nick’s body. And nothing seemed real anymore.
Nick pushed Brian down on the bed and made him lie all on the bed as his fingers were working to unzip his pants. Which really got to Brian, as he watched how Nick did this. His tongue licking his lips, as if this was the hardest task he had ever done before.
And God, it did feel good.
And I guess heaven sent you
Cause I’m heaven high
And I’m heading into what I can’t describe
He felt how his pants were down at his knees, now he had closed his eyes to enjoy the moment while it was lasting. Suddenly he felt a tight grip around his cock. Which made him come up and open his eyes.
Nick was holding his cock in his hands, through his boxers. And he didn’t want to admit to himself, that it was feeling good. Nick smiled at him as his fingers now were at his thigh. Making Brian want his fingers everywhere.
"Come on, Nick," Brian said and Nick turned to him again immediately. Locking eyes as Nick raised his eyebrows and didn’t understand what was going on here.
And in once quick move Brian felt how Nick removed his boxers and they were no longer around his cock. Not hiding it anymore and somehow it felt really naked now Nick was staring at it. Examining it like it was a piece of study-material.
"What are you doing?" Brian asked surprised.
"What do I do next?" Nick asked, blood creeping up his cheeks to make him blush. Brian smiled and came up to sit and now he pushed Nick on the bed. He smiled again and Nick had no clue what Brian was wanting now.
Before even realizing, what the hell was going on, his pants were removed, his boxers were removed and Brian was now working on his shirts as Nick felt their cocks making friends with each other. Touching. Which made Nick’s hard-on even more excited.
Nick was now lying upon his shirt, since Brian had made him completely naked. It had to be Nick in control, but Brian wasn’t giving him a chance.
Nick thought Brian was going to kiss him, but his lips went somewhere else. Placing little kisses in his neck, which felt really good. Brian’s lips and his skin meeting felt so good and Nick thought he was going to melt like butter right now.
But Brian his lips left his neck and all of the sudden Brian’s hands were at his cock. Going up and down as Nick felt like he was about to come from it. He had never felt someone else do this to him before.
Then Brian’s lips kissed the head of his cock, which felt even so much better. Slowly licking the head and sucking it, while Nick knew he was going to come right now. So he pushed his whole cock inside of Brian’s mouth as he thrusted and he came hard inside Brian’s mouth. Everything had built up inside of him and came out like it was nothing. And he was shaking like a leaf.
Brian swallowed his cum, which made him shake even more. Brian came up slowly, crawling over his body till his head was above Nick’s. Then their lips touched each other, which surprised Nick. His cum inside of Brian’s mouth. He tasted the sweetness of it. He tasted every inch of Brian and felt like he was going to loose control.
They were making out and Brian’s still hard-on made him hard again. When Brian had to take a deep breath before meeting his lips again, Nick said: "I thought we weren’t going to kiss."
Brian smiled as he moaned against Nick’s mouth and his eyes closed. "I just couldn’t resist it."
Nothing else. Just those 5 words were all he said as they kissed again. Nick put his arms around Brian’s waist as he hold on to him tightly. Thought he was going to leave his nails in Brian’s skin, cause he was digging them into it, as Brian’s hand was tangled up in his hair. Which felt absolutely good.
Nick made sure his lips left Brian’s now as he ran them across his cheeks, to his ear. "I want you to fuck me," he whispered into Brian’s ear. After he said it, he realized what he had just said. But it was coming from the depth of his soul. He really wanted it too.
It made Brian stiffen. Came as a total shock to him. He looked straight into Nick’s eyes for a minute, as Nick’s hand searched somewhere inside his bag next to the bed. He found the lube he had been wearing around for quite a while now.
"I don’t know how too…," Brian stuttered, but Nick silenced him with another kiss before he made Brian sit up. Holding Brian’s cock in his hand, he opened the lube to put it on Brian’s cock. Working it all around it, his hands holding it firmly going up an down. Brian closed his eyes and moaned something, which Nick couldn’t translate.
Then he threw the lube away in a corner. Looking in Brian’s eyes, that slowly opened again. He nodded slowly to make Brian sure that he wanted this right now. He landed down in the pillows.
Brian struggling with how to do this. "Don’t you have to turn around or something?" Brian asked Nick, who felt the insecurity in Brian’s voice.
"I want to look at you," Nick said. His hands searching for some pillows, which he shoved under him. Brian looked at how Nick did this and then he understood where he was going at.
Brian’s cock now was before it. About to enter Nick’s body. Nick nodded again, as he closed his eyes. Then Brian pushed it inside of Nick. Waiting for Nick’s reaction. His face turning into a grim, that looked like pain.
Nick’s hands grabbed Brian’s thighs and made him push in all the way as Brian felt hitting something. Nick’s prostate. Nick howled for a second, but then the pain left his body for true pleasure. Building up inside him, ready to come as he felt Brian’s hand at his cock.
His hands at Brian’s ass, Brian’s hands at his cock. Working it up and down to make sure he would come as Brian was thrusting inside of him. Increasing his tempo slowly and he heard Brian moan hard. Hitting the inside of him, going so deeply.
Nick came.
Then Brian came.
Every day I wake, I hesitate
I feel you in my sky
All my melodies, my dreams, it seems
You’re always on my mind
You come on like the tide, you turn me
And I can’t turn away
It had been a weak since their little experience. And Brian couldn’t get his mind off of it. Off of Nick. He had seen him, but not actually been able to talk or something else. They had eye contact and Brian felt the passion building up inside of him.
Longing for Nick.
Wanting for Nick.
And Nick only had eye for Patrick. He knew, cause he and Patrick had shared a room, which made him feel like hell. He was a mess, nothing else.
Now they were here in the dressing room. All hanging around, doing nothing. And Brian could only think of what he felt for Nick all of the sudden. His dreams only had Nick in it. Doing things, he would never thought could happen.
"We have to go now," Kevin suddenly said as he watched at his watch. He knew exactly when they had to go. Everyone nodded and Howie and AJ jumped up immediately. Heading for the door.
AJ pushed Howie through it, who gave AJ a warning glance and sighing Kevin followed. Brian stood still as he looked at Nick, slowly getting up. Stretching his arms. Brian sighed and went walking to the door.
Nick stopped him and pushed him against the wall. His hands at either side of his head and he kissed Brian. Hard. Leaving nothing unexplored of Brian’s mouth. Of Brian’s tongue.
Nick broke the kiss and they both stood there, breathing heavily and Brian with a hard-on. His head in the clouds again, which made him think he was stupid.
"Why did you do that?" Brian then snapped.
"What? I thought you liked it too," Nick said as he crossed his arms again. Looking at Brian, like he just had won a game or something like that.
"Fuck," Brian hissed as his thoughts were going directly to Nick again. The way Nick had been looking him all week, had made him horny. Had made him want Nick even more. "Don’t do this to me!"
Then Brian left the room, running as fast as he could to catch up with the other guys so Nick wouldn’t talk to him anymore. He wouldn’t mention this with the other guys there.
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Brian was lying in his hotel room. Feeling lonelier then ever before and wanting Nick more than ever, but he knew there would never be a him and Nick. They were just friends.
It was all Nick’s fault in the first place. He introduced this idea and he, a complete moron, went ahead with it. Played Nick’s game. And made it his own game.
Knocking on the door. Brain sighed. He wasn’t up to company right now, but he didn’t want to explain things. So he walked up to the door and opened it slowly. His breath was caught in his throat.
Nick was standing there. Looking sexier than ever before. Blue eyes that looked too inviting, licking his lips, the look he had been chewing on them. Wearing a white shirt. And leather pants.
The last thing made his cock stand up with excitement. God, this was too crazy for words. Nick driving him crazy like no girl had ever been able to do. No one of them had gotten him to this point of his life.
"Hey," Nick said as he walked in past Brian, who had a hard time to breath as he closed the door behind him and saw how Nick sat down on the bed.
"I’ve been thinking about what’s your problem. And I guess I know," Nick said as he patted on the bed for me to sit next to him. Brian slowly sat down as he swallowed and looked at Nick. His smile that wouldn’t disappear his face.
"I broke up with Patrick," Nick said.
That felt good to Brian for some reason. Which he knew.
"Cause I know I want you, Brian." Brian his heart racing faster than the speed of light, his emotions taking control. "I think I love you."
Brian felt the sob in his voice, which made him feel crazy as he said it too. "I love you too." He leaned in to press his lips against Nicks, as they both held each other. Wrapping arms around each other. Kissing as the slowly fell down on the bed. Brian above Nick. Feeling so good.
And I guess heaven sent you,
Cause I’m heaven high
And I’m heading into what I can’t describe
You’re all I ever wanted but I’m terrified
You’re in my head, in my veins, in my world
And you’re here to stay
(lyrics song from Heather Nova)