THE SPIDER WEB

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       To watch the world through a spider web… as watching the future through the web of the memories… wishing that everything you know about the dust of the ways you have ever walked on would help you choose the paths of the future… But the reflection of the memories web is cheating like a dusty mirror ; the reflected image is never identical and only when you recognize steps you have made before, then you understand that you are actually walking on the tracks of your own errors.
      The same goes for the spider web. Seen through its perfection, the world seems more beautiful. That is why you just admire it from behind the spider web. Because you are sorry to spoil its perfection… or because it is easier to watch the ways beyond it than to walk on them.
      But the spider web gets thicker with time. And gradually your window towards a dreamworld becomes gray and dull. A window covered by curtains, beyond which nothing is to be seen anymore. Except for an immense loneliness here, on the side of your heart.
      Only the light of a candle can get through the spider web, sometimes, late at night. The flame getting narrow towards the tip, takes the shape of a path getting lost at the horizon, reminding you the ways that have uselessly waited for you.
      But it is late ; what has once been your window towards the ideal world is now your prison ; and all you can do is to fall asleep thinking of the flame you barely can see anymore and hope the path of light starting on the other side of the spider web will wipe away, at least in dream, your wrong ways.

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