When I hear you crying like that I realize you can be in pain too
You don't show too much your feelings about that
But I understand, you know
I didn't lose mine like you, at least not forever
But I lost my father several times
I know you miss her, you would like to see her
You'd like her to take you in her arms again
Kiss you and tell you everything is ok
You'd like to know if she'd be proud of you
If you are like she wanted you to be
You'd like to smell her scent again, you are worry because you begin to forget it
I hear you crying at night and it hurts me
I don't want to awake you, you wouldn't want me to
I know you try to hide your deepest sadness and fear from me
You don't know that at night you show them
You don't know that at night a tear runs on your face while you say that word so painful for you
I wish I could help you but how?
You never talk about what you feel about her
It's a simple word that you say but it means everything for everyone
It was my second word, right after " daddy "
I know what it could represent for you even if I don't know your past that much
It's the sweetest word for a child
Which we all were someday even if it seems impossible now
It's the word we probably say the most in our lives
See, even you are still saying it in your sleep
I'd like to help you but how?
It wrings my heart when you cry at night
And it's getting worst when I know why you cry I know what you can feel like…
No, I probably don't
But I'd just want you to know
I'm here for you
I love you
I'll protect you
I don't want you to be sad so please
Tell me what's going on in your heart
Tell me why you're still crying for her
Tell me what happened that is still so hard
Don't be afraid I'm here to help
Don't be afraid of revealing your weak side to me
You know I won't ever use it against you I couldn't
Please tell me and stop to cry
Soon I'll realize I cry with you
Because it's getting to hard
When in your sleep and with a tear
You say " mama "
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