THE
WARRIOR MONK
(A study in
the leadership)
By: Hichem
Karoui
Excerpts from a XXVIII chapters'
long biography:
CHAPTER 1: THE OUTSIDER (read in P.D.F)
Chapter 3: The pieces of the
game.
Links related to Lawrence
of Arabia
"Being, though little in
person, yet great in opinion of himself, nothing less would serve him than to
go and convert the pope"!
Thomas Ellwood (XVIIth cent.) about John Perrot’s adventures in Rome. -
In some ways, Thomas Edward
Lawrence appears to us - we, this late generation of later times- a strange and
mysterious man, and an obstinate fighter in a struggle that was not even his.
So possessed by his dream, so involved in the trend of the Arab Revolution, he
became a little more than a simple British officer, and a little less than a
true Bedouin of the desert.
What kind of man was he
really?
Man of faith and creed?
Maybe. Man of action and influence? Certainly, with however that halo of
mysticism which places him above many others of his epoch and border.
We may follow him all along
his magnificent and intriguing itinerary; we may feel his fears, his joys, even
his bitterness; but something in his personality would still puzzle us and
escape from our understanding. And we would say: enigmatic and versatile man!
Yet, we would bow before
his eloquence, which is only matched by his acumen.
It was also a curious
epoch, which has produced its lot of oddities: adventurers and charlatans,
poets and soldiers of the good fortune, mystics of the impossible, wanderers of
the high seas and oceans, erring and running everywhere, settling down here and
there wherever it is possible to find a place under the sun.
In England, the Mother of
Parliaments at Westminster had shown herself able to keep pace with fast-moving
change, and to bring within her moderating influence the fierce forces of
organized trade unionism, proletarian socialism, and the violent surges of raw
public opinion. "Since the formation of the Labour Party in 1906, with its
twenty nine representatives in the House of Commons", wrote David Thomson(i), "there had existed a steady pull
towards constitutional action through elections and parliamentary alliances,
rather than through the ‘direct action’, favoured by the more extremist kinds
of trade unionism and socialism. The solid basis of the Labour Party was the
growing trade-union movement."
King George V had been on
the throne since 1910, and " had revealed a rich store of tact and good
sense in his handling of the constitutional crisis about the House of Lords,
already erupting when he ascended the throne. One thing could have united the
British people in concerted support for a single policy: a flagrant threat to
Britain’s national security.”(ii)
It was the alliance between
Germany and the Habsburg Monarchy of Austria- Hungary that constituted the
threat. Since then, the drums of war began to be heard of in the old continent.
The Arab Revolution
proclaimed and led by the Sherif of Mecca, appeared in the English conscience
just a piece within a gigantic puzzle; for the Turks it was a gloomy
conspiracy; and for the Arabs it was the way to freedom. Retrospectively, these
three conceptions proceeding from three different peoples appear to us nowadays
somewhat obliterated by excess.
As to the author of the
famous Seven Pillars Of Wisdom, -(: S.P.W)-he started his text by
this statement: " Some Englishmen, of whom Kitchener was chief, believed that
a rebellion of Arabs against Turks would enable England, while fighting
Germany, simultaneously to defeat her alley Turkey"(iii).
In other terms, the rebellion was a war within the war, although with an ethnic
and geopolitical specificity, which enabled it to be an instrument of the
British strategy.
Nevertheless, men grasped
by violent passions in the pathos of war, may reach the revelation of
themselves and may not react like simple tools in the gigantic machine. Even
the gladiators in the antic Rome had found their Spartakus. For the Arabs
subdued by centuries of Ottoman reign, "Spartakus" was no more or
less than a slim blond officer of the Intelligence Service, named Lawrence. And
since the first pages of S.P.W., we can observe that the words " freedom"
and "slavery" are as "chained" to each other as an
indissoluble couple of catholic married: " We were (...) devoted to
freedom (...) We had sold ourselves into its slavery, manacled ourselves
together in its Chaingang..."(iv) Here
is a basic idea which is a fundamental key to understanding Lawrence’s thought
and life. There is no freedom away of slavery, and there is no slavery away of
freedom either! Is this an odd idea? Maybe it is not quite clear from a
Sadomasochistic strain, but can we deny that the dialectic exists? Anyway, it
is not a mere figure of style, for beyond the apparent irreconcilable paradox a
certain unity may be perceived whatsoever the distances between the two
notions: In our material life (: historic) and in our spiritual life (:
intellect), freedom and slavery have always been linked, for it is just
impossible to imagine one’s existence without the other. Even in our epoch that
had abolished slavery, other kinds of human servitude appeared. But for different
reasons, mostly psychological, some of Lawrence’s biographers would label him,
as "masochist" -e.g. Anthony Nutting-, while others - like Suleiman
Moussa- would talk of his "sadism"! So where is the truth?
However, there is one
certainty: Lawrence was not an ordinary man. He had perhaps some mania, but was
it unhealthy? Was he a raving megalomaniac? A schizophrenic who ignores
himself? Or shortly a masochist as it had been pointed out several times? How
such an insane could then not only handle and manipulate masses, but also
select and intelligent people such as high ranking officers of the British
army, princes, and kings? A task that requires so many qualities, such as
cleverness, adroitness, rationality, and other personal skills. No doubt that
we can find in history some examples showing us that in exceptional
circumstances, insane leaders could appear and lead their people towards
tragedies and chaos: Maybe Hitler was a clever and skilful man who had been
able not only to reach power but also to play on the obscure side of the human
nature in order to impose himself to his people. Yet, he was also very crazy
and perfectly relishing his insanity, which at his eyes was more than ambition,
since he considered himself as a herald of some sort. Here, we are also
confronted to a moral problem: the State’s Reason and the person’s creed. When
these two poles are contrasting, the clash is unavoidable and the human balance
is threatened. The moral problem can grow up until it is transformed into a
psychological tragedy, when the subject is actually- like T.E. Lawrence- an
agent of the State. And since the latter has, from the start, put the
problematic of the Arab Revolt in terms of moral and ethic, he has at once put
himself on the way, which conducted him to the bitter feeling of failure and
treason. The lack of compensation after the considerable effort consented led
him unconsciously towards some kind of uneasiness of life, which preceded -
perhaps indirectly precipitated- his unlucky and absurd death in a futile
accident of motorcycle in 1935. He was just forty-seven years old.
From some sentences in the
first chapter of S.P.W, we are already led to deducting that the author was
really a man who cared enormously about his duty, who believed faithfully in
his mission, in moral terms: " I was sent to these Arabs as a stranger...»
But was he to be sent out if he was not a stranger? The only man who could
claim that he was sent to the Arabs as an insider - not an outsider- is the
Prophet Muhammad. If we underline the difference, it is because Lawrence has
not used the word "stranger" linked to the expression " sent to
these Arabs" at random, but rather purposely. In fact, in many occasions
Lawrence would emphasize that he is a stranger even while preaching the revolt
in order to obtain the independence for the Arabs. On the one hand,
"preaching " is a word, which suffers from being used adjacently with
"strangeness". And on the other hand, those who preach some acts as
great and important as Revolt and Freedom, are not usually ordinary people
always well adapted to their societies, but rather men - or women - who are
mostly judged by their contemporaries as "strangers". Although
subtle, the detail is important; but Lawrence did not consider himself as a "prophet",
albeit he acknowledged that he was preaching in the desert. Maybe was he too
respectful of others’ creeds, or just too malicious to pretend to more. Anyway,
how could he, since he was "unable to think their thoughts or subscribe
their beliefs"?(v) However, he was
"charged by duty to lead them forward and to develop to the highest any
movement of theirs profitable to England in her war"(vi).
In reality, nobody charged him, but he charged himself, and sometimes we will
find him complaining about this "too much freedom" allowed to him.
The question is: Did he
think in that period that he was able to accommodate himself, his beliefs, his
education...with the Arab way of life? Indeed he did, for he had prepared
himself during long years, and in this sense he was not a perfect stranger. In
some ways, he had provoked his destiny, and when he faced the desert, he faced
at once his fate in that continent of sand and stones which opened to him the
mysterious gates of the infinite, the independence, and the game with the unknown.
No other place on earth can provide men with such a mystic exaltation. Yet, men
in the desert are all but unequal in their feelings. They may be ordinary men
or prophets, half-gods or devils, simple shepherds or bandits, poets or
cutthroats. They may measure themselves with the dimensions of the infinite,
hear the great appeal of the History and the Sacred; or they may be just
indifferent and ... ineligible.
Him who knows the desert
knows why Nikos Kazantzakis stated while he was wandering in Sinai, that "
the common people do not see sirens or hear songs in the air. Blind and deaf,
they sit bowed over in the earth’s hold, and row. But the more elect, the
captains, hear a siren inside them - their soul - and gallantly follow her
voice"(vii).
Indubitably, it sounds as
if Lawrence was one of those elect people.
It is curious how the
loneliness has always influenced men’s imagination. Poets and prophets, great
inventors of creeds and religions, great producers of ideas and philosophic
systems, explorers of the unknown and experimenters of new ways of life, have
ever worked alone, or at least have been attracted by loneliness. And if the
desert is so important, it is because it can procure an unequalled amount of
loneliness added to the vacuum of an extraordinary extensive space, which is
beyond any human control.
Many of those who have
experimented a spiritual voyage into the desert have been touched by the
invisible wings of genius or by the transparent breath of holiness. The young
Kazantzakis dreamed to be a saint. Adult, he would undertake the great
pilgrimage in Sinai. He did not become a saint, but he certainly approached
some sort of high spirituality.
Nonetheless, Lawrence was
neither seeking holiness nor any mystic experience. And if he had it though, it
was almost haphazardly and perhaps even in spite of himself.
In the desert, his soul was
in eruption like a volcano, which had been sleeping for centuries. Then
unexpectedly, by a mysterious spell, its crater began to crack and spit out
lava and inflamed stones. Burdensome and sacred fire! And the magnificence of a
magic breath touched then his spirit, and he abandoned his body " as
rubbish". Never had he felt himself so tied to men within the brotherhood
of guns, while death whirled above their heads like a hungry vulture. Never had
he felt himself so alone and so inextricably mixed with those Bedouins who were
fighting for their freedom: "Blood was always on our hands: we were
licenced to it."(v iii)
Could it be otherwise? The cruelty of the war added to the desert’s made no
choice. If you don’t kill to survive you would be killed. Life and death were
just a game for the sake of the noblest cause. In this struggle there was no
certitude: "We lived for the day and died for it"(ix).
The game was open. The cards were thrown out, and fate or destiny would handle
them according to its whim.
Men
do not live just because life has been given to them. In this case, what may
possibly differentiate them from animals? That is why Ernest Hemingway has
stated once that the difference between a dying man and a dying horse is just
that the man knows consciously that it is the end; a horse does not. As a
matter of fact, the conscience is what makes the difference between them. Now
the same conscience is also matter of differences between men themselves, for
we can reach a level of lucidity but we cannot reach the end of it. Everybody
reaches actually his own limit. A fight for a place under the sun may gather
several thousands of men, provide them with a common motive, a common energy,
and unite their consciousness within a single dream. As Lawrence put it: the
most opened are your eyes when you dream, the most dangerous you become,
especially when you are neither the only nor the lonely dreamer.
"Live in danger!"
advised Nietzsche. Was it to put this idea into practice that Lawrence has
acted? Yes, he did, answers A. Malraux: he was "Nietzsche becoming
Zarathustra"! (x) Yet,
what struck the author of " La Condition Humaine" was more the
religious and metaphysical dimension of the personage than his political
involvement, as it seems.
We know that Malraux was
preparing a biography of Lawrence, for he thought that nothing sound had been
written yet as far as that moment. Unfortunately, his book has never seen the
day for the original manuscript had been lost during the war. However, a lost
essay entitled "Lawrence and the demon of Absolute" has been
published.
That both men share
something common is beyond any doubt. The author of "L’espoir",
"La voie royale", and other famous titles, who was also one of the
best interlocutors of General de Gaulle, had nothing to envy to the legendary
Lawrence. He too was born adventurer, and spent his life between the
"maquis" and the archaeological sites. Nevertheless, when they met
once in the bar of some hotel in Paris, according to Malraux - Lawrence did not
drink! - they " were not equal"!
"He, said Malraux, had
already into his pocket the Seven Pillars, the collaboration with Churchill
during the Peace Conference, the break-up with the world, and that halo of
mystery provided by the Intelligence Service. Of course, the real mystery was
not there. I had some doubts about it by the time. As to me, I was a young
French writer who had just a ‘prix Goncourt’ into his pocket. It was light. He
was extraordinarily elegant. His elegance did not belong to his time but rather
to ours. A rolled collar pullover for instance, with a kind of nonchalance and
distance. I have some difficulties to recall the subjects we had discussed. I
remember only that he was fond of motorcycles and boat’s engines. It was
relatively short time before his death. Did he want to die? I have often
wondered without finding an answer."
Now, when and where exactly
did Malraux meet Lawrence? We do not know. If we exclude the time of the Peace
Conference, there is no record of any sojourn of Lawrence in Paris, shortly
before his death!
Moreover, Malraux says:
" But there is a point which must be highlighted. When he killed himself
on his motorcycle, it seems that he was going to the post office with a
dispatch. I have told myself that it was a singular document. It read: ‘Say no
to Hitler’.
No for what? And who said
no? Anyway, the lacuna is quite representing Lawrence."(xi)
It is clear that Malraux was
completely outside the picture: First, because Lawrence’s accident did not
happen when he was going to the post office, but rather on his return from it.
Second, there is no mention whatever of Hitler in the telegram sent by Lawrence
to his friend Williamson. The text of the telegram read:
LUNCH TUESDAY WET FINE. COTTAGE ONE MILE NORTH
BOVINGTON CAMP-SHAW.
Malraux has obviously
misquoted the information, unless he had been misinformed. It was Williamson
who had mentioned Hitler, not Lawrence; and he did it to explain why Lawrence
had invited him to his cottage. He said: "The new age must begin: Europe
was ready for peace; Lawrence was the natural leader of that age in England. I
dreamed of an Anglo-German friendship, the beginning of the pacification of Europe.
Hitler and Lawrence must meet. I wrote this to him, shortly after he had left
the R.A.F. He replied immediately by telegram, asking me to come the next
day..."(xii)
In the short essay he
contributed to Lawrence's controversial biography, the French writer could say:
"Lawrence, one of the
most religious spirits of his time, though by religious spirit we intend he who
feels till the bottom of his soul the anguish of being a man; Lawrence... who
called the Karamazov a fifth gospel, has not written fifty lines about
Christianity... He appeared as one of those who, Jesus, eternally on the cross,
snatches amongst all others from the last loneliness. Yet, he believed no more
in the religion of his peers than he did in their civilization. Inside him
there was an anti-Christ in first spot: He did not expect his own deliverance
from another, but himself. He did not seek an appeasement but a victory, a
conquered peace. (Somewhere there is an absolute, nothing counts but this: and
I cannot reach it. Hence, this impression of being purposeless.)"
" The absolute, states
Malraux, is the last instance of the tragic man, and the most efficient; for
alone it can burn - although with the whole man being- the deepest feeling of
dependence, and the remorse of being oneself.”(xiii)
According to Jean
Lacouture, when he attempted a comparison between Malraux and Lawrence, the
former interrupted him saying: " Beware! The difference that distinguishes
us consists in the fact that Lawrence has always said to me that he was persuaded
of failure in all his enterprises, whereas I have always believed in my
success. I have acted to win..."(xiv)
Can we believe Malraux when
he put such despaired words in the mouth of a man who had carried on his
"frail" shoulders the burden of the Arab Revolt, who had fought with
such a conviction in victory, notwithstanding the fact that the Revolt did not
reach its initial goals? (At least from the Arab point of view).
Here we ought to
distinguish between two periods of Lawrence’s life: The first, let’s say
"optimistic", when he was fighting in the desert; and the second,
"pessimistic"- and later on nihilistic - in the aftermath of the war.
Malraux seems concerned by the second period, when Lawrence was bitter for he
had "discovered" that he had been manipulated and deceived, not to
say trapped, albeit nothing can confirm that he had acted to fail when he was
in the desert. So, one should show some reserve as to what Lawrence might
really have told Malraux.
Nevertheless, it sounds
incomprehensible that Lawrence, who was just doing his duty, as any officer of
the Intelligence Service has to do, identified himself to the Arabs, to the
point of feeling that their failure was his own.
Why should a clever man
feel so sentimental? The simplest answer consists to say that he was a
masochist. For Anthony Nutting, Lawrence learned " that he was no risen
prophet, no Son of God, but a rabid masochist, whose happy endurance of pain
disclosed a perversion of the flesh rather than a triumph of the spirit.”(xv) However, the problem is perhaps more
complicated.
Almost the majority of his
biographers admit his masochism as something that explains "fully and
definitely" his behaviour. Thus, they may easily catalogue him into a
pathologic pattern, which suits perfectly and reassure the Western mind.
Besides, the man had aroused all sorts of jealousies in his life, and even
after his death. In fact, he had complicated the Western Intelligentsia so
deeply that the model he represented called either for followers and disciples
or for destroyers and foes.
However, though he
identified himself to the Arabs somehow, he had never been one of them. He was
actually a "free" man just trying to protect his moral and
intellectual integrity. And if he seemed nearly mesmerized in some of his acts,
it was Britain that had tied him and bounded his spring; hence his trouble,
then his rebellion against the West. He was perhaps too ambitious for some of
his compatriots. Anyway, he might have felt that his acts could endanger some
people. So he tried to have his tracks lost and he undertook a real campaign of
misinformation about himself... in vain, for too many witnesses were around
him. And he found himself advocating " for the devil"! Was he the
object of a silent conspiracy? He could very well have considered this topic.
For he had taken the Arab Revolt as a personal matter. Anything - or anyone -
that could harm it, would also harm him. Who can believe seriously that he was
more Arab than the Arabs themselves, or at least some of their leaders who,
although deceived and even betrayed by their allies, accepted what was handed
to them and "forgot" the initial purposes of their uprising? Yet,
albeit he knew perfectly what were the rules of the game, he played it as if he
was above them. That was hardly forgivable, for it was the man of the system
who denounced it from inside, as an outsider would do. Really, he could
have wished more a fair position towards the Arabs, but some of his compatriots
might as well have resented it, and/or wondered: Why should he show such zeal?
Why should he use his knowledge and fame to denunciating his government-
the British- and through it the allies, although he knew that an officer must
respect the hierarchy and be obedient and loyal? Was he not exerting some sort of
blackmail?
Obviously, these questions
are not easy to answer. Unfortunately for the Arabs who were dreaming of union
after the war, their friend could not change the course of the events, for he
was too small or too light to weigh of any weight on them. Whether he was
sincere at the start or not doesn't really matter, since anyway he was
remorseful. But it was too late. As he failed to readjust his position
moderately, he gained more enemies than he sought. Days went by while he was
looking at himself with pity: He was powerless. Bewildered and disillusioned,
he withdrew into a sort of shell made of resentment opposite the West: "
In my case, the efforts for these years to live in the dress of Arabs, and to
imitate their mental foundation, quitted me of my English self, and let me look
at the West and its conventions with new eyes: they destroyed it all for me.”(xvi)
In fact, Lawrence was not
lost to the British and the West, but maybe much more to the Arabs whom he
tried to gain. Yet, he did it awkwardly, like a man who believes that it is the
dress that makes the monk! He should have known that some imitations are
rubbish, and that he risked to be suspected, mistrusted, and rejected since he
did not convert to Islam - actually, the real criterion in the Bedouin
society-; he who had stated that the imitation for the English people is always
a parody. But he could not step beyond his Christian heritage and embrace
another faith despite what might think Malraux of his so-called
anti-Christianity.
In the introductory chapter
of S.P.W. we can read this sentence:
" In these pages the
history is not of the Arab Movement, but of me in it.”(xvii)
This is rather to put us on
the tracks of a leadership. No doubt was being left about the motives driving
him across that perilous wandering between London and the Middle East. Like in
the play of Pirandello, " Six personages in quest of an author", he
was trying to find a part for himself. He was already the "hero",
even before anything started on the "stage".
Notes:
Chapter 1: The Outsider.
(i) David Thomson: England in the Twentieth
Century. Penguin Books. 1973. P31.
(ii) Idem. PP33-34.
(iii) Seven Pillars Of Wisdom. T. E. Lawrence.
Penguin Books. 1985. P26.
(iv) Idem. P27.
(v) Idem. P28.
(vi) Idem. P28.
(vii) Nikos Kazantzakis: Report to Greco. Bantam
Book with Simon and Schuster, Inc. 1966. P261.
(v iii) S.P.W. Op. Cit. P29.
(ix) Idem.
(x) Jean Lacouture : Malraux. Une vie dans le siècle. Le Seuil. 1973. Points. 185.
(xi) Idem. P188.
(xii) Phillip Knightley and Colin Simpson: The
Secret Lives of Lawrence of Arabia. Thomas Nelson. 1969. P270.
(x iii)
Lacouture. Op. Cit. P191.
(x iv) Idem. P192.
(xv) Anthony Nutting: Lawrence of Arabia. In: Peter
Brent: T.E. Lawrence. Ed. Elizabeth Longford. Weidenfeld and Nicholson. London
1975. P158.
(x vi) S.P.W. Op. Cit. P30.
(xvii) Idem. P22.