I FEEL HORRIBLE!!
Mood:  down
Now Playing: screen
a8 i dont no which entry this is....
now i lost track..
hu another day goz by n i dont no....
Well I constantly wonder hu ma nxt galfrienz gonna be
umm how would she look like?
Ya hope id meet like awsome hot gal of ma dreamz~ lool
a8 stupid to say this agin n agin, I got over but still got a crush (looool now itz a crush)(hu noez)
well now I dont no maybe I want to look fo sum1 nu.
try to get over sum`1..
OH ya sum girl dat i no started actin strange from like few dayz fron now~ lool First i didnt really no y shed do dat~ but found out she thought i wuz tryna get closer ( u no tryna hit her) but da thin iz i only thought of her as a friend befo n i think ill alwayz~ I dont no where she got dat idea but No. first she aint ma type n I dont wanna go out wit gal from ma own place. real
man but now I'm just worried tho cuz of ma left over tests... I got to study for those fuckers too u no..
man a8 I'm just havin a hard time
ya I think of few thingz to say alda time but
just turnz out to be this stupid thing...
hu noz
ya gonna try to get some nice sleep
dreamin bout heaven~ maybe my feature
maybe my nxt life hu noz
ZZZZZZZZZZZZZzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

yay~
Mood:  a-ok
Now Playing: nuuuuuuuuuuuuuuthin..........
awsome!
i mean weekendz!!
but hu noz i need to study.... i mean i cant really not study... fuck i think i messd up ma french, think got like sumwhere around B-C range o sumthin..
OH YA ne one hu readz plz leave a post~
cuz i dont no just~
im just bored.........
ne way this thing iz just gettin in ma nervez
i mean i write in it
wut ever comez in ma mind
n i think ppl'll think I'm weird o sumthin.. :S
looool n I'm writing pretty gud mount entriz~ i think unless therz like sumone hu write like atleast 2 a-day....
man im leavin.. got nuthin really to say
cya

2dayz now... and a week left...
Mood:  not sure
Now Playing: nuthin
a8 this iz da nxt entry.... i mean i said id write summore yesterday..
well I dont no.. Itz been really boring lately...
Exam iz like 2dayz away n I'm doin this shit...
I think I just wanna get out from all da stressful thing commin n just
express my mind.. It's Another day without a girlfriend... kinda sad
well sumone askd me yesteday 'do u feel lonely?' N When dat person said
dat I felt really left out n lonely... I mean not just dat ma gf went off n became an ex
I dont really feel thinz as real as I did in da states... wut i mean is dat I no FAR less ppl here..
n dat also mean dat i hav less friendz here as i did in da states... n in Korea
I mean ppl here ,I think, like me fo hu I am.. u no a gud friend kinda deal..
but NO 1 iz really ma best friend o like friend dat i can share everything wit..
Ya befo when i went to nu place I got carried away by nu friendz n stuff..o sumtimez
I wuz left out like befo but got it pretty much gradually..
but I dont get nuthin like dat here. I mean hu doz care here in this country fo me?
I mean I dont no hu would but I dont think there iz..
Ya i do get kinda sensitive in these stuff
I like to talk wit em n shit like dat but I mean therz so0o0o much less callin from like
ne one......n therz only few ppl dat calls me... How fucked iz dat?
I mean ne where I wuz in past few yerz I got no time to chill on ma own.. but
now I mean i even take napz.. ya datz ma chillen time..
well but alot of ppl do talk to me on msn.. I mean like daz only time when ppl do actually try to say nethin cuz I'm actually ther!
Ya itz da exam time... I shouldnt be fuckin around wit this kinda stuff..maybe im kinda stressd
looool well I'm kinda sure therz really no one hu would really care to read this so
until sum1 doz I guess It wont matter~N OBVIOUSLY i dont wunt ma friendz to read this
well Wut I should do iz put ma emotionz n feelinz away fo now n concentrate
on ma work.. n get ma exam done... n ya I should worry bout stupid stuff afterda examz~
Well manz gotta do wut they gotta do sumtimez.. which I havnt been doin lately
Im goin to take sum of ma emotion thingy n put it in here in this entry
N GO FUCKIN STUDY MA ASS OFF... (daz if i did stop thinkin bout this world spinning.)
a8 c y'all! daz to hu ever iz gonna be readin this now o l8ter o in 100000 yerz..
bye bye
OH YA i did make da HOME PAGE THING
I mean therz gonna be nuthin on it but just fo da design~ loool
www.angelfire.com/psy/themsw

umm im back agin!!
Mood:  caffeinated
Now Playing: typing
this iz ma second entry fo 2day!!
loool well not dat it really matter...
but i think this iz kinda fun~
loool
I dont no I alwayz tell ppl i get addictd to thingz easily n i guess this is it~
well im not writin much but just wunted to visit back in here cuz i thought this wuz cool!!
damn 2dayz been shit!1
I had to study!!
wut i mean is dat i got carried away studyin soo ma day wuz awsome!!
damn examz comin real close n i didnt do shit!
i mean shit!
n I thought 2day skool wuz real pointless! i mean if we gonna do dat borin get ready fo exam junk i mite as well just stay home n sleep!
cuz i luv studyin ofcourse~
wut ever maybe 2morrow ill write sum more~
hu noz im goin bye~

umm second entry?
Mood:  don't ask
Now Playing: nuthin
I?m suppose to be studyin now? exam weeks comin up.
Well since I made this junk I mite as well write in it.
Well like wut ma ex does is she writes her feelings so I mite as well do dat too?

? well its kinda awkward? but I do still hav feelings fo ma gone girl.
I mean we r kinda really broke n I don?t think she don?t got dat sumthin sumthin fo me nemore but I don?t know.. N now I say stuff dat actually get her to worry bout.. I think..
N how I think I still hav feelings fo her is dat.. I just wait fo her to answer me..
I wait when I send msg for her to reply sumtimez.. I say stupid thinz to c wut her reply to dat is.. if she still think nethin bout me? still ask her how our relation thingy went... I don?t know I just do the strangest thingz these days? well maybe I did already get over the breakup. I mean, it only took few dayz but I guess Im still left wit a feelin for her cuz we r not goin out ne more... huu~
maybe I should start studying as ma friendz say dat I should.

But damn I feel so0o0o much better now for sum reason. Writing down wut I feel?.lool I feel more relieved bout thinz?
But come to think of it? I wonder wut others would think about me when they read this?. Maaan wut ever, either or I?m sure no one still noz my site dat noz me so
I?m gone..
Adios amigos (daz huever reads this~)
N maybe 2day, I?ll study abit to make myself even more relieved?