A DAY TILL OVER
Mood:  irritated
Now Playing: man hatin life....
YES i mean A day of EXAMZ left!!
I mean wutz better!!
heheh Well now problemz commin... I mean the gradez gonna come out soon.. Then Ill hate life agin...
man I just wunt this shitty examz over!!
I mean everyday studyin n shit this aint it fo me..
ya well da only gud thin bout exam timez r dat skoo endz early~ lool ya Im pose to be studyin but hu da hell givez ne shit!! I mean I get home early but I dont do jack~ n rite now I'm writing ma daily journal lool~
I dont no.. nuthinz been so special these dayz...
n SOOOO many ppl iz leavin kuwait for eid... I mean wuzup!!
I wunna leave too!! n I guess I'd be stuck here..
Well no prob Ill just hav to hav fun here~ daz if I find sumthin o daz if sumthin makez ma eid a worthwhile time~
u guyz c? I mean itz borin these dayz.. nuthin really to do but just to think...
n wut Im thinkin iz like completely useless for this world.
N rite now I miss MTv Soooo much I am totally diein.. miss all da showz music videoz!! OMG
Wut I miss now more then ne thin iz snow... I mean WTF? I never nu a country couldnt snow!! RIte NOW I JUST WANNA GO SNOWBOARDING!!! Im already bout to forget da feelin of snow n riding board on it!!
N RAPHAEL IZ GOIN TO LEB TO SKI!!! fucker!!
I MEAN FUCKER!! MAn this world I nu it wuz screwed but not this bad! I mean one year of no snow.. itz terrifyin...
N 2morrow as soon az skooz over Im gonna hang out wit ma friendz!! N IF THIS EID BREAK TURNZ OUT BORIN I MEAN HELL'LL BREAK LOOSE!!
I just hav so much thin I just wanna do rite now....
dat'll include thinkin bout sumthin else then useless junk but thinkin bout sumtin productive! ya sumthin like maybe thinkin bout girlz... o sumthin cuz I ma mind aint workin rite now properly...
For sumreason these dayz I just lost all ma emotion.. All emotion I hav left iz worryin bout grade n smillin if I got a gud grade~ ( Ya I told U STUDy iz ma best buddy~ IMMA nerd~ lool)
N all ma life Ive alwayz thought of sum1.. in ma mind.. I mean mostly girlz but rite now Im not really thinkin bout ne1... ya even just bout a week o 2 ago.. Id think bout ma ex but... now I really dont think bout ne1 n I dont no for sumreason It really really sux... Ya U should no y it sux...
well wut ever now I dont wanna bitch bout nethin nemore..
cya

ANOther FriggEN UGLy Day
Mood:  don't ask
Now Playing: CRUSH
Oh man Im just gonna hav to study n study more befo
da examz over cuz Im in ruinz rite now....
man I just hope Im gonna do fine on dat Bio....
n english exam wuz easier then it seemd but took whole lot of time which I didnt really hav..
well rite now I'm chillen befo I get into sum serious studyin~
heheh n Ive been wutchin sum movi clip thingy on da atomfilm.com~ ummm I wutch sum captin universal lad o wutchamecallit junk n this other which just ended called crush....
dat crush thingy wuz real disturbin!! OMG this lady wuz like obsessed wit this dude n she wuz like askin dat dude to zip her dress up for her n ther wuz like lil notes on her back.. to him~ lool but dat other dude wuz like hookin up wit this other lady sooo i mean it wuz real screwd up.. :S
well crush iz just normal thin but she just had obsesion bout this dude... ppl letz not do dat
loool she just looked real freaky when she wuz doin wut she wuz doin on dat lil moviclip!
I wonder wut everybody iz doin rite now...
especially ma frienz from other placez... cuz Ive heard they're examz were over like befo da vacation n they're skoo just started bout like few dayz ago...
y dont we hav dat kinda thin... examz first then da vacation.. I mean we dont hav to forget o worry bout shit like dat n chill then!! well Im just really willin fo this stupid examz to be over!!
umm had a burger king fo ma lunch.. which i had dinner yesteday da same thin... I think Im starten to hav addiction to whooperz~ n friz cuz rite now I wunt sum mo of dat joint!!
now 2 dayz... I mean dat soundz like short time but includin all da FRIGGEN examz n study... It feelz like agez...
I just hav to focus now get rid off all da shit in mind n GO STUDY.. cuz I dont seem to wanna go...
well wut ever cya~

ANOther FriggEN UGLy Day
Mood:  don't ask
Now Playing: CRUSH
Oh man Im just gonna hav to study n study more befo
da examz over cuz Im in ruinz rite now....
man I just hope Im gonna do fine on dat Bio....
n english exam wuz easier then it seemd but took whole lot of time which I didnt really hav..
well rite now I'm chillen befo I get into sum serious studyin~
heheh n Ive been wutchin sum movi clip thingy on da atomfilm.com~ ummm I wutch sum captin universal lad o wutchamecallit junk n this other which just ended called crush....
dat crush thingy wuz real disturbin!! OMG this lady wuz like obsessed wit this dude n she wuz like askin dat dude to zip her dress up for her n ther wuz like lil notes on her back.. to him~ lool but dat other dude wuz like hookin up wit this other lady sooo i mean it wuz real screwd up.. :S
well crush iz just normal thin but she just had obsesion bout this dude... ppl letz not do dat
loool she just looked real freaky when she wuz doin wut she wuz doin on dat lil moviclip!
I wonder wut everybody iz doin rite now...
especially ma frienz from other placez... cuz Ive heard they're examz were over like befo da vacation n they're skoo just started bout like few dayz ago...
y dont we hav dat kinda thin... examz first then da vacation.. I mean we dont hav to forget o worry bout shit like dat n chill then!! well Im just really willin fo this stupid examz to be over!!
umm had a burger king fo ma lunch.. which i had dinner yesteday da same thin... I think Im starten to hav addiction to whooperz~ n friz cuz rite now I wunt sum mo of dat joint!!
now 2 dayz... I mean dat soundz like short time but includin all da FRIGGEN examz n study... It feelz like agez...
I just hav to focus now get rid off all da shit in mind n GO STUDY.. cuz I dont seem to wanna go...

OMG!!
Mood:  don't ask
Now Playing: playin.... no wutchin yes
OMG Im just kinda really fuckd!!
I mean i feel like shit!!
man ya da way u c me writing this entry u can c Im wastin ma time!!
I hav to study but Havnt even gone on doin dat!!
I did all da stuff dat i do on normal weekend but this iz da regular can chilll weekend!!
man im just soooooooooo screwd I hav soo much to do now n I only hav one day...
ohh...... damn
hehehe oh well~
oh man ill just hav to do all dat shit 2morrow n do nuthin stupid 2morrow...
hehe come to think of stupid I remember one time when da whole family wuz in da car on highway..
Mom n dad had a serious arguement soo wuz really serious feel goin on~ well I wuz i think like 10 o 9 o sumthin.. I thought about how to cheer up da familly~ So wut I did wuz I covered ma dadz eyez but while he wuz drivin!! N askd him hu I WUZ~ LOOL OMG I remember dat when I did dat he got all white in his face!!
but it wouldnt hav been a gud memory if dad wuz mad but dad didnt get mad bout it at all~ after dat I remember we were all just laufin our ass off~ well it wuz kinda messed up thin to do to a person huz drivin but I think it wuz worth it~
LOOL unless daddy lost control n went off da road..
then I'd be a killer but dat didnt happen sooo~
we still talk bout it n we just crack up when we get dat story out~ Hehe
huuu~~... damn im sooooo worried now n agin....
N our familly iz gonna wutch another movi... ya n dat be da third one which I dont really wunna miss but If I wuz responsible Id get up n go study...
Maybe ma dad dont no dat I hav EXAMz goin on...
well Ma dinnerz comin so Im goin to eat ma chikenz n go wutch another movi n go crap ma self on da pants 2morrow~
a8 cya ;)

I FEEL HORRIBLE!!
Mood:  down
Now Playing: screen
a8 i dont no which entry this is....
now i lost track..
hu another day goz by n i dont no....
Well I constantly wonder hu ma nxt galfrienz gonna be
umm how would she look like?
Ya hope id meet like awsome hot gal of ma dreamz~ lool
a8 stupid to say this agin n agin, I got over but still got a crush (looool now itz a crush)(hu noez)
well now I dont no maybe I want to look fo sum1 nu.
try to get over sum`1..
OH ya sum girl dat i no started actin strange from like few dayz fron now~ lool First i didnt really no y shed do dat~ but found out she thought i wuz tryna get closer ( u no tryna hit her) but da thin iz i only thought of her as a friend befo n i think ill alwayz~ I dont no where she got dat idea but No. first she aint ma type n I dont wanna go out wit gal from ma own place. real
man but now I'm just worried tho cuz of ma left over tests... I got to study for those fuckers too u no..
man a8 I'm just havin a hard time
ya I think of few thingz to say alda time but
just turnz out to be this stupid thing...
hu noz
ya gonna try to get some nice sleep
dreamin bout heaven~ maybe my feature
maybe my nxt life hu noz
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