.to venus and back.

venus orbiting.

*bliss*
Father I killed my monkey
I let it out
to taste the sweet of spring
wonder if I will wander out
test my tether to
see if I'm still free
from you

steady as it comes
right down
to you
I've said it all
so maybe we're a Bliss
of another kind

lately, I'm in to circuitry
what it means to be
made of you but not enough of you
and I wonder if
you can bilocate is that what I taste
your supernova juice
you know it's true I'm a part of you

steady as it comes
right down to you
I've said it all
so maybe you're a 4 horse engine
with a power drive
a hot kachina who want into mine
take with your terracide
we're a Bliss of another kind

*juarez*
dropped off the edge again down in juárez
"don't even bat an eye
if the eagle cries" the rasta man says,
just cause the desert likes young girls flesh and
no angel came

i don't think you even know
what you think you just said
so go on spill your seed
shake your gun to the rasta man's head
and the desert - she must be blessed and
no angel came

there's a time to keep it up
a time to keep it in
the indian is told
the cowboy is his friend
you know that i can breathe
even when i cheat
should. should've been over for me
no angel came

*concertina*
clouds descending
i'm not policing
what you think and dream
i run into your thought from
across the room
just another trick can i
weather this
i've got a fever above my waist
you got a squeeze box on your knee
i know the truth is in between the
1st and the 40th drink
concertina concertina a chill that bends
this i swear you're the fiercest calm
i've been in the soul quake
happened here in a glass world
particle by particle she slowly changes
she likes hanging chinese paper cuts just
another fix
can i weather this
i got my fuzz all tipped to play
i got a dub on your landscape
then there's your policy of trancing
the sauce without the blame too far
too far too far it could all get way too cheerful
concertina i know the truth lies in
between the 1st and 40th drink
clouds descending

*glory of the 80's*
i took a taxi from LA to Venus
in 1985 i was electromagnetically sucked
back into a party that was going on that night
it was the glory of the 80's
with karma drawn up in lines
and two bugle boy models saying
"baby it's freebie you sure look deprived"
i had the story of O in my bucket seat
of my wannabe mustang
auditing for reptiles in their
Raquel Welch campaign
in the glory of the 80's
you said "i'm not afraid to die"
i said i don't find that remotley
funny even on this space cake high

and then when it all seemed clear
just then you go and dissapear

silicone party babies to the left
Joan of Arcs to the right
no one feeling insecure we were
all gorge and famous in our last lives
in the glory of the 80's you said
"the end is nothing to fear" i said
blow the end-nowbaby
who do i have to shag to get outta here

and then when it all seemed clear
just then you go and dissapear

sure you're out there orbiting around

wish i had you back now
i met a drag king call venus
she had a velvet hologram she said
"my husband ran off with my
shaman but they love me as i am"
in the glory of the 80's
i may not have to die
i'll clone myself
like that blonde chick
that sings Bette Davis Eyes

and then when it all seemed clear
just then you go and
dissapear


*lust*
hey you gender nectar sifting through the grain of gold
tripping at your door is that you,
alpha in her blood
and when the woman lies you don't believe her

rolling and unrolling
coiling emerging running free
running through the underworld into you room

is he real or a ghost-lie she feels she isnt heard
and the veil tears and rages till her voices are
remembered and his secrets can be told

hey you gender nectar crystaline from the vine
you know you'll drink her

rolling and unrolling
coiling emerging running free
running throught the underworld into your room

so she prays
for a prankster and lust in the marriage bed
and he waits till she can give and he
waits and waits

*suede*
suede
you always felt like suede
there are days i feel your twin
peekaboo
hiding under your skin
jets
are revving yes revving from a central source
and this has power over me
not because you feel or don't feel something for me
but because mass
so big
it can swallow swallow her whole star intact

call me "evil"
call me 'tide is on your side"
anything that you want
anybody knows you can conjure anything by the light of the moon
boy
and if keep your silence
silencer on you'll talk yourself right into a job
out of a hole
and into my bayou

i'm sure that you've been briefed
my absorption lies
they are frayed and i fear
my fear is greater than my faith
but i walk
the missionary way

you always felt like suede
there are days i am your twin
peekaboo
hiding underneath your skin
jets
are revving yes revving from a ether
twist
call me "evil"

little sister
i guess i'd do the same
little sister
you'll forgive me one day


.::take me home::.