ANGRY POEMS

Down
Reality sets in
The pain takes it's toll
A barrier is built around my heart
Refusing to let anyone else cause this hurt
Overwhelming dissapointment
Never ending tears
I fear your hate,
We caused eachothers pain
I hate myself now
You broke my heart
And I will never be cured
It Hurt
I want to hurt
I want you to see my pain
Want you to know what you put me through
What I have to face everyday
What I wake up and realize
And know you don't care
I want you to be here
And watch me die
Watch me cry my last tear
When you leave
Take my heart
And know that I loved you
Know that we could have been friends
But you still want to hurt me
Even when I'm gone
You'll deny it
But your wrong
You loved me, then you hurt me
Your love is just a game
Thoughts
I live in my mind
Where all there is to think about
Is the pain
How I want to hurt
How I want to bleed
I want you to see my scars
And know I suffer on a level
That you'll never understand
When I hurt myself to feel good
I like to watch you stare
Watch my blood
And see that I dont care
When the blood goes away
And I'm left with a mark
I'll always know that
I was hurt in some way
Unless the mark goes away
And I forget it was there
But the deep wounds never go away
The same with my heart
But you dont realize you hurt me
Because you cant see the scars
But believe me
It hurt
I care
It's easier to say I hate you
Then it is to say I care
Cause as long as I still love you
You cause hurt that I can't bear
Pain that's more like torture
And feeling's that keep you away
So until you can love me
I hate you for this pain
Revenge
I Love You
But I want to hurt you
Make you feel my pain
What you have put me through
This hurt wont go away
I Love You
But I need to hurt you
Make you feel this way
I need you to cry
And endure
This never ending pain
I Love You
And you killed me
You made me want to bleed
You took away your love
The only thing I need
I Love You
And you left me
Now I want to die
Suicide is paradise
I Loved You
Why'd you lie?
River of Red
I hold a razor to my wrist
Now another gash
Surface my blood
The beautiful red
Contained within
Flow out,
Be free
Stain my skin
I lay on my bed
And remember you there
My eyes are getting heavy
Roll back in my head
Now I am gone
Still flowing,
Is my river of red...
You
It's getting harder to cry for you
Harder to want to die over you
Easier to no longer care for you
But still, I am hurt
Scar'd is my heart
Bleeding are the wounds
I caused to myself
Because of you