Nightmares

A/N I just realized something. The last chapter was pathetically short. Sorry! I'm gonna try to make this one longer!

Luzzu scratched his head, looking at Auron. He flushed remembering what the other had said. Auron said it was a joke, but Luzzu wasn't so sure. Could Auron really be... gay!?

'One can only hope! And if he is gay, then he must be attracted to me, otherwise he wouldn't have said that to me.' Luzzu blushed, running a hand through his red hair.

Auron looked up, smirking when he saw how Luzzu was acting. The younger male was very cute, even more so when he was flustered.

'It's obvious he likes guys.' Auron quietly chuckled.

"Luzzu, you have one bed. Did you know that?" Auron eyed the said bed, then looked back at Luzzu.

"Oh, right... umm," Luzzu flushed.

"Let's skip over the part where we fight about who gets the bed, okay? We can share, unless you object." Auron raised an eyebrow, waiting for Luzzu's response.

"Sir Auron," Luzzu flushed. Auron was suggesting they share a bed!

"Just Auron will do." Auron said, "well?"

"All right, I don't mind, just don't you dare hog the covers..."

Auron laughed, "you're worried about the covers...?"

"Y-yeah, I get cold easily..."

Walking over to Luzzu, Auron stood close to him, "don't worry, I'll make sure you stay warm."

Luzzu blinked, his face going redder then his hair, "Auron!" Who knew Auron was such a flirt.

"Sorry, you're so easy to tease. I'll be on my best behavior."

After Wakka had seen Lulu out the door, the redhead walked back into his room, seeing Tidus sitting on his bed. The blonde had his hands in his lap, and was looking up at the ceiling, a thoughtful look on his face. Wakka smiled softly, wanting so badly to reach out and run his fingers through the younger boys hair.

"Tidus?" Wakka whispered, walking over to the bed, sitting down next to him, "what are you thinking about?"

Looking at Wakka, Tidus smiled, "just how happy I am. To me it only feels like I've been gone a day or so, but then I look at you and the others and see how much you've grown, changed, then I remember... I was gone for three years. I'm just glad I'm here with you and the others, no longer missing out."

"You didn't miss much..."

"Three years, Wakka! That's a long time." Tidus said, looking at Wakka with wide eyes. "I mean, Rikku's an adult for Shiva's sake! I'm twenty years old, but I still feel and look seventeen." Tidus sniffed. "I've missed a lot."

"It's okay. You're back. You can make up for lost time, ya?" Wakka smiled, reaching out to wipe away a tear from Tidus' cheek.

"Is there anything really big that I've missed?" Tidus asked, subconsciously moving closer to Wakka.

"Oh, yeah." Wakka smirked, leaning over to whisper something in Tidus' ear. Tidus' eyes went wide.

"No way!!"

"Yep, Rikku and Yuna just started to go out. At first they weren't sure if it was okay for them to like each other, but then they learned they weren't really related." Wakka smiled, telling Tidus how they found out.

"Wow! I never would of guessed!" Tidus smiled, "well I'm glad they're happy now."

"Me too. Also, Gippal and Baralai, they're dating."

"Really? Is there anyone else dating, I should know about?"

"Nah, but that girl, Paine, she has a crush on someone, but it's not my place to tell you on who." Wakka grinned. "I'm sure you'll find out who sooner or later."

"I can already guess who. There's only you and Lulu left in the group, and if you know Paine has a crush, then she doesn't have one on you, so she likes Lulu, right?"

"Geez," Wakka shook his head, "you figured that out fast. For all you know she could have a crush on someone whose taken, but no you went straight to her liking Lulu."

"Well yeah, I saw her blushing when she looked at Lulu." Tidus said, yawning.

"Heh... you're smart. Why don't you go ahead and go to bed." Wakka stood up, going to his dresser. He opened it, pulling out some clean boxers. "You can wear these to bed. Don't worry, they're clean, and they're too small for me, so they should fit you fine."

"Thanks," Tidus said, taking the boxers. He walked toward the bathroom so he could change. Pausing, he looked back at Wakka. "Are you going to sleep with me?"

Wakka flushed, "What!? Oh, umm, yeah, in a minute."

'I need a cold shower first,' Wakka muttered to himself.

"Wakka, I want you sooo bad," Tidus licked his lips seductively, pulling the covers off Wakka, straddling his waist.

His eyes going wide, Wakka moaned, feeling hands run up his bare chest.

"Oh, you don't know how long I've wanted to hear that, Tidus." Wakka arched his back, biting back a moan as Tidus' small hands moved to the waistband of his boxers. One hand slipped in the boxers...

"Ahh!!" Wakka set straight up in bed, panting.

Startled awake, Tidus looked at Wakka with wide eyes, "what's wrong, Wakka?" he asked, seeing the man gasping for breath.

"I-I..." Wakka frowned... 'Oh Hyne, I'm crying,' Wakka thought, realizing that when he felt hot tears rolling down his cheeks. 'It felt so real..'

"Wakka..." Tidus set up, "you're crying." Tidus put a hand on Wakka's cheek, wiping his tears away, frowning. "What's wrong?"

"N-nothing, dream..." Wakka turned away from Tidus, feeling foolish.

Tidus' heart broke. Something had really upset Wakka. He hated seeing the redhead like this.

"Do you want to talk about it?" Tidus asked, his voice a whisper.

"I-I can't," Wakka murmured.

"You're in love, aren't you, Wakka?"

"W-what?" Wakka asked, startled. He looked over at Tidus, "what makes you say that?"

"You look lovesick and I don't like seeing you like this. It makes me sad." Tidus moved closer to Wakka, burying his head against Wakka's chest.

Wakka blinked, surprised; he wrapped his arms around the smaller boy.

"Yeah, you're right. I am in love. My dream was about my love... they said they wanted me, then I woke up. I-it won't ever happen, I know."

"How do you know unless you tell them?" Tidus asked, looking up at Wakka. 'I want to hear you say it to my face, so I can make sure I wasn't dreaming before. Tell me.'

"I-I'm scared to tell them..."

"Come on, the Wakka I know isn't scared of anything."

Tidus bit his lower lip, knowing Wakka wasn't about to tell him...

"Wakka, did Luzzu tell you, when Auron and I came to Besaid we were dressed as nuns so we wouldn't scare people who thought we were dead?"

Wakka looked at Tidus, giving him a look, Tidus couldn't quite read.

"You told a nun you were in love with someone... Umm, well, that nun was me..."

A/N Dun dun dun...

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