Believe it or not some things are true, just maybe god hasn't told you it's morally wrong to lose this.  You're gonna miss it.  How could you be so wrong?
It hasn't been like this all a long.  Just try to hold on.
You're  the last one that I know to come this far.  Don't let it go.  You wont be prepared for what's ahead.  You're be better off dead. 
You go against everything you said before, but you can't fight back though cause you don't know your will and tears might show.  When the rain washes away, it will all be okay. Confessions wont last very long now.  But it seems too late.  So I wait and anticipate your next move.  But I'll make it up to you.