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Feelings Never Change
Feelings never change
No matter how much you want them to
One day you’re in love
The next you’re trying to put your heart back together
Your emotions change so quickly
It takes so much to keep up
Feelings never change
Now matter how much you want them to
You never forget the feeling of being in love
But it seems to forget you
Then when it does find you again
You’re amazed
Once you figure out whom you’re feeling this for
You ask yourself why
Because you remember the day you told yourself
You’d never let yourself feel this way again
Feelings never change
No matter how much you want them to
Once you’ve felt love there’s no greater feeling in the world
But when you loose it, it’s hard to get back
You can try
But the odds are against you
Feelings never change
No matter how much you want them to
You have this thought in your head
That there’s no one else for you and you’ve found your match in every way
Then you wake-up
And you realize that you can’t be that lucky
Feelings never change
No matter how much you want them to.
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Why Did You Leave
You said you loved us
Then why did you leave?
You found some other guy
Why did you cheat on the one you loved?
I guess we didn’t make you happy
Or did you not care about us anymore
You promised so many things
But you never follow through with them
I’ve tried talking to you
But you never listen
So now I talk to other people
I find they listen better than you do
You don’t even know how much you hurt us
You took our things without any thought in mind
We found out the hard way
It’s better without you here
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Nothing's The Same
Nothings the same
My life has changed
I wonder what will happen to me
Everyday that I wake.
Hoping its good
Rather than bad
At the end of the day
It turns out that it’s bad
Rather than good
I guess it’s my fault
I should stop the bad
Before it starts
Nothings the same
My life has changed
If the change is for the best
You can’t tell
It seems for the worst
From my point of view
Obviously no one sees things through my eyes
If they did
They’d be crying on the inside almost all of the time
My emotions are on an overload
I can’t do this anymore
I’m going to break
Nothings the same
My life has changed
Since the change
I’ve been scared
My hearts been torn and
My souls been twisted
Nothings the same
My life has changed
No one can help me now
So I turn to God
I just hope he can save me
Before it’s too late
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Why did you do it?
Why did you do this?
I can’t believe it
I just sat back and watched this happen
My world is falling apart
Nothing is going the right way
Everything was fine for a while
Then I met you
You used me
You played me for a fool
When I find out what you did
You avoid me
Why did you do it?
If you wanted to be just friends you should’ve said so
Instead of letting me fall for you
Now it’s too late
I already fell for you
I thought we’d be happy together
Now I know the truth
I can’t believe how blind I was
Everyone saw this coming
Except me
Why did you do this?
Why did you do it to me?
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Today was unlike any other day
I woke up and had this feeling that I was supposed to do something today
Not knowing what it is I asked my friends I asked strangers I’d ask just about anyone that could help me
The only one I didn’t ask was you
I can’t talk to you about this
Because I’ll never know how you’ll act or if you’ll get mad
I’m going to take the risk
It may sound a bit harsh
I’m sure we’ll live through it
I’ll survive
I’m strong and if I’m not I can act it
Only a few people can see through an act
You aren’t one of the though
Because if you were you would’ve seen through
I think i might have to start another thing.
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I
I sit by myself
In a dark room
All of a sudden
I find myself curiously drawn to the past
Which means both good and bad memories
I pick up the phone
Listen to the dial tone
I find myself dialing a number
A number I dialed many times long ago
As soon as I get to the last number
I hang up the phone
I’m worried and scared about what might happen between you and I
We have a lot of good memories
We also had a ton of bad ones
The thin I’m most worried about is us rekindling our love and affection for each other
We’ve done that so many times before
That’s why I’m not sure it won’t happen again
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This is what I saw
I saw you today
It was the first time in a long time
I looked in your eyes
I saw love, but it wasn’t for your girlfriend
It was for me
It was only but a second
But I was it
I don’t know if I’ll ever see that look again
I wouldn’t mind if I saw it though
I saw that in your eyes
I think you saw that look in my eyes also
Don’t get me wrong
I’m happy for you in all
But there’s nothing I wouldn’t give to see us have another try.
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Memories
We’ve changed our life style
To forget you
Some still remember you
Me? I’m trying my best for forget you
We changed our living room by getting a new couch and carpet
I’m the only one that doesn’t remember the old
Does that mean I’m willing to give up the past?
Or does it simply mean I’m ready for the new?
Only time will tell
So far I can’t remember the times when you lived here
But I remember the day you moved out
We’ve moved on with our lives
Why are you still here?
Shouldn’t you try and move on also?
Or are you going to spend your life living in the past?
We should live for tomorrow not yesterday
Go forth and get new memories
Not dig up the ones from the past.
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I Think of You
I think of you
When I wake up
You make me smile
When I think of you
You came around me
I get an ear to ear grin on my face
And my heart flutters
You hold me in your arms
I get butterflies in my stomach
Then you kiss me
I feel all floaty
We sit in a room
I just rock back and forth
While I’m in your arms
Then the time comes when you have to leave
So I go off and pout
Because I never want to leave your side
You’re the last person I think about
Before I fall asleep
Then I see you
In my dreams
And I dream that this all happens tomorrow
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My dream
I dream a dream
That is so wonderful
I dream it every night
This dream leaves me happy
So happy I wake up with a grin on my face
I makes my whole morning bright
Even though it might be gloomy out
I’ve heard people say if you dream a dream more than once it’s sure to come true
I hope this dream comes true
Because I want to meet the man of my dreams
This guy isn’t your ordinary guy
He’s something special
He knows my every thought
He knows my every need
He also knows when I need him
And when I need to be left alone
This makes him very special to me
And he knows that
I know he has the same dream as me
He wants to meet me just as badly as I want to meet him
We meet each other in our dreams
We go places that are full of excitement
We also dread the moment we wake and part from each other and for the day
The only bad part of this dream
Is we can’t see our faces
We only know who we are
And what we want in each other
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You Broke My Heart
You broke my heart
I want it back
Nothing will mend it
I’ve tried everything I could
I know I hurt you
But you hurt me too
You hurt me more than any other person has
I gave you my heart
I trusted you with it
Then you broke it
I guess it’s my fault for being so trusting
You broke my heart
I want it back
Every time I went to you
It took a piece of my heart
Now I want those pieces back
And I don’t think that that can happen
Because they’re dead and gone
I allowed myself to be hurt by you
Only because I loved you so much
You walked all over my trust and me
Just like my mother did to my father
You told me that you wouldn’t treat me like that
You broke my heart
I want it back
I know I broke your too
I’m also very sorry
I know I hurt you
But you hurt me too
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Then and Now
When I think of you I think of love
When I look at you I see love
When I’m with you it’s the greatest time of my love.
We’re happy
We’re sad
We’re in love
We’re all 3 of those at one time
Sometimes I wonder
Sometimes I think
What it would be like if we gave up
Sometimes I wonder
Sometimes I think
What it would be like if we didn’t meet
Now when I think of you I just cry
When I look at you I feel pain
Now I know I’m not with you and that’s the greatest pain of all time
We were happy
We were sad
We were in love
We were all 3 of those at one time
Sometimes I wonder
Sometimes I think
What it would be like if we didn’t give up
Sometimes I wonder
Sometimes I think
What it would be like if we didn’t even meet.
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Today Was the Day
Today was the day.
I smiled at him
My heart ached
He smiled back
I wanted to die
I wanted to cry
Today was the day
I looked at him
He looked back
I wanted to crawl into a corner and just hide
Today was the day
I wanted to reach out and touch him
But I just couldn’t
In a way I was mad at myself
Today was the day
I wanted to say hi or talk to him
But I just couldn’t
I felt a sense of loneliness
On the other hand I felt freedom.
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Love
What is love?
Is it a feeling or a state of being?
Who knows?
No one really if you get down to it.
If now-one knows about it
Why do people always talk about it being the greatest thing?
What is love?
Is it an emotion or a four-letter word people like to use?
Who knows?
I guess it will have to be unknown for now.
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In God's Eyes
In God’s eyes we’re supposed to be equal.
But there are some that disagree.
No one knows why he or she does.
I guess they were taught that way a long time ago.
In God’s eyes we aren’t supposed to see the color of ones skin.
But everyone notices that first.
We’re supposed to look to see the person inside first.
Who does that though?
No one knows.
In God’s eyes we’re all supposed to be friends.
But everyone has an enemy.
And they won’t be the bigger people to go up to the person and say, “I’m sorry.”
Look at what we’re supposed to see through God’s eyes.
Why doesn’t everyone see this?
No one knows.
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