We've gone through our silent times where we rarely talked and then there are times where we were constantly talking. She always amazes me. Some of the most important things about her are the fact that I feel as if she trusts me which means the world to me. She's nice to me as well as open. She told me something about herself that she was at first afraid to because she thought I might not want to talk to her. However by telling me I couldn't help but want to talk to her even more. I don't believe I could ever pity her for any reason, that's not to say I wouldn't do my best to make her smile and realize there is some good in whatever troubles her.
Even though we live so far apart she is one of the few girls that I feel actually knows me. She can make me smile with a few simple words. As I've said she's amazing, and she always will be.
I'm not really sure why or how but for some reason almost everything she has ever told me has been stored in my memory. I can remember her birthday with the snap of a finger. I can remember that she was talking about coming out to Massaschusetts a year or 2 ago. I remember like 85-90% of the things she tells me and for those that know me it's safe to say you know how bad my memory is but with Rachel it's different...I feel normal when I talk to her. Not like a freak or whatever you wanna think of me as who people consider evil or who has a bad memory or who can be a serious ass at times, all I really know is it's nice.
I first met Rachel bout 2 or 3 years ago. I'm not really sure how I got so lucky to meet her but I am truly happy I did. She lives in Michigan and somehow is single. This last part I have never been able to understand because not only is she extremely beautiful but she has a great personality. I gave her the nickname of beautiful angel and she gave me the nickname Rico Suave(or however it's spelled lol). Every time I talk to her I can't help but blurt out(err type out) compliments left and right. Sometimes I can't help but think she might think I'm full of it or that I'm not sincere but if you've ever known someone who you couldn't help but sincerely comlpiment then you know what I am talking about.
