1-3-03

Well, another year gone by, not many highlights, but it is another year. A nice long winter break has been used to pass the time. Much of it consumed by nothing, my sitting at home. Which to you readers may not seem to exciting, but if you look at it for my end......

...yeah its boring, so sue me.

Had a very bad ass dream the other night. I dreamt I was Qui Gon Jinn and was inside a videogame attempting to save my ally Obi-Wann. It was cool, if you have ever played Jedi Outcast, it was like that, totally cool. The rest was rather off kilter, it involved my dog, potatoes, hotdogs and Jimmy Tomczyk. Let your imagination do the rest.
It is a time for meditation and comtemplation, this new year. Resolutions are in the minds of many a person, few to be kept. You have to pinpoint where your life errored and attempt to straighten the path. For, I guess I would have to try to become more social, come out of the background. I feel like more of a tag-a-long or an accessory than a real friend to anybody, and somedays it kicks me in the ass. For those of you that know me, I'm sure you can think back and look at any situation I've been in and see this. ITs so hard to just sit down and watch other people have a great time. I sit and just oberserve all my friends with smiles on there faces, having the best of times with others, its hard to swallow. That would be the biggest thing I want to change. If that doesn't work, number two would be to focus on schoolwork and drawing. yeah.

Song: "Let's Push Things Forward"-The Streets