Wow, ain't this something, almost two journals in a row, I must be getting good. Yeah you're right I'm not. Pretty uneventful day, I don't thinnk I'll bore you with the details.
As I sit here at the butt crack of dawn, i can't help but wonder what is in the mind of a procrastinator. Seriously, I don't know how many times I have sat and just completely mapped out what the next steps in my life will be. I think with 100 percent intention on doing them, but they don't get done. Is it the chemicals inside the head that stop motivation? I think motivation versus procrastion is the greatest struggle amoung 90 percent of people in the world. It is the select few who win with motivation to be successful. Now is the time to take action. I have procrastinated for too long, any longer I will be living in a shit hole.
The mind is truely a wonderful thing. So much goes on a once, yet on the outside, pure control and stability. I think it is safe to say that the greatest power in the world would be to be able to see in other's mind. Not control, just see. But on the other hand, that could eliminate all human emotion. Emotion is a reaction to an outside stimulus that in someway affects our thinking. My theory is that, if you see into otheres minds, then there is no real reaction, because whatever is to become of a situation would be preseen and prepared for. Kind of a weird concept, I guess I don't fully understand it myself.
On the other hand, seeing others thoughts could change one's whole life. There have been instances in my life which I longed to know what the person standing before me was really thinking. I would see lies pour out of that empty orafice. For once I wish someone would tell me the truth. My life has been shrowded in lies, from people I cared about the most. Maybe its for the better, not the path layed before me perhaps. An I destined to be an unresponsive drone?
Song: "The Red"-Chevelle