Why must I fail in everything I do. First in sports. Then in acedemics. The latest? Relationships. Not so much boyfriend/girlfriend but friendship. i know I fail at everything but this takes the cake. The friendship I thnk is between me and Weezie. It appears to be as good as over. I live two blocks away from her house and I can't even walk over and say hi once in a while. I'm sure she doesn't care much but fuck, I do. If I am unable to sustain a friendship with the one person I felt I could, what hope is there for me? Why did I do it? Why did i have to ruin her life by trying to get myself in it. She may even be hurt beyond repair. Or maybe it doesn't even matter that I never see her. Either way I feel just as shitty. I am such a fuck up.
Song: "Loser"-Beck