It's amazinhg how fast things can turn from good to shit. What once was a pretty good guy turns out to be a drunk ass, party goin, pot head. A fuckin pothead, just what I need. Pretty soon I'll find out that he doesn't believe in God. Oh wait, he doesn't, he's an Atheist. What a way to go through college. I sure hope I can find Nick, find some sense of security. I'm sincerely scared right now. Not for my life or of physical harm but my mental and emotional responses. I mean, if potty McPothead gets to me, I'm screwed. Its true that i have tried pot, but I want to stay un addicted. I felt I could do that with out any temptation from another source. Oh, how life can throw you those curve balls.
This is a test, it could be a test from God. How else could i get stuck with this guy?. I want with all my heart and soul to stay away from all the pressure being put on me right now. I want to believe I can overcome this, but I have doubts. No matter how strong my desire is to over come this pressure, I don't think I am strong enough mentally. Please pray for me God. today is day 1, I'm going to pass this test. I will be with you someday no matter what. This year of college is for you.
On the plus side, I got with Racheal from Leadership camp, she is still very hot. I also met her totally cool roommate Rosemary. She's Almost perfect. She's gorgous, smart, loves the Simpsons, however i would need to look past her musical preferences. All things aside, I think her and me will be good friends. Fuck you brain, she has a boyfriend. My brains gonna fuck with me. I need to purify it.
Song: "Broken Sound"-New Found Glory