8-24-2002

Well, the end of day three at CMU, and I gotta tell you, it leaves much to be desired. Although I haven't been to the SAC yet. But yeah, not much in the way of stuff for the D to do. The cd players been goin almost nonstop since I've been here. Harry Potter 4 is soo fricken good, and I'm almost done too.

I need some fricken friends, but everyone here parties. But, ah,....I DON'T FUCKIN PARTY! Dammit. It's kinda boring when you're not waiting for Randy or Ryan to bust in unexpectedly.I miss her so much, I didn't even say goodbye.

I'm the ass of the world. A big Jerk. I get a bad feeling about this college. I haven't seen or experienced anything bad. But I just don't feel right. I don't think I made a good decision coming here. I just want to see my friends everyday.

It seems that is all i crave. Friends that care and are close in facinity. There is no one here yet. This place is turning out to be just like St. Johns. i hate this, let me out. Someone, just be with me.

I'm so alone.

Song: "Wasting Time"-Blink 182