8-27-2002

"Life sucks, so don't blow it." That is a saying I have created today. As I look at it, it makes me tickle with glee. The reason is because both the words sucks and blows are in it. Damn straight it's juvinile, deal with it. However, I only agree with half of it. Life does suck, but everyone blows it, so pay no attention to the saying.

Two days down, too many fricken more to go. Biology no actually looks quite promising. I gues it's just the lab and Naural Conservation.I'm so confused. I don't know what I'm looking for here. one side wants to stay in my room and enjoy myself(not masterbating). The other half wants to interact. Luckily, Jeremy lives in Woldt so there is at least one person I can do something with.

I need to find some way to close off my side of the room from my roomates side. i want to make a more personalized room. preferrably black, because black is the shit. It was kind of a somber mood I was in today. Not quite happy, but not overly depressed. It doesn't look like any depression will be setting in. only a matter of time. Since I'v more or less figured out the workings of my brain, I expect a slump in my feelings here pretty soon. I've been on the lighter side of the spectrum for too long. I'll discuss this in more detail later, possibly when the decline takes place.

The weekend annot come too soon, I am drooling. I have yet to make a list of what I need to bring to my room as of yet, suppose I'll do that. It is hard to pin point exactly how this year will go. I have yet to experience full college freedom, but as time passes we'll see. There's that time shit again. Time is only my enemy.

Song: "Walking Contradiction"-Green Day