Riding The Bus
Grrr. My step dad refuses to drop off my school work ( even though it IS on his way to work) anymore because my mother is being a childish little brat and told him not to. Now I have to take the bus. This bites.

I hate taking buses to the far east outskirts of this city, it's so confusing and I've never really been there. Plus I have to make sure I pick an apopriate time between between school hours otherwise I'll have to deal with tyhose freaking whiney teenagers that hate me for no reason. It's not that what they say hurts my feelings or anything or that I'm too chicken to fight ( I've kicked their asses before) it's just that I'd rather not have to listen to them and even though I have gotten into alot of fight I actually hate fighting. I walk away most of the time because I couldn't be bothered but there's just that many homophobic people in my old highschool who like to pick fights with me that it just acumulates quite the number of fights for me. Hopefully one day they will grow up. It's not likely though.

It's strange that that many people in one place can be so ignorant. I wonder what happened. Did their parents drop them on their heads or something? Is all the asbetos in the run down place getting into their brains and causing defects? One will never know . . .

Well, I'm going to catch the bus at about 12:15pm. Hopefully I don't get lost. I lost my glasses so it's going to be near impossible to read the signs. *sigh* Oh well, gotta give it a shot, don't want to turn into a failure like my mother which is exactly where I'll be headed if I don't finish high school.

Open Your Mind, Not The Bible
Before any Christians or what not get mad at me because of the title of this entry, hear me out.

I am a follower of the Roman Catholic faith. I believe in God and the Christ. The one thing I don't believe in though is using The Bible to dictate how everyone else should live their life.

I am really irritated right now at the Christians and the Catholics whose only excuse for believing that something is wrong is "Well,uh, like, The Bible says it's bad so there!". Who the heck gave them the right to go around saying that God's Way is the only way? What the heck makes them think that they are so smart that they know what's best for everyone or how everyone should live their life?

If you think something is wrong and you disagree with someone about it, fine, that's what makes life interesting but if you don't have at least one original thought in your head to back up your opinion then you are ignorant. God gave you and brain and He wants you to use it!The Bible is a great book that teaches alot of good values and alot of good things but it was not meant to think for you. If you can't think for yourself then you need to seek help because something is wrong with you. Humans are supposed to think for themselves. Our minds are such amazing gifts and they go to waste because people just refuse to use them.

Basically I'm saying is the all the pushy people who like to push their religion on everyone else need to know these things: You do not know what is best for everyone, you do not which religion is right and which one is wrong, you do not know if The Bible is the Truth and you most certainly do not have *any* right whatsoever to tell someone that they are going to hell because they don't see things the way you do.

This goes for Christians, Jews, Buddhists or anyone else. I don't care how right you think your faith is you have no possible way of knowing for sure so don't go around pretending you do because you don't and you're being rude and hurtful and ignorant.

*steps off her soap box* There, I feel alot less annoyed now that I said that . . .

Binbrooke
I went down to a farm about 45mins away today. Chad's horse Jaws was there along with my mom-in-laws new mare that she had over there to be trained. The new mare is really beautiful and she is very big (She's taller than me at her shoulders). She a very sweet horse considering she was wild a month ago. She's affectionate and she loves having her face petted and scratched. She was ottally sweet with me except for when she tried to make a meal out of my jacket. LoL.

I got to play with Jaws aswell and he is just the sweetest horse in the world. I think if Jaws had one wish he'd wish that he could be small enough to fit in your pocket and take home. He loves it when he gets his ears rubbed (you should see the face he makes when he gets his ears rubbed, his eyes roll back into his head). He was making big smiles for me and mom.

I saw the cutest piglets when I was taking a pee (it's just kinda the way it works on the farm, you pick an empty horse stall and pee the nearest bathroom was a 5 minute walk) they scared me. I was just trying to make sure no one walked in on me doing my business and all of a sudden a two pigglets run up behind me and squealed. They were just so cute and curious. It was sweet :-)

It was a fun day and I got to talk with my mom-in-law which was fun. We got lost on the way there which was an adventure in itself. I hate that I have to go back to my house tommorrow. I don't know if my mother has flushed my hamster Boo down the toilet or destroyed my computer or some other weird things that she would probably do. I hate her. She's insane.