blink me!
7-13-03 (9:43pm)
watching: zorro
mood: okay 
w0rd to your mother. hmm. today i started making a new webpage. and yeah, the only think to change is like the colors, but owell. i'm trying to think up a new layout, but really...it's like almost impossible to make a different one w/HTML. so yeah. i'm watching zorro on tv. it's crazy. and im talking to james. me and james are going to get married one day(if squirl and i dont marry first!! haha!) lol. we're such dorks. (james = gangsta dork. me = grunger dork.) im so bored. i woke up at like 1:30 today, and found that i was home alone(as always). i didnt know where my parents are, and kinda figured lynsey was out w/caleb(as always). so yep. i've been home alone all day. until mom and dad got home. we went to wal mart, then to moby DICK. ha. *cool name* but umm, yeah. wow!! im talking to like 40 people. okay, actually only four, well three now. lol. james just signed off...how sad!! WELL CRAP!! everyone is leaving me. bruner just got off too. heh. now it's down to sarah and kid. AH!!! now bruner is back on. lol. this is crazy kids!! lol. im wearing a bucket on my head. haha. i was bored...and it's just kinda sitting here. so yep. now it's on my head. lalalalalala. im weird. owell. you all still love me, right? hey guess what? now i'm talking to bruner, kid, sarah and james. but james isent saying much. *poo* im thinkin...im bored. squirl is supposed to be getting on around 11...so yeah, im waiting for him. dude, bruner is awesome, yep yep yep. we're gonna be best friends next year. anywayz, im tired of rambling. so yep, im out.
love alwayz,
*squirlz girl
7-15-03 (2:50pm)
listening to: *silence*
mood: happy 
hey kids!! hows it goin?? dude, im so bored. and this whole html-webpage-layout thingie is driving me crazy. i finally got the colors right and shiz, but omg. the picture page is about to die. the pictures won't show up the same size and shiz. i think i know what i gotta do...to get them the same size, but it takes forever. so yeah. im lazy too. heh, besides, i just got outta bad(umm, like 20 minutes ago...hehe) so yeah. the picture page can wait!! besides, i dont think ive given out this webapge address to anyone yet...except maybe squirl. :) ehh, actually i dont think i even gave it to him. jesuz is making me this really cool buddy icon. it's so cute. it's a chick, and a squirl in her pants. lol. :) 
see!! isent it cute?! hahaha! (thanx jesuz!) omane--me and bruner, we got this thing. now we're all talkin gangsta and shiz. it's crazy. lol. except, we suck at it...so were kinda givin' up on it. lol. owell. we tried. anywayz...im so friggin bored. theres nothing to do around here. i gotta go to work tonight...*grrr* owell. im gettin' money..so who cares?? :) yeah, plus after i get off work, i get to climb for like an hour. so yeah, it's all good. heh. anywayz, im pretty bored kids. and i gotta go get readt. cause i gotta get there at like 5:00. so...im out.
love alwayz,
*squirlz girl
7-16-03 (11:39 am)
listening to: *silence*
mood: okay
omg. little kids are annoying. last night, they were hanging on me. it was crazy. i mean seriously, i thought i was there to just make sure no one ran off or summin. but oooo no. there was this one chick that would attach herself to my leg, and i would have to walk around w/her on there. it was scary. i felt like i was being mobbed by little children. *scared* anywayz, i got like 2 hours in last night. lol. woo hoo. big pay checks people!! ha...NOT! heh...i talked to squirl last night...but havent talked to him since. he had to get off the phone at like 11:00. it sucked. i stayed up until like 12:30, and left bruner. *sorry bruner* but i was tired. plus people were yelling at me, (only because i was trying to help bruner!! geez!) anywayz, yeah. i think im going climbing(again) tonight. i dunno. sarah wants me to. we're trying to get kid to go...but umm, yeah, i dunno. i dont think he has a ride. he said he would go if squirl was going. but squirl has to work, so yep. i might go see squirl tonight too...but i doubt it. because he seems mad at me. i dunno. *am i just paranoid? or am i just stoned?* heh. green day kicks ass. :) and yeah, i think im just paranoid. omg. i got up at like 8:30 this morning. i couldnt sleep. it was awful. so yep, ive been up since eaaaarly this morning. my uncle is over here now. this place is crazy. lynsey is outside waiting for the the UPS guy to get here. she wants her laptop, and it's crackin' me up. because they came yesterday, but everyone was asleep, and mom was gone...so yeah, they left a note saying they'd come back today. but they still haven't showed. lol. i don't think they will either. because when whitney got her laptop, the same thing happened, only they didnt come the next day. i was f*ckin crackin up. lol. hey dude, taylor called me like maybe 30 minutes ago, and she wants me to go to florida w/her. we'd leave friday and come back the following friday(18-25). dude, that'd be soooo awesome. we'd be going to panama city beach...staying in a condo on the beach. *yadda yadda* i hope i can go. i mean, i want to...but i'll miss squirl too. :( i havent seen him since LAST thursday, and im about to die. because i already miss him...omg. just the thought of being away from him that long. omg, omg, omg!! but then again, he left me for TEN DAYS...to go camping w/kid! (okay, so we weren't "dating" once he left, but we may as well had been!! lol) anywayz, i think my uncle is leaving, so i gotta go say bye and all that crap. heh...im out.
lata,
*squirlz girl
7-17-03 (2:56pm)
listening to: the toadies
mood: happy
wow. i just had like the best day of my life!! okay, well, the day's not over...but i think i can safely say today was wondeful!! i got to spend the day w/squirl! *aww* lynsey took us to the mall...sarah and cork were there too, and omg, they are so funny. we were crackin' up. anywayz, i blew like all of my money...but...when i got home, three of my aunts are here...and my uncle just showed up. it's crazy dude, it's like a friggin family reunion. lol. but anywayz, my aunt gave me $30. lol. she's so cool dude. oyeah, i didnt really get much today. umm, a pair of shorts...and squirl picked me out some bracelets. :) yay!! he got this bright orange dickies hat. lol, it was cute...(but then again, anything on him is cute!!) and he got this pimp-ass shirt. it's so old school. he asked the chick in hot topic if she likes it, and she was all like, "eh. its okay." i was like, "whatever." lol. heh. my aunt is down here, and she wants me to look up summin for her online. heh...brb. :) okay...im done. lol. anywayz....today was great. we just walked around together the whole time. and it was so great...cause if any other girl was looking at him...it just made me happy to know that he chose me...when he could have any other girl. :) he's soooooo hott. lol. (just ask sarah or cork!! haha) but he had to work tonight...at like 5:00, so yep. lynsey just left for calebs house. she had to do his laundry, and wash his dishers. because his parents are gone for the week, so he can't take care of himself. lol. *loser* heh, anywayz, im bored...and i gotta go call taylor. cause im going to panama city w/her tomorrow. so this might be the last time i write in here for a week. :\ *dont miss me too much kids!! i love you all...i think?* haha. anywho...im out.
lata,
*squirlz girl
7-26-03 (2:56pm)
listening to: across the sky
mood: sleepy 
wheeeeee!! florida was cooo'! lol. i have a black eye now, but owell. it was all worth it. (dont even ask about the black eye....squirl alredy laughed at me...i dont anyone else mocking me...lol) oh yeah, and my computer/modem is being retarded, and i couldnt get online....so now im on my sisters laptop. *hehe* its friggin hard to type on here...so yeah, they'll be a lot of typos. then again--there always are, lol. the first day we were on the beach, and since a hurricane had just been there and shiz, there was seaweed all over the beach. it was gross. so when me and taylor were in the water, it would like tangle itself around out legs, omg....it was so nasty. and we were freaking out because we had no idea what kind of creatures were lurking in the seaweed...so yeah. lol. anywayz, then taylor got saltwater in her mouth...it was so funny. the look on her face...heh, ya just had to be there. but by the middle of the week, most of the seaweed was gone, and it was easier to go out. umm, i blew so much money down there. heh, i spent like $50-60 on squirl. lol. im such a nice girlfriend(most of the time...lol) owell...he was worth it. but hes gone this weekend...w/danny. he gets back sunday night...so yep. i hope he doesnt have to work on monday, because i wanna go do summin w/him. tomb raider 2 came out yesterday!! lara croft is my hero. :) *ahhh* speaking of movies, me and taylor went and saw "how to deal" (the new mandy moore movie) and i cried my head off. i mean, it wasent all that sad...some parts...but still. it was a love movie, so yeah, lol. plus everyone knows i cry my head off everytime i see "a walk to remember" so yeah, it just summin about mandy moore movies. lol. im talking to sarah now, and shes all sad because she thinks kid doesnt like her, and she really liked him...so yeah. i dunno. anywayz, i dont really feel like writing in here right now...i really need to clean my room. lol. ive been saying that for like 3 weeks now...heh, but i walk in, and look at it and im like, "heh....riiiiiight." then turn around and walk back out. lol. i dunno...i might actually do it today, *MIGHT* lol. anywayz, im out.
lata,
*squirlz girl
7-29-03 (3:59pm)
listening to: across the sky
mood: angry 
w0rd. okay, so now lynseys apparently not taking me to see squirl tonight...*that'll just about piss ya' right off* i think shes out "thrift store shopping" with caleb. and that pisses me off too; not only because she's with caleb, but also because theyre thrift store shopping...she won't take me thrift store shopping when i wanna go, but she'll haul his ass to them. *grr* anywayz...i gotta work tonight...and for once, squirl gets off before i do...so it's not like i can go see him after i get off. because he gets off at 7:30..i dont get off until 8:00-8:30...im not sure. it just depends on how many of the little brats are there tonight. i dont even feel like going in tonight...but yeah, i have to. oyeah, and lynsey deleted all my alkaline trio and finch shit off here. shes so pissing me off dude. so instead im listening to her shit...its not that bad..but it just pisses me off that she delted all my shit. anywayz, im pissed right now...so yep...im out.
lata,
*squirlz girl
8-7-03 (11:33pm)
listening to: newsboys
mood: happy
heeeeeeeeeeeey kids!! did'ya miss me?! *ack!* i knew you would. it's been forever since i last wrote in here dude. i've gotten so lazy. all i ever do anymore is: sleep, spend time w/squirl, and go to hester's. SERIOUSLY!! lol. i hardly ever get online anymore..it's crazy. everyone probably thought i died dude, lol. owell, too bad for them. golly...i just read my last entry, lol...i was so mad that day, heh. but guess what?! she took me and squirl to a thrift store the other day, lol. so yep, she took us bowling...then out to eat, then to a thrift store. heh. it was so much fun. umm, but anywayz...hows it goin kids?? im so bored. actually, right now im hyper, cause im singing loud and dancing to beyonce knowles -"crazy in love" lol. this song is great!! haha!! andrew is making fun of me for dancing. *o--you know you want me andrew!! lol* omg omg omg!! lmao, lauren just imed me. she just NOW got pictures back from like march...and shes telling me about them. shes talking about me at this dance, and i remember it was like all preppy ppl there and i was the only one all punked out, and i was trying to crowd surf and id go up, and like go over the preppy ppl, and they would get soooooo mad. omg, that was so awesome. i almost died that night from crowd surfing, i fell so many times, lol. anywayz, yeah, that whole crowd surfing thing was awesome. omg. me and lauren have a band!! me, lauren and matt. she plays drums, matt plays bass, and i sing!! now we gotta make a few phone calls about having a guitar player, but we kinda have someone in mind. :) *wink, wink* ahahahahsgfjsgfk af. man im hyper. and me and lauren and reminiscing(sp?) on the fun times of 8th grade. examples of these times include: terroirzing tub, ozzy and bunny. omg, 5th period and 6th period with lauren and kelc were great. omg, ozzy hated us, omg, and me and kelc would have these major spitwad wars in 6th period. we were the queens of spitwads. omg, and then me and lauren had this thing about tub...and her "internet boyfriend." but thats kind of an inside joke, so yeah, lol. omg, come to think of it, 8th grade year was fun...believe it or not, lol. omg, then there was this one time. we had mr. hester as a sub in tubs class and we all switched seats on him, and i flung this MAJOR spitwad and bivens, but it missed her, and stuck the the wall behind her, and she screamed SOOOOOO loud. mr hester came over there with a tissue and got the spitwad off the wall (he didnt see me throw it) and i was all like, "DONT DO IT MR HESTER!! YOU DONT KNOW WHERE THAT'S BEEN!!" i had the whole class rolling, and lauren about to piss her pants because she was laughing so hard. the whole class knew i had thrown it....but mr hester didnt. omg, then there was this one time we made a teacher cry. and me, lauren, taylor and kelc were about to piss out pants because she was crying. i mean, it took everything we had in us to NOT laugh. we couldnt look at eachother because we knew wed start laughing hysterically. and then this other teacher came in and gave us a lecture on what a good teacher we had and how she didnt deserve to be treated that way. omg, we were all about to die laughing. omg, kids, im about to die laughing....like all these times probably dont seem funny to you...unless you were there, because omg...they were SOOOOOO funny!! oooo geez. omg, we keep thinking up funny things that happened...omg, this is great. lol. omg...that beta convention was the shit man!! just ask ANYONE who went. bivens, tiffany and kelc got isap when we got back to school. and bivens cried over it...omg. omg, and then kelc WOULD NOT apologize to anyone...and omg, she still to this day hasent apologized to our principal or bunny. omg, and the one day, after ch. 1 bunny called us all down to her room. and so we were like hiding kelc behind the wall, and at the end, she goes, "wheres kelc" and we all busted out laughing and she finally found kelc crouched behind this wall, omg, it was so funny. omg kids, im laughing my head off...we keep thinking up funny things that happened: like the banana peel i put in the middle of medskers floor, then nikkie squirted mustard all over the board, and medsker never noticed, lmao. then, me and kelc convinved medsker that she taught us that all indians were cannibals, lol. omg. that was so funny. anywayz, kids, im about to die laughing...so yeah, im out. *LMFAO*
lata,
*squirlz girl
