The "little thing" test
Hmm..was reading one of my daily devotion thru email. & itz definately is one that is in season for now.

Yup basically itz was talkin bout how God test us in lil and big things in our life. Well itz true that when a person is face with a tough situation, most of the time normal human reaction is to talk about the problem and continue whinin..So are we gonna talk about the problems? or are we gonna talk bout what the bible says about problems n issues of life? Itz from then we will noe how deep the Word of God stands in our life.. and how bad or good our attitude is.

Well now.. i'm face with the issue of priority.. am i gonna let my desires take dominion? or am i gonna let God take the 1st place? Itz sounds right to choose the latter one. BUT of cuz I'l let God take the place! Itz a hard one but obedience is what God wants to see.

Went down for a briefing on a new modellin assignment, yup i'm thrilled definately. Cuz itz really what i alwiz wanted to do since young. Regretted quittin few years back cuz mum's objection and i was too young to be in this industry. And now i was given another chance to be in it again! itz for Loreal quite a major assignment. Well.. my spirit was high until the coordinator told me that there's a 6 wks trainin at Pan Pacific every SUnday 1 - 230pm.. my heart jus drop.. Ouch~ Church or Modelling? She even ask me to go for an earlier svc if i can.. split seconds a thot came across my mind.. should i go for a makeup svc? Uh oh.. COMPROMISE?!?! No waY! I sat for a while, counted the cost. My members will be like sheep without sheperd.. I'm compromising my ministry for my own desire. I'm not putting God as my top priority..minutes later i told her "I'l not go for it." and left that place feelin i've made the right decision. Itz not easy.. but i choose to believe God has something better than that for me! Amen! YupYup.. now i still feel a bit sad.. but i'l be better later on.

And so this is the lil and big test in my life.. hopefully i did pass well.