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fEEling sUper loUSy ritE noW~ arrGh~ *sCreAMsZZZZZ* whAteVEr!

alMost dONE wID my dRawiNG.. noW in e Midst of pAinting~ (yes U heArd me rITe! Im dRawINg~ waDS Up wiD tat?! iM a arT stOOdent bacK in sEc sCh okIe!) e cuRRent art iM drAwing is kINDa like tribAl plUS abit or indiaN styLe~ wOO hOO~ gONnA cONtinUE lAter wiD e PAinting.. itZ onLY one quArter doNE.. itz kinda big thou..majong paper size...

oh itZ 3pm can collect my photos liaOZ..

cHaOZ.. and yes Im still very piSSed oFF..

my dAy joUrnAl...
today had a great time at CG.. i took on e whOle CG meeting myself.. nervous of cuz but thank God for SOt cuZ kiNDa like beIng tRained up foR tiS..

hAd a sHort meeting.. then went to d arcade then BBq dinner.. was fun... then i end my day at ORCHARD..agAIn!! foR e 5th time tis wk alone..

yesT wAs a biT sAd foR me.. cuZ didN't manage to buY my skater shoe... dOn't haVe my Size..aiYah~
weNt ouT wit my SOt scH mAte.. had dim sum buffet.. waS gRossed oUt in d end.. haa.. thEn meT up wiTh my Knight! huR huR.. wAtch an OutdOOR coNCert.. wAS GoooooD.. buT kiNDa liKe too SOulish untiL im in a daZe after tat.. haa.. & yeS noT to mentioN my FriEndstEr.. a freN wrOte a suPEr lONg teStimOnial foR me!! (Maui if U hAppeNed to reAd tiS..ThANk U!! lOVe uR teSti!! hAA.. )

tAts aLL foLks! (o''o)

mY pErSonAliTy TeSt rEsUlt
Well, what's there to say about ya, huh? You're a helpful person who places a high value on harmony. You pay close attention to people's needs and wants and work well with others to complete tasks in a timely and accurate way. You follow through on your commitments...you like structure and closure and like situations where warmth and compassion is shown. You're at your best by organizing people in getting a job done.

Radiate warmth and fellowship and generally fit in well with your classmates or workers....concerned about the feelings of others and like to help out when possible. You know it's important to give as well as receive and like to donate your services as a volunteer. You like to be with compatible people. You have an easier time making friends and accepting their roles in life... you like doing things traditionally.. you're old-fashioned that way.

You take the parent, spouse, employee or whatever role seriously...you learn best in a situation where you know what you can expect...you don't like continued interruptions..you really have to get along and like your teachers to learn well from 'em, huh? You place a high value on following through on tasks and assignments...you take the time to see how things fit together in the big picture, but this sometimes slows you down and makes you feel like you're learning slower than others...you respect rules and authority.. you do what you can to make sure your relationships run smoothly...

When you're in a leading situation, you pay attention to the needs of others. You often come across to others as friendly, warm and concerned....leisure is to be earned after work is done...like posting on the Storm Palace before playing the games.. ...you like including others in your relaxing... you like to have your social events regularly planned -- like a weekly softball league..

Love means warmth and commitment and you show this to your partner in many tangible ways...like cards and gifts and flowers and so on ...once you're committed, you stay in it even if it's an inconvenience to you...and maybe even longer than it's healthy...because you give so easily in a relationship, you're disappointed if others don't give as freely as you do.. you're more loyal to the institution of the relationship or marriage than the person...when burned in a relationship, you get hurt bad, and may need time to heal and get over it before moving on....you can really hurt someone if you wanted to...

Watch for: you tend to avoid conflict and sweep problems under the rug.. learn how to manage conflict and appreciate that conflict can help people in relationships to understand each other better...value your own priorities more and don't always put others' needs ahead of your own...don't bite off more than you can chew...hard to take or give corrective feedback, isn't it? You may not always ask for appreciation that you deserve...you might need to develop more assertiveness that way..you assume you know what's best for others and state these opinions.. that might rub 'em wrong and make you look bossy and rigid.... don't get so caught up in the details that you forget the larger picture....

ESFJ: "Extra Special Friendly Joiner"

wOo HoO~
BleSSings BlesSIngS!! e Law of AbunDance is hAppeniNg to Me!! YaY~ reCeived a BIg Big BleSSing frOm my MummY tOdaY!! wOw.. mY gOOdnEss!! GOd is sUper Good! I've Got LoaDs of bLeSSing fOr tIS moNth..

gOt a PumA sPorts Bag whiCh I alwAys wAnted vEry bAdly... (blessing from my dad)

gOT a New pAir of SHoes.. alSo wAd i waNted (blessing from my dad)

a tOp frOM "zara" (bleSSing from my sis)

waD couLd be beTTa thaN CASH blESSING ???? haa..(blessing from my mummy) moRe thAN enUff to buY a skater sneaker from Flash N Splash and a levis jeans.. wow!! aBOve aLL i NOe itZ GOd tat is Moving thrU theM haa......

PraiSe God & tHaNk God!! *mUAcKz*

I Don't Regret A Mile
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I've dreamed many dreams that never came true.
I've seen them vanish at dawn.
But I've realized enough of my dreams, thank God,
To make me want to dream on.

I've prayed many prayers, when no answers came,
Though I waited patient and long,
But answers came to enough of my prayers
To make me keep praying on.

I've trusted many a friend that failed
And left me to weep alone,
But I've found enough of my friends true blue
To make me keep trusting on.

I've sown many seeds that fell by the way
For the birds to feed upon,
But I have held enough golden sheaves in my hands
To make me keep sowing on.

I've drained the cup of disappointment and pain
And gone many days without song,
But I've sipped enough nectar from the roses of life
To make me want to live on.


~by Howard Goodman (gospel singer)~
Excerpt from his song

mISs bRoken
....beGin to reaLise.. hoW nOt easY to be a leader .. when so many souls are under ur care and gotta make sure everyone are doing fine.. & OF CUZ ATTENDANCE!!!!!!!!!!!!!

wAd a SundaY foR me.. a WeT one thOu.. maNy haV seEn e sIDe of mE wheRe theY doN't usuaLly see iT.. a Bit marU.. huR huR.. bUt wAs enCouraGe by loAds of pEople.. a Fren in neEd is a Fren inDeed.. thaNk God i'Ve fOund tRue frEns whO r alWays theRe to giVe mE sUport whEn i NeedEd one.. weLL riTe nOW am OKay liAoz.. all theSe challengeS are to prePare me for e Giants ahead!!! cOMe waD maY~~

hMM...sOmetImes alSo felT vEry tirEd to mAintain a freNshiP..wAs thInkinG y aM i alwAys e One maKing e efFort tO cLose up e gAp wHich is lost whEn theRe's no feLLowsHip.. alWays e one maKing efforT to msG enCouRagIng smseS, alwAys e One plaNnIng fOR ouTings, aLWayS e oNE maKing Sure thEy arE alrIght.. in tUrns i geT coLD reSponse.. oR evEn no rEplyS...vEry tiRed~ waS thInkinG prObaBly I sHould stOp doIng all thEse.. iF thats reAly e Case i seE nO poInt in It.. or pRobably thEy see it tOO oftEn and taKE othErs foR gRanteD.. hAiz..I reAlise soMetimEs gOOd fRen dO reAly tAKe eacH otHer foR gRanted unTil whEn e PerSon has sLowly slIp awAy then thEy realise tHEir prEsence is Not thEre.. noT aPPrecIAting onE anOther.. fEel liKE tats wAd haPPeniNg to mE.. i'vE alwAys taKe theM as mY gD fRenz..bUT wHEn i nEeded thEm.. i feEl tat i cAN't juS piCk up e pHoNE & caLL thEM..hAIz... everYone's goIng thRu diFFerent phraSes in lifE, proBably wOn't uNDerstaNd eiTher.. mEbbE i dOn'T unDerstaNd thEm toO.. weLL juS leAve it as it is.. inTo GoD's hAnd i cOmmiT..

iF lOviNg sOmeoNE huRts.. thEn it Hurts eVen mORe to lOve God.. tEstiNgs, pRessuRe cOmes juS beCuz i'm fOlloWinG HIM.. nO maTTeR waD I'vE coME too Far tO gIve uP nOW.. ..

The shortest distance between a problem
and a solution is the distance between
your knees and the floor in prayer.

....
How easily we forget.
How quickly we assume.
How often we take for granted.

So many extraordinary things of life become common.
We devalue them.
We fail to appreciate them,

...and thus we lose the blessing.

Start looking around u and count ur blessings!
God Bless!

*Sigh* weekdays again~ tat means i gotta continue with my studies for my re-exam... fell asleep while studying for it...hur hur hur

mY heart keeps floating back to weekends...arrhh..hee.. but itz quite fun thou.. watch UPTOWN GIRL not as nice as i thot.. almost fell asleep.. lite hearted show.. not suitable to watch it with a bunch of frenz.. mebbe 1 or 2? Oh dear i realise i kept falling asleep while watching show or some'n .. fell asleep while watch'n matrix yest..haa.. become'n a "OEI OEI" impartation my "BIG BEAR"...hur hur

well well..gonna dive myself into my noteZ again!!