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~*...ZaC's ThoUgHtS...*~
Saturday, 20 December 2003
To mY dEARest FAith~ if only u can see it now.. ..
Time has come to say goodbye~
Time for us to go our way
Only then we noe we grow
From where we started out

All my wishes give to you
All the love i showered you
Memories will fade away
What u've done will stay e same

Never give up till I see your face
Heaven will we meet again
Run the race and fight the fight
After all it worth e price!!

6:05 is her flight~ leaving tis place all alone..a woman who i admire! someone who is able to travel all alone.. from taiwan to US.. den all e way to Singapore.. being apart from e family for 2 years and yet without a word i hear from her.. her boldness and courage to pursue what she wants really impact me a fair bit.. "wow" is what i breathe under my breath~ gonna miss her so much.. 2 months seem short yet long for me.. but am gonna wait patiently for her..

Posted by punk4/zac0 at 11:06 PM WST
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Tuesday, 16 December 2003
thoUghtsSssSS.....
wOw.. yesTerDay wAs d eND of mY SOT liFe.. feEl a loT toDay aS i wOke up~ liFe is different.. itz never gonna be the same again..

SOT life is tougher than i thot.. but itz definately fun going thru all when u have good frenz around to support.. when im down and out..

A new phase has begun~ Start my new phase spending time with my so called gOOd frenz who see me thru e tougher times in SOT.. hee..
Bought 3 rings.. signifieds
"Ze Fellowship Of Ze Ring!!" yeah! was hanging out at e hotel room and by e pool side.. wonderful time together.. did loads of crap stuff.. u wouldn't wan to know.. haa..

Came across this article which is wad i feel i myself should pray~

"O Divine Master, grant that I may not so much seek to be consoled, as TO console...to be understood, as TO understand...to be loved, as TO love; for it is in giving that we receive; it is in pardoning that we are pardoned; and it is dying that we are born to eternal life."

Have a good fren tat was not feeling so good when he got posted to a unit.. things have make him feel discourage.. am glad tat i manage to calm him down and most importantly make him feel im there for him..not in distant but thru my cares and concerns.. At e same time as i sow encouragement in his life..i reap tat back as well.. e reply tat he make realy touches my heart.. didn't know i mean tat much to him..wan to be e encourager in his life~ So realy Thank God for blessing our frenship... often I always pray to God in blessing e frenship i have and yes HE did!

Posted by punk4/zac0 at 1:32 AM WST
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Sunday, 14 December 2003
DediCated to BobBly Bob...
aFter readIng ur Blog.. kinda got inspired to write this for ya.. always remember tat in all things tat u do.. dO it for God~ like wad He has said to u.. u gonna be a testimony for Him.. and i believe it! aM goNNa be proud of ya not jus becuz of wad u've acomplished but ur determination..most of all.. itz wad makes Bobbly Bob..& here u go~

yOu've come so far
And did so well
When setbacks come
You never give up

From all these things
You've learned so much
To never give up and face the storm

A soldier u are
A man u've become
Someone who's there to defense his faith
Thru all these things...You've do us Proud!
Most of all.. noT let God down..

Posted by punk4/zac0 at 2:03 AM WST
Updated: Sunday, 14 December 2003 2:12 AM WST
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Saturday, 13 December 2003

With joy I entered in
With tears I go thru it
With times of struggles and fears
Of that which is not seen

Victories are jus ahead
bUT failures are jus behind
were told not to look back
when time of testing has come

I hold on dearly of wad my God had said
"My child you gonna go thru it"
yEs I went thru it
But now wads next?

A new beginning has come
I've grown from wad I've learned
Never look at myself
But He who created me
One who is uniquely different
So that I'm not the same
A heart that bows down before You
That You can rule and reign
And wherever You lead me
And so will I be~

-Zac-
13 Dec 2003
1:44am

Posted by punk4/zac0 at 1:38 AM WST
Updated: Saturday, 13 December 2003 2:02 AM WST
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Friday, 12 December 2003
lAst dAy
todAY is e lAst daY of sCh!!!! wOw 10 months have pass.. so short yet so long... past 2 days of sch have been a teary one.. everyone jus seems to wept in e presence of God.. probably like me thinking back at how God move and change my life... itZ been a challenging yr for me.. ther's time of struggle, joy and frasturation.. but all these have past.. and have come to another phase of my life.. wE goNNa be e carrier of e ORal tradition.. or not forgetting our dearest City Harvest tradition!! eVEryOne gOnna release out as individual.. not under e protection of school.. facing challenges alone.. but definately win victoriously! aLL e Best to All!!

toDAy alsO went down to CHETC for interview for my O next yr.. was not discouraged by their advice but am struggling with decisions now.. itZ seems like next yr i gotta put in 110% of effort and 200% of time.. they know tat im gonna take my own CG but.. can i affort to?? itz either i do well in sch and bad in CG att... or good in CG att and bad in studies??? possibly 2 ?? seriously i've given thots to it... worst come to worst.. im gonna give up CG ministry.. cuz i want to be a leader tat bear good testimony.. in family and of cuz in results.. will see if im accepted then i'l talk to pst bout it.. haiz.. anybody out there to help me????

gonna pack my bag and get ready to go for rehearsal liaoz...

Posted by punk4/zac0 at 7:11 PM WST
Updated: Saturday, 13 December 2003 1:24 AM WST
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Thursday, 11 December 2003

today today today~ lesson was good.. chapel was great.. lecturer is cool.. everyone is doing alright~ so am i!

butta.. had headache e past few days.. probably of all e rain..got drenched a couple of times.. arrgh.. man~ but itz alright...

was in church e whole noon till evening..cuz of zone prayer meeting.. then a kind soul came down early to entertain me MAui~ (hee..thanks dude!) and also got a prezzie from him... for dunno how long he owe me..hur hur hur.. from e 2 of us in cafe become a NS men gathering...!! hmp! wad else?! they'l only talk about NS stuff.. which i've heard so so so much about it.. kinda like part of my lesson in sch..haa.. well.. but itz quite interesting to hear all these when i'l never have a chance to experience it myself..

hmmm.. been feeling a lot these few days.. about wad? also dunno haa.. mixture of almost everything.. especially leadership....freNz.....future.......

wiLL i ever do a gOOd job?
wIll i ever giVe up?
wIll i ever feEl tired?
wiLL i cOmproMised?

i Noe all these will come when i feel like giving up, worn up or even did e lousiest job around..even attacks come from both sides..even if i gotta stand alone, even when people lost hope in me.. i noe God is still there for me....

bEcuZ HE hAd cALled me
HE'l neVEr leaVe me
bEcuz HE trUSt in mE
tAts whY i hAve it
bEcUZ i Love HIM
and So i'M gONNa dO it!

wAds mORe? I've coME tOO fAr tO gIVe uP nOW.....

Posted by punk4/zac0 at 10:34 PM WST
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Monday, 8 December 2003
aRRgh!
fEEling sUper loUSy ritE noW~ arrGh~ *sCreAMsZZZZZ* whAteVEr!

alMost dONE wID my dRawiNG.. noW in e Midst of pAinting~ (yes U heArd me rITe! Im dRawINg~ waDS Up wiD tat?! iM a arT stOOdent bacK in sEc sCh okIe!) e cuRRent art iM drAwing is kINDa like tribAl plUS abit or indiaN styLe~ wOO hOO~ gONnA cONtinUE lAter wiD e PAinting.. itZ onLY one quArter doNE.. itz kinda big thou..majong paper size...

oh itZ 3pm can collect my photos liaOZ..

cHaOZ.. and yes Im still very piSSed oFF..

Posted by punk4/zac0 at 2:55 PM WST
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Saturday, 6 December 2003
my dAy joUrnAl...
today had a great time at CG.. i took on e whOle CG meeting myself.. nervous of cuz but thank God for SOt cuZ kiNDa like beIng tRained up foR tiS..

hAd a sHort meeting.. then went to d arcade then BBq dinner.. was fun... then i end my day at ORCHARD..agAIn!! foR e 5th time tis wk alone..

yesT wAs a biT sAd foR me.. cuZ didN't manage to buY my skater shoe... dOn't haVe my Size..aiYah~
weNt ouT wit my SOt scH mAte.. had dim sum buffet.. waS gRossed oUt in d end.. haa.. thEn meT up wiTh my Knight! huR huR.. wAtch an OutdOOR coNCert.. wAS GoooooD.. buT kiNDa liKe too SOulish untiL im in a daZe after tat.. haa.. & yeS noT to mentioN my FriEndstEr.. a freN wrOte a suPEr lONg teStimOnial foR me!! (Maui if U hAppeNed to reAd tiS..ThANk U!! lOVe uR teSti!! hAA.. )

tAts aLL foLks! (o''o)

Posted by punk4/zac0 at 11:38 PM WST
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mY pErSonAliTy TeSt rEsUlt
Well, what's there to say about ya, huh? You're a helpful person who places a high value on harmony. You pay close attention to people's needs and wants and work well with others to complete tasks in a timely and accurate way. You follow through on your commitments...you like structure and closure and like situations where warmth and compassion is shown. You're at your best by organizing people in getting a job done.

Radiate warmth and fellowship and generally fit in well with your classmates or workers....concerned about the feelings of others and like to help out when possible. You know it's important to give as well as receive and like to donate your services as a volunteer. You like to be with compatible people. You have an easier time making friends and accepting their roles in life... you like doing things traditionally.. you're old-fashioned that way.

You take the parent, spouse, employee or whatever role seriously...you learn best in a situation where you know what you can expect...you don't like continued interruptions..you really have to get along and like your teachers to learn well from 'em, huh? You place a high value on following through on tasks and assignments...you take the time to see how things fit together in the big picture, but this sometimes slows you down and makes you feel like you're learning slower than others...you respect rules and authority.. you do what you can to make sure your relationships run smoothly...

When you're in a leading situation, you pay attention to the needs of others. You often come across to others as friendly, warm and concerned....leisure is to be earned after work is done...like posting on the Storm Palace before playing the games.. ...you like including others in your relaxing... you like to have your social events regularly planned -- like a weekly softball league..

Love means warmth and commitment and you show this to your partner in many tangible ways...like cards and gifts and flowers and so on ...once you're committed, you stay in it even if it's an inconvenience to you...and maybe even longer than it's healthy...because you give so easily in a relationship, you're disappointed if others don't give as freely as you do.. you're more loyal to the institution of the relationship or marriage than the person...when burned in a relationship, you get hurt bad, and may need time to heal and get over it before moving on....you can really hurt someone if you wanted to...

Watch for: you tend to avoid conflict and sweep problems under the rug.. learn how to manage conflict and appreciate that conflict can help people in relationships to understand each other better...value your own priorities more and don't always put others' needs ahead of your own...don't bite off more than you can chew...hard to take or give corrective feedback, isn't it? You may not always ask for appreciation that you deserve...you might need to develop more assertiveness that way..you assume you know what's best for others and state these opinions.. that might rub 'em wrong and make you look bossy and rigid.... don't get so caught up in the details that you forget the larger picture....

ESFJ: "Extra Special Friendly Joiner"

Posted by punk4/zac0 at 11:26 PM WST
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Tuesday, 2 December 2003
wOo HoO~
BleSSings BlesSIngS!! e Law of AbunDance is hAppeniNg to Me!! YaY~ reCeived a BIg Big BleSSing frOm my MummY tOdaY!! wOw.. mY gOOdnEss!! GOd is sUper Good! I've Got LoaDs of bLeSSing fOr tIS moNth..

gOt a PumA sPorts Bag whiCh I alwAys wAnted vEry bAdly... (blessing from my dad)

gOT a New pAir of SHoes.. alSo wAd i waNted (blessing from my dad)

a tOp frOM "zara" (bleSSing from my sis)

waD couLd be beTTa thaN CASH blESSING ???? haa..(blessing from my mummy) moRe thAN enUff to buY a skater sneaker from Flash N Splash and a levis jeans.. wow!! aBOve aLL i NOe itZ GOd tat is Moving thrU theM haa......

PraiSe God & tHaNk God!! *mUAcKz*

Posted by punk4/zac0 at 5:16 PM WST
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