Dilema~
Arrgh!! As it getting closer and closer to end of sch term.. felt tis heaviness within me.. kinda like at e crossroad whereby i gotta make a choice between Diploma in Theology or my O level.. it hard! Without an Os i can't hardly do anything in the private sector.. going on to Yr 2 will only get me a dip in theology and it not recognise.. but it reali sacrificing my own desire and seek God's.. BUT Why i jus can't get tat revelation whereby my Future is in God's hands??..Believing and trustin in Him tat it will shine eva brighter?? Itz easy to say then to actually believe.. When God called me to go for SOt I dun think He's gonna leave me now hanging in e midst of nowhere.. i noe God wans me to continue for e 2nd yr but.. there's jus so many buts! It requires my entire yr, finance, and the understandin of my family members.. It requires at least $500 to sustain me for a month.. my mom and sis doesn't understand y am i going for tis course..It not easy for me to actually fight for wad i want.. it very tiring~ I'm very tired...very tired..

After praying.. now i felt much much much better.. I'm still gonna go for God in persuing yr 2.. i noe God is gonna work miracles for me.. specially next wk! BEcuz He said so! It will be a yr where my dreams will be fulfilled..God reminds me what He did for me in my 1st yr..deeper relationship with Him, greater understanding of Him and becoming Youth CGL which i always tot it impossible but God prove the impossible possible in my life & what good things will e Father withold from His children??

2004 is gonna be great! God will make a way! Faith and Trust always work hand in hand.. I'm gonna excerise my faith and trust in God!!

Special Thanks!
Hey peeps! whoever went to my 18th Birthday BBQ.. I wanna say a very big THANK YOU! For takin time down.. it very far but still u guys turn up.. really appreciate it.. and for making it possible for me!

And of Cuz THANK GOD for such a nice weather, nice crowd..

Love u guys!! Cheers!!

Photos are still on it way.. heh heh.. some are up liao.. can check it out at my album..

P.S if u have secretly took some of my pic without me knowing it pls get a copyright from me by sendin me e pics!!! HAA LOL

Whose hands it's in?
Cool article.. copy it from my fren journal heh heh.. thanks huh Bro YY!!! @_@

A basketball in my hands is worth about $19.
A basketball in Michael Jordan's
hands is worth about $33 million.
It depends whose hands it's in.

A baseball in my hands is worth about $6.
A baseball in Mark McGuire's hands is worth $19
million.
It depends on whose hands it?s in.

A tennis racket is useless in my hands.
A tennis racket in Venus Williams'
hands is a championship winning.
It depends whose hands it's in.

A rod in my hands will keep away a wild animal.
A rod in Moses' hands will part the mighty sea.
It depends whose hands it's in.

A sling shot in my hands is a kid's toy
A sling shot in David's hand is a mighty weapon.
It depends whose hands it's in.

Two fish and 5 loaves of bread in my
hands is a couple of fish sandwiches.
Two fish and 5 loaves of bread in
God's hands will feed thousands.
It depends whose hands it's in.

Nails in my hands might produce a birdhouse
Nails in Jesus Christ's hands will
produce salvation for the entire world.
It depends whose hands it's in.

As you see now it depends whose hands it's in.
So put your concerns, your worries, your fears,
your hopes, your dreams, your families and your
relationships in God's hands because...
It depends whose hands it's in.

Today finally itz my last duty in Usher ministry.. will always remember the joy and fun i have with e ushers. I was reali touched by one of my usher, she cried when i pass her a card and a small gift.. Hopefully i've made a difference in her life..

Now i'm moving on to another heights and conquer another level of faith... Hopefully and Prayfully i can find as much joy i have in usher and as much passsion!

Hey peepS, treasure the people u have around u now and the ministry u have.. it reali God tat blesses it and let u find joy in it.. Happy Serving!

Itz gonna rot soon if i still don't wanna update it!!!

Kk wad I've been up to lately:

Preaching Test & More Preaching tests.... Now also preparing for my Birthday BBQ.. Yeah counting down to 10 more days then I'l turn 18!!! WooHoo~

Oh Yes! Finally i'm being released from my usher ministry liao.. it not tat i can't wait to leave, but it when u noe u gotta leave and yet u can't leave tat kind of feeling is like "arrgh" can't focuz like tat.. anywae usher ministry will have 1 "cute & loving" usher gone~~

hEy pEePs! give e usher e joy in serving u guys..

Unless You Let It In
All the water in the world
However hard it tried,
Could never, never sink a ship
Unless it got inside.


All the evil in the world,
the wickedness and sin,
can never sink your soul's fair craft
unless you let it in.

All the hardships of this world,
Might wear you pretty thin,
But they won't hurt you, one least bit...
Unless you let them in.

Yeah i've cut my hair till super short!! Heh heh gotta change otherwise always looks tat same.. But But guys my hair is PURPLE not RED!!! Stop tellin me it RED!! So sad..

Anywae tmr my Co-Founder of Zoob club will be enlisting into NS.. Aww.. gonna miss the fun.... *grinZ* all E BesT ya *Bobbly Bob*
Tmr we'l be having a cutting of -Friendship Band Ceremony- haa... Cool issn't it? Yeah man

So long never been updating here.. so lazy to do it.. but tis wk shouldn't be as busy as last wk.. almost collapse..

Yep yep tats all folks~ See ya

New Pictures Uploaded! Heh heh only 2 la~

Fine Tuning Job
Hmm...fellow blogger!
Have u ever felt so stress out and stretch in some seasons of life or u felt tat the pressure
is too much tat u wanted to give up??
Well.. ya not alone!

Everyone went thru tat season i guess..
i jus been thru tat & was encourage by wad
Pst Ming said..we're jus like a symphony Orchestra.. but before the musician plays the instruments.

First they gotta tune it, inserting the rite pressure so tat it will produce the rite sound.. when the pressure is too much, the string will snap.

It the same for us, God is doing the job of tuning us by inserting the rite pressure and stress.. God is in control..He will not insert too much tat we will snap neither too little tat we'll be complacen He will not test us beyond wad we can't take.. After all the hard time, we'l produce a soothing sound before God.. the sound of Faith! Tats wad pleases God especially..

Be encourage frenz, jus as it encouraged me 6_6

Soo.. sad.. i felt i didn't do my 100% for my preaching.. felt it my worst one ever.... arrgh! one of my point doesn't even sound like a "sound dctrine" tat means "heresy" if we're in the history!!! -_-"

Didn't go to sch today.. not becuz i'm too depressed to go la but i'm attending my cousin's wedding tats y... jus finish writting my sermon.. hopefully and prayfully i'l do much much much betta this time round!! Mus be from Glory to Glory!!! Amen!!

Hmm... seems like people around me are not feeling too good as well.. i guess it jus a season that everyone gotta go thru.. but be encourage becuz it jus a test that God set before us.. to purify and to make us even stronger!