Not Right Now
walking down the stairs
i trip myself
thinking about all the things
that i'd like to do
sometimes i wish i could just go
some place where i could get away
the thoughts on my mind
are too hard to comprehend sometimes
they stay in the walls
and come out at night
your face i see in it
yeah i turn on the light
i look around
and see myself
with you on the couch
the phone rings
i pick it up
its you again
my conscience is now after me
you're at the back door
near the key
what have you done
its not so fun anymore
woah
staring right into your eyes
but you're not staring back
with eyes so dialated
what are you staring at
nothing...
nothing...
not right now
im seeing you
not right now
turning blue
not right now
flesh decay
not right now
well anyway
i look around
deteriorate
something is not right anymore
i think i know
but really i dont
are you a live..no
it tastes so good to me.

Emo Sunshine
My girlfriend...
my dog ran away
and my grandma just died...
why does life have to be so hard...
I hate it much...
my parents don't understand me...
yesterday they didn't let me go out...
so I snorted some cocaine...
and suddenly, I'm the enemy...
...depression,
depression,
depression...
I'm so depressed,
but really I'm not...
actually I have pretty good life
but I don't really care...
people have it harder than me
but I don't care like I said...
slit my wrists,
for the attention that I get...
maybe I shouldn't mock real depressed people,
but I don't care...
oh depression...
depression...
oooh, emo...
emo sunshine...
I just found my doggie,
yay...spike,
is that you boy...
what happened to your leg...
are you okay...
...my girlfriend,
she dumped me yesterday...
can't let it go,
commit suicide,
cause I don't really like them rides...
and I'm really scared of clowns...
I don't really want to live anymore...
maybe because my aunt's a whore...
my mom doesn't make me dessert...
I have to clean my room
and do dishes and other chores
like normal kids have to do,
so fuck you...
fuck them...
fuck him,
fuck her...
fuck mom...
fuck dad...
fuck bob...