You/Me
You disgust me.
You apall me.
You hurt me.
You touch me.
You scare me.
You intrigue me.
You brighten me.
You bite me.
You heal me.
You test me.
You watch me.
You leave me.
You want me.
You tease me.
You see me.
You trick me.
You love me.
Harm Us
My head pounds,
As blood boils through my veins.
My stomach is a knot,
While my heart rips in pain.
My knees go weak,
When I see you together...
And I feel so numb,
When my reaction gives you some kind of guilty pleasure.
Your hands that used to hold mine,
Hold hers now.
And your charm, your scent, your secrets,
She knows now.
How can you forget me, what we were,
And the extraordinary things that happened between us?
Something unique, strong, and true,
We had each other's trust...
You'll never find that love with her,
And you know it.
You've morphed from my lover into her monster,
And I can't handle it.
I want her to die,
Because of you.
I don't even know her,
And I feel like such a fool..
That you still have this power over me,
Even though you've hurt me worse than anyone has before.
Maybe we're not completely through,
But our love has become a chore-
Why bother anymore...
As you walk on by,
With her on your arm,
Tears of frusturation burn in my eyes,
And suddenly all I want to do is harm...
Harm you.
Harm her.
Harm myself.
My energy comes from darkness now-
I feed off of hate and pain.
I can't even remember the exhiliration of being happy,
Because you've left me insane.
There's nothing left for me anymore-
There's no you left for me to adore.
Because of you, I'm not well,
And I hope you know you'll burn in hell.
Stay Away
I hate you-
Leave me alone.
Find someone new
And go back home.
Get out of my head-
Stay away.
This is dead-
I can't take one more day.
You've invaded my mind,
With no mercy.
I don't know what I expected to find,
Or what I wanted to see.
Why you were my first thought in the morning,
And my dreams by night.
Why I was always thinking
"Am I right?".
Or am I crazy
For loving you at the wrong time?
Grasping,
To this lie.
Drown it with anger
And I'll be free.
But when you linger,
That promise is hard to keep.
I see you,
And I'm back to square one.
Why can't I start anew,
With this over and done?
You're everywhere-
Taunting me with your charm.
Making it so hard to dare
To run from your arns.
Why are you the way you are?
What is it about you that captures my soul?
Maybe because you went so far
To let yourself be known,
And showered me with sincere affection-
Making me look and feel completely radiant.
But that is a past foundation
And a completely different tint,
Of the rainbow of love
That stretches between you and I.
But enough is enough,
And that is something we both will never deny.
Boo Would you please get a life? I don't give a shit
about your life Don't flatter yourself I have a
life for myself I have more friends than you I am
far smarter than you You know nothing of who I
am Or where I've been I'm not ruining anyone's
life At least I have a life I want nothing to do
with you or your brother That is the past and I've
moved onto another Stop calling my house It's not
me pranking your house! You are fucked-up in the
head You accuse me of things I never said You're
so paranoid I'm so annoyed You're so psycho and
cruel You make yourself look like a total fool I
don't need Chris anymore You drugged-up little
whore Face the facts Just relax Don't mess with
me You obviously don't see That you'll never be
able to play MY game
Sarah Says With a diseased mind My trust was blind I longed for understanding You only thought
I was demanding I thought you were my friend How
can you so easily let this end? I need you the most
right now I can't stop wondering how How I'd do
anything for you But by me making one mistake, you're
through I would stand by you no matter what Even
if you claimed you hated my guts How could I have
believed you loved me? Why couldn't I see? You're
too young and selfish to have any faith All you can
focus on is you and your own rage Why did I expect
you to be as devoted as I was to you? Why did you
lead me to believe our friendship was true? I am the
one who is sick and suffering I am the one who is
endlessly struggling I'm battling a scary mental
illness Yet all I am to you is a mess You're not
who I thought you were at all You've put up a
wall You've broken my heart You're tearing me
apart You lied to me time and time again Your
actions are not one of a "best friend" Your
friendship was a lie Of course it makes me want to
die
Clique I hate secrets I
hate girls I hate gossip I hate pearls I hate
make-up I hate acryllic nails I hate cliques I
hate tattletales I hate giggling I hate designer
clothes I hate flirts I hate bows I hate
materialism I hate ignorance I hate narcisisim
I hate annoyanceI hate
ponies I hate perfume I hate phonies I hate
closed-minds I hate hair dye I hate rumors I
hate lies I hate fools I hate tease I hate
you I hate me