A Poem Fur Mom >:D

This is when she really got me po'd fur telling me how to live my life..like when i wanted to be a cop and she was like no..ur gonna be a vet tech..blah..blah...grrr

Go Fuk Off

I wish u'd leave me
The hell alone
I am turning u off
I am ignoring ur harping tone

U dun know me
Nor I dun think u ever will
I wish fur once u'd listen to me
Gawd damnit please stay still

I am not who i used to be
I have gone through alot of change
I think more then i used to
My thought tend to be strange

But tha is not the point
The point is this
I am tired of ur dictations
And ur endless disses

I could care less
About what u think i should be
We are only talking bout u
Not once does it look like u thought about me
This is my life
We are talkin bout here
I'd wish u'd give me sum luv
And not always ur fears
U drive me nutz
You drive me mad
I dun kno whether to curse u out
Or to break down and be sad

You piss me off with how u think
Whats best fur me
How do u kno this?
Is it the future u can see?

I want to do
What i feel is right
I want u to except my decision
I dun want to fight

I have never felt so complete before
This feels like where i am meant to go
U dun care, u'd rather pitch fits
And act like a stupid mofo

I just want to say, I dun really care anymore
You can keep saying what u say
Till ur blu in the face, I found my dreams
U can't wreck them, i won't let u have ur way

Just relize that in the end
It will just be u standing all alone in the cold
Who did not believe me
Who didn't want to be told

That I am gonna do
What I want to do
And nobody can change my mind
Not even u

So let me do, what i want to do
Maybe I'll fall on my butt
Maybe then agian i won't
Just let me for once, just follow my gut

All I know is in the end, all i want u
To be there for me
No matter what my decision
May be