Author’s Notes: A
part-speculative, part-descriptive, part-dialogue short concentrating on how the
Sentinel and someone else first met.^^ Here
we catch a glimpse of a Sentinel who does not
always seem to know everything!
Globelight filtered through the treetops, turning
jade-green as the new leaves caught its white radiance. Amidst the soft cooings of forest-birds and a
constant, gentle breeze, a young immortal with flaxen hair leaned his head
against the smooth bark of a tree for a momentary rest. Soon it would be off to training sessions—off
to dealing with competitive, calculating, and madly jealous immortal trainees,
though what they were jealous over the Sentinel could never guess or
understand. Everyone had their own
unique talents, he thought. This one
just happened to be his, and it was not vanity or arrogance which prompted this
statement, but observation and repeated testing. He could, after learning something new, do it
easily and then, almost as easily, come up with ways the technique could be
improved or altered in different situations.
The instructor, from the Sentinel’s examination of him, seemed both
proud and intimidated by his success—though once again, why the full-grown
immortal was intimidated by an afinis like
himself was beyond comprehension.(1)
But the fact of the matter was that his instructor was intimidated (slightly) and his
fellow trainees were jealous. The former at least did not let it get in the
way of his teaching. The latter, however,
tried to make his life miserable and disliked him even more when their attempts
uniformly failed. Just yesterday, Daphne
tried to goad him into a race, because she was much faster than he was and knew
he would make a fool of himself if he were against her. The puzzling thing was that he knew this too, and she knew that he
knew, so he couldn’t understand why she was so miffed and irritated when he
refused her bait.
The breeze ruffled his hair fondly and he sighed with
it. Daphne proved his point about unique
talents; she was the fastest immortal he’d ever seen, though not by far the
most innovative. She really chose the
wrong profession to train for—she should’ve tried out for the Guide of
Souls. The Sentinel was certain she
would’ve passed the preliminaries with more than flying colors.
As for himself—the Sentinel couldn’t help but smile—he
would’ve been laughed off the testing field if he’d been foolish enough to
try. It was really a pitiable arrogance,
to think of yourself as better than you were, and to aim for the Guide of Souls
when your speed was only a little above average? You might as well go home. Besides, that post was a wandering one, with
no set work area save “the mortal world,” and the Sentinel would much rather
stay in one place. So the post in the
House of Lost Souls suited him perfectly.
He was resolved to try his best for it.
His determined thoughts were cut short when he looked up
at the Globe of Beryllus again and noted with some amazement at the passage
of time. What had been a detour through
the forest had turned into rather inexcusable lazing around among trees. Definitely
time to go, he thought, a little ruefully, and moved away from the trunk
before he could be tempted to stay longer than he ought. After all, if he wanted to sit in his
favorite place at Rose Fountain, he needed to hurry before it was taken by
other trainees, who would only be too glad to do something that might dampen
his spirits.
But a sudden, loud, and very inventive curse to his left
arrested his attention. For a second he
started, but the brief feeling of alarm faded away into curiosity, and the
Sentinel moved quietly in the direction of the voice, hoping to find its
owner. He hadn’t noticed an energy
signature, which at the distance his hearing seemed to imply was puzzling. That immortals outside the forest would have
difficulty discerning energy signatures of those within the forest, he knew,
but surely that didn’t apply to two immortals close together in the forest? Or perhaps the owner of the voice was not an
immortal at all?
All the speculation only heightened his curiosity. The Sentinel ducked silently behind a large
fir as he drew closer to the place he thought the voice came from (yet another
curse confirmed it), and cautiously peeked around.
A figure clothed all in loose black robes stood amongst
the trees, apparently glaring at them, though it was hard to tell with the hood
covering most of his face. From the
figure’s posture and feel he seemed very much immortal, and the prospect of
being able to see some rare sentient being faded. The Sentinel felt rather disappointed. That is, until he sensed the energy
signature—or more accurately, realized he could
sense an energy signature.
Amazing, the Sentinel thought, leaning forward a little in intense
excitement. I didn’t notice it at all until I was this close! The immortal’s energy signature (there
was no doubt now that the figure was an immortal) was so subdued and low-key
that it might as well be invisible. Even
the Sentinel, whose senses were keen, though not fully honed due to his youth,
had to strain his mind to catch a good glimpse of the immortal’s unique
identity. Completely intrigued by this
new presence, the Sentinel worked on finding out more about his quarry, who was
currently pacing around aimlessly as if trying to remember something. Hm. Male, high-class, and around my age, judging
from his aura. That looks like white
hair from beneath the hood, but I can’t see his face! The immortal seemed disinclined to turn
in his direction for him to get a better look, so finally he stepped out from
behind the fir. The other immortal
jerked around as the Sentinel purposely crunched a twig beneath his shoe to
catch his attention. A flicker of
surprise flashed past his face, but was quickly replaced with a suspicion that made
his clear eyes glitter like light upon ice.
“Are you lost?” The Sentinel asked, not feeling the least
intimidated by someone who was physically taller and certainly (from the black
look on his face) not the friendliest
lost immortal he’d ever encountered.
“No,” the other snarled
angrily. “No, I am not lost. And if you
know what’s good for you, you’d stop asking questions.”
“I only asked one
question,” the Sentinel replied, trying to keep a straight face. Apparently his quarry was the sort who didn’t
accept help when offered, no matter how dire the straits were.
“It’s one question too
many,” the black-cloaked immortal retorted, glaring at him with hard steel-blue
eyes that shone beneath the shadow of his hood.
As the very
uncooperative and stubborn immortal turned away, the Sentinel’s mind quickly
analyzed the situation. It was obvious
that the other needed help but was too proud to admit it, and as a result he
would get hopelessly lost. Which wasn’t
a particularly good thing, considering he was young, didn’t act like one of
those afinis without ambition, and
thus had to be a trainee for some duty. Pursing
his lips in thought, the Sentinel tried to place the immortal into a suitable
slot—very graceful despite the height, smooth, quick movements, confident … Logically that would mean he was trying for
Guide of Souls, Sages’ trackers, or scourers.
But what if he were like Daphne, whose talents leaned one way but whose
choices went another?
No, wait, the Sentinel realized. There was one other trait: the immortal was
obviously very anti-social, meaning he’d want a duty that gave him
solitude. If he surmised all this
correctly, then he had ruled out the trackers and the scourers. So that left only… “If you’re headed for the Field, you’re going
in the wrong direction.” He spoke to the
rapidly retreating figure.
His abrupt jerk to a
stop told the Sentinel that his reasoning had been correct. “How did you know I was headed for…?” He began incredulously before he caught
himself. Making a sound that was
remarkably like an animal grunt, he said, “I’m taking the long way.”
The long way that takes you deeper into the forest? The Sentinel thought, forcing back a grin and
said, with a very straight face, “Well, I’ll go with you.” So you
won’t be wandering around this place for the rest of eternity.
“Why?” The immortal was snide. “I thought you knew the way out.”
“Are you saying that you
don’t, then?” The Sentinel countered
smoothly.
The other immortal blinked
in a very undignified fashion, then with a sound of profound disgust he turned
on the Sentinel, “Mind your own business and stay out of mine! Are you a fool or do you have such confidence
in your skills that you think I can’t elude your pursuit?”
“You make me sound as if
I’m stalking you,” the Sentinel replied with raised eyebrows. “I don’t even know your name.”
“And you won’t ever know
my name,” the black-cloaked immortal shot back.
“Now get away from me.”
“But you’re lost,” the
Sentinel protested, fighting back a smile and working his expression into
something that would be a bit more neutral.
“I know the way back.”
“Look!” The other suddenly exploded, rounding on him
with a fierce glower. “I neither want
nor need your help! And I’m sick and
tired of talking to you!”
“Fine, fine,” the
Sentinel held up his hands in a placating gesture, slipping a complaisant smile
on his face, though he was secretly startled by the vehemence of the other
immortal’s reaction. Was he really being
that annoying by offering help to someone who obviously needed it? He thought not. So either the strange immortal was stubbornly
proud, or there was something about the Sentinel in particular that he didn’t
like. Or he was just anti-social. After taking another look at the scowling
immortal, the Sentinel decided that it was probably a bit of all three. “I’ll go now before you burst and rejoin
Daitra…”
With the most scornful
snort the Sentinel had ever heard in his relatively short immortal life, the
black-cloaked afinis whipped around and began to stalk away…in a direction
that was different than the one he’d taken before. The Sentinel fought back another urge to
grin. “You’re still heading the wrong
way, if you want to know.” He saw the
immortal almost pause, but then with a pigheadedness that frankly astonished
the Sentinel, he continued walking away.
“Try one more time—you only have two directions left to choose,” the
Sentinel couldn’t resist calling out.
“Or do you really want to stray so deep into the Greenmyst that you
never find your way out again?”
For the briefest of
seconds the Sentinel wondered if he had pushed the other immortal too far. In the next instant his suspicion was rapidly
confirmed, because the immortal started overreacting. Suddenly the muted energy signature he had
barely noticed before flared up in a dark and oppressive wave—the immortal was powerful, and he knew it… No wonder he wasn’t used to people bothering
him! They probably never stayed long
enough to exchange more than two words!
Instinctively the Sentinel took a step back, feeling the immortal’s
heavy energy dropping over his body, threatening to press him flat against the
ground. His senses, keen and aware of
possible danger, surged forth, calling upon his well of considerable
power. Instantly the weight became
lighter, more bearable, as his invisible shield surrounded him and pushed away
the dark wave. He could breathe freely
again, and he looked up with challenging eyes at the cloaked immortal. “You’re biting the hand that feeds you, my
friend,” the Sentinel said quietly, lifting his chin in a proud gesture to show
that he was unintimidated.
A flicker of surprise
passing through those steel-blue eyes told the Sentinel that his own show of
strength had been unexpected. Probably judging me by height again, he
thought wryly, I wish I were old enough
to have a fully developed energy signature so people would know to stop pushing
me around before I’m forced to
enlighten them… He felt the
unsociable immortal withdraw his threat, and accordingly, he let off as
well. “Don’t call me your ‘friend,’” the
other muttered sullenly.
He’s trying too hard to get people angry at him, the Sentinel decided
inwardly. Maybe something happened to make him really hate other immortals. I wonder what it was? Yet even as the question crossed his
mind, another memory surfaced of his brother telling him, exasperated, but with
a fond smile nonetheless: “You’re far too
curious for your own good, Sentinel.” He
frowned a little as the other immortal practically spun away in his eagerness
to leave. Certainly wondering about
things wasn’t that bad of a trait; he could count many times when his
“nosiness” had actually helped someone.
Why not make this one of those times?
“What are you staring at?” The Sentinel almost started. The other immortal had stopped and was
looking back at him with a deepening scowl.
Apparently he had felt the gaze on his back and didn’t like it any more
than he had liked the attempts to help.
The expression on his face was clearly meant to drive well-meaning
immortals off, nasty as it looked.
Well, I refuse to fall into your little trap…whoever you
are. I’m going to help you whether you
like it or not. Now, I
just need to do it in a way that doesn’t make it sound like I’m insulting him… “The Field is to your left, just so you
know.” He said flippantly, making his
tone so casual it sounded as if he’d just commented on the color of the
sky. Then, without looking to see if the
immortal listened, he turned and headed back in the direction from which he
came. After a few moments, overcome by
curiosity (again), the Sentinel dared a glimpse back toward the strange
immortal. A small smile flitted across
his face, and then he turned away, speeding up his steps.
Already far in the
distance, the black-cloaked immortal was running, faster and faster…faster than
even Daphne…nothing more than a streak of night against the forest green. This time, though, he was heading in the
right direction.
(1) Afinis (A’ fin ee)—“youngling, young one.” Directly translated it means “incomplete; not
finished.” This is the formal way to
call a child-immortal because their development is “incomplete” and they have
not reached their full potential.
Sometimes full-grown immortals who are born earlier than other
full-grown immortals will affectionately call the latter “child,” but they would
never call them “afinis” unless they were trying to be really insulting.