May 5, 2001
My legal guardian (not that she's ever been needed) called this morning and wanted to chat with my mom, who's at work. She asked how I felt about going away. It's weird. I want to go, but it just feels weird. So she says the only thing you can't change is death. And maybe I'll meet the love of my life there.
That's sweet, but I think I'd prefer to meet the love of my life at school so I can actually have a continuing relationship in close proximity to each other. I don't want to have to deal with that whole long distance thing again. It's unnecessary and annoying. Love of my life would be nice, but maybe now really isn't the right time. I want something that lasts, and anything I start now will be pre-empted by the rest of my life. Useless. Then again, I thought that about David. Whatever. Bad timing is my signature move!
© lily keller 2001
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