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This is simply a diary enrty i made a while back, the first two paragraphs are the original part - later i added the third paraghrph, for as time goes on you learn things that you didn't know before.



its as if i'm in a void... i would like to be blocked, or even sheltered from the world and everything in it... just disappear, or that is what it would appear to be.. to dodge the humans eye... then i would just float there, and there would be no evil, sickness, or hate...possibly described as having the mind of a child...simplistic... and yet rather adultlike-a contradiction to the extreme, like a person describing heaven and hell...hard to truely portray or fully describe, but that is the way of eventual peace and understanding these things may not be reality, another, completely different 'reality', persay

all this will never come true... for this is the 'real world'... i really don't understand how everyone around me can be so happy... and even when they are sad... there still is a hint of happiness, for they don't understand the real meaning of being sad actually, i find it quite unfair, then again life isn't fair..

but i have come to discover, that even the people you think to be those who are never sad, can feel the same as you, unfathomable -and yet after time, you begin to accept, that amazing feeling of truely pushing your stubbornness aside, to realize that the truth is evident