I am only a teen ( 12-18 you guess ). This is the page where i know will be updated like everyday. This will be like my diary. So no take backs no nothing. i will make my thoughts made clear to you. Even if this first few days that i made are only me. So let the fun began.
Jul 24 01
You are probly thinking what does this have to do woth wicca and really i dont know. i started like a couple days ago and i thought tis would help me understand better. i for one love to read. right know i am still reading shes come undone. i want you to know that if i get off the subject then that is because this is me diary. i feel like the main charcter in that book is me. though i am not fat i feel like i am living a life off lies. see my parents dont know about this cause they would disown me. so the spells are done w/ out he some of the stuuf they are done in my mind and yet i find that it still works but is that only in my mind. and just like the main person i feel so naked. i am always being told do stuff to get out. but i cant i cant. i know that someday i will have to. but i am so shy what if i do the wrong thing. another thing i started this webpage was to make friends. i only trust a few of my friends. and that would be 3 and 1 is moving. when i went to korea i was made fun of because i was different. all i wanted was a friend but no will be mine. and know i have to go back. i cant think of it. that whole year there was no one no one. that made up lies that hurt me. people say stick and stones can hurt my bones but words cant. that is the biggest lie in the world. whoever thought that up was dumb. DUMB. what am i to do. and just like that person in the book i think that i might be crazy but who isnt. i think that i may be crazy cuase i dont trust anybody. i wish i could. i truly do i think that that is all to say for now. i guess. SILVER
jul 25 01
i cant buy you know like the supplies to do this and i can only practice at night in secret. I have to use only household items meaning i have hardly any of the tools and but what i do is imange it that it is there. And i belive that may be just as good. I ahve no books to help me only my computer. When i go to coloege ( i would be the first in my family to ) i will save my money for the books fo school ( i plan to be a scientist ) and food. ( i plan to go to buety school so that way i will get a better job ) BUt the money that i dont use i will use to buy what i need even now i am saving money for that stuff. You know how it is to be called names. Not to have a lot of friends. I know that it hurts. I think that is enough.
- silver
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