I
Want
I
want my old face back, the one that I wore
Through
love and through heartache
Through
peace and through war
I
want my old life back, the one that I liked
I
lived it all day
Then
lived it all night
I
want to look forward, I need to look back
I
need to look inward
To
see what I lack
I'm
trying and trying, and working so hard
I'm
trying and trying
But
still just a bard
I'd
like my old body, the one that was thin
The
one that I wasn't
Ashamed
to be in
My
slender old body, oh where have you gone?
I
don't have any clothes now
Nothing
to put on
But
I am resourceful, so I can make do
And
the shape of my body
Doesn't
matter to You
You
must think I'm ungrateful for this body of mine
It's
just that it hurts me
All
of the time
It
pains me and stabs me then hurts me some more
I'm
always and always
So
stiff and so sore
But
I am very thankful to be here on Earth
To
watch all the people
To
whom I gave birth
I
love you, my children, you're my life and my soul
It's
for you that I work
To
accomplish my goals
So
please just be patient when I'm preoccupied
I'm
building our lives now
From
the inside
Poem by Alice
C. Bateman
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