innerchild
~tally of myself~ |
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sekai
juu no daremo ga teki ni
mieru toki mo boku dake wa koko ni iru “kakujitsu na sonzai” hontou no koto nante kikarenai kara imi wo motanaitte iranai omoi shirasareta toki sono toki kara boku ga umareta yo ano koro no kimi no koto ima demo yoku oboeteru nan de mosugu shinjite soshite kizutsuiteta zetsubou kara namida ni yagate ikari ni nagare dasu kokoro wa kokoro ga subete wo nagi taoshite taosu koto dake moeru tsukiru hi made kizutsuke kaesu koto de naosou toshinanda ne namida mo tsumi mo zenbu boku ga hikiukeru yo sekai juu no daremo ga teki ni mietatoshite mo kimi dake wa koko ni iru “kakujitsu na sonzai” ai shiteru dare yori mo unmei dake janakute dare yori samishigari na mou hitori no boku e tada hitori no kimi e… |
And when
everyone in the world sees an enemy I alone am here, “a certain existence” Something such as truth Because it was not heard It had no meaning It was not needed When thought about and told Since then I was born At that time, that thing with you - even now I remember Believing everything immediately and also being hurt Tears of despair Before long becoming anger Flow from the mind The mind is Mowing down everything Just something that ruins Until the day everything is consumed Trying to repair the repeated hurting The tears, the fault, everything – I accept them in And if everyone in the world should see an enemy You alone are here, “a certain existence” Who a person loves is not just a matter of fate Since nobody should be lonely You are here for me And I am here just for you… |