I am suposed to be the beauty
I am suposed to be the strength
I am suposed to savor the moment
When they cower in their angst

It is not my wish to devour
Your life is not mine to take
Yet I live still lonely, waiting
For the agony to brake

I wish you knew the pain
And the lonliness inside
For what is the use of beauty
When I have to run and hide

And what is my strength worth
If no one is to be impressed
So I ask, What is there to savor
When all I ask for is death

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