Desire Lost
I cry out for what is lost
Plead for the impossible
need it with all that I am
Desire fills my soul
Rage radiates outwards
how can this be?

Tears in a glisteny haze
there is nothing left to hold on to
I reach out-but no one is there
Ruled by fantasy
Dreaming night and day
Lustful hopes of the Wish granted

My every thought is of it
Every motion-every word
I can never rest
Tormented by Memory
and the absense thereof
Hunger for what was not

Delusions of reality
Conjuring false sentiment
Concealing the truth
Sheilding myself from revelations
from realizing that I am in Love
and you are not