SLAVE JOURNAL RESUMES

• Opened Mistresses e-mail Tuesday 22nd May, so pleased to see that I am back in favour. Would not like to be punished like that again, my cock is very bruised but does not hurt anymore, I must have used the wrong deep heat, so I will go out to the shops to see if I can, find which is the strongest, and with going to the shops, I am going to have one of my stroking sessions in a public cubicle. Pleased that I got my Mistress quite hot, it must be a great honourer for a slave to please his Mistress in that way. Mistress has told me that I am going to write a long story for her about a total enslavement of a 25-year-old male by a dome in Her mid 30s. The first chapter is of his ensnarement and initial breaking in, and I have to have finished by Saturday night or I will not get my reward on Sunday, also it must be 3000 words long. This could be a problem for me, because I am not a very good storywriter, but I will have to please my Mistress and get on with it, if that what my Mistress wants, I can only but try.Started my first stroking session at 9-30am,I stripped myself naked got down on my knees thanked Mistress for letting me back into her Favour. Pleased I am allowed to use KY Jelly it so soothing, and while stroking I was thinking about how Mistress got quite hot, and how I would love to carry it on, getting her on the bed and licking her out, sorry Mistress I know slaves are not allowed do that without permission, but it is a lovely thought, and after three minutes I had to stop stroking with the excitement, and do my duty of licking precum off my fingers. Pleased when I am stroking my cock is not sore, but it is a different colour.Went into town and into the chemist to see if I could sort some different cream, the one that I purchased last week, was deep heat mentholatum, and was a cream that soothed, that's why it was not burning so much. Other products such as Ralgex gave you a burning sensation, Deep Freeze and Muscle Rub also gave you a bit of a burning sensation. Deep Relief and nurofen were gells which the chemist said were very greasy, feeling embarrassed about asking the girl in the chemist about all these products, thinking does she know why I am asking or not, and sometimes not daring to look at her in case I was blushing. After a discussion I asked her, which one gave you the most heat, and she said that there was one behind the counter called Deep Heat Maximum, this must be the one you were thinking off Mistress. After purchasing the product, I thought I would go to the toilet and place a bit of the cream onto my cock to see what it felt like, it was burning within about thirty seconds and it kept burning for about twenty minutes, really painful at first, but then receding. Will not have to displease Mistress any more, would not like to think that I had to wank myself with that cream burning my cock.Went into the public cubicle to do my second stroking session at 1-30pm, and not been able to strip naked I dropped my trousers and pants down to the floor, applied the jelly which I had to take with me, and started stroking. The problem this time Mistress is that there were only two cubicles and one was engaged, and I was petrified someone would come and try the door, so through all my stroking, I was thinking about someone trying the door, and was stroking as fast as I can, to try to get finished as fast as I could, the harder I was trying the longer it was taking, and then I heard the other cubicle become vacant and I started to relax again. It took me nearly ten minutes before I had to stop stroking, and no precum this time. Mistress Control why do you make me do these stroking sessions so many times a day, my cock is getting so excited again, when I disobeyed your orders on Sunday and cum against your wishes, it is though I have never cum at all, because I was so frightened what my punishment would be, that it felt like I did not cum at all.Got home from my shopping in the town, pleased to be home and in my own environment where I can relax. Stripped off at 5pm got down on my knees and again thanked Mistress for letting me back into her favour. Put jelly onto my cock and started stroking. Mistress when I start stroking my mind goes straight to you and no one else, how can you train a slave like this just by e-mail. Again I am thinking of you when you got quite hot, and again wanting to lick you out, Mistress going to have to stop stroking after two minutes, or I know I will displease you, some precum appeared so licked it up off my fingers. Hope Mistress gives me some other stroking instructions tomorrow to try, my cock is getting really excited and my stomach muscles, starting to hurt with the pressure of stopping myself from cumming.Mistress will have to go and start on your story now, this is going to be another cock tease, because I will be putting most of my fantasies into it, and my cock will be standing on end all the time I am writing it, but will have to control it just to please you and keep you happy. My happiness is not of any importance, as long as I keep you happy I am happy.
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• Opened the e-mail from Mistress Control on Wednesday 23rd May, waiting to get my instructions, Mistress does not say whether to carry on with my stroking sessions or not, but because it has been my daily routine, I think I better carry on, do not want to displease my Mistress. A randy slave is generally an obedient slave, and that is exactly what I am. Also my Mistress says today and every day I must concentrate on my story, because it will keep me aroused, by using my imagination, my cock is up and running now and I have not even started writing.Starting my first stroking session now at 9-30, stripped naked got down on my knees, and applied the jelly, my cock is aching so much for release, I feel like putting some ice cubes on to cool it down, every morning I am waking up with a hard on, and not been able to stroke it is so frustrating I am just making my arse go and only fucking fresh air, which makes it very humiliating for me. Mistress it must be satisfying for you to have me in a position like this, it is now not just teasing and writing, but also humiliation. Still after only three minutes stroking I had to stop, very excited, my cock wobbling back and forth while, I had to use my stomach muscles to stop myself from cumming. Licked my precum up off my fingers and settled myself down to writing the story.At 1pm started my second stroking session, still naked while writing Mistresses story, always naked for Mistress, while I carry out her wishes. Got down on my knees applied the jelly on an already throbbing cock, trying to pick a time when I think I will be able to control myself. Again Mistress I am thinking of you and how I got you hot, and how I would like to lick you out and get my tongue and mouth around your tits, wonder what punishments I would have to endure to do that. After four minutes my cock was ready to cum so I had to stop stroking, not taking me as long now, must be with fantasising about what I would like to do to my Mistress. Wow, it must be fantastic. Not much precum, more like water so licked off my fingers, whish I could lick the cum off my fingers like that but I don't think I will be able to. Going to spend a bit more time on my story, not to long, but must make sure I finish my quota of words for today to make sure that I finish it for Saturday to please Mistress.Stopped writing my story, and got dressed, had to, could not control my cock, and I knew there was another stroking session to go. While writing the story I had to have small breaks to give my cock a rest, it is so wanting to cum so much, and I am not even allowed to stroke it, having to keep rubbing it against the wall to try to get it to settle down, don't think it ever will, humiliation for me again. Again picked my time to do my third stroking session, so at 4-30, I stripped naked, and got down on my knees applied the jelly and started stroking, Mistress could you please tell me how to control a throbbing cock, so much wanting to cum, wish I had a shower then I could have took a cold one while I was stroking that would have cooled it down, do not fancy a cold bath. But somehow I got through it, do not know how but I did, Mistress I think your training is starting to work on me, all I can think of is you and you getting hot, that is the first time in years that anybody has said that I have getting them hot. After five minutes my cock was on the brink and again I had to stop stroking, and again using my stomach muscles, kneeling there watching my cock bob about, and wondering should I face the punishment and let myself cum, but I know that it would be worse than the time before so I just had to let it bob about. No precum this time so got off with licking my fingers, makes a change. Mistress Control I hope you are happy with me making this journal, with you not saying about stroking, maybe you will be displeased, or maybe happy with me and give me a little praise, do not think so. This is the most exciting time I have had for over five years, I know that I am not allowed to cum, and hope I never do, unless it is with Mistresses permission, but having to control myself from cumming, writing your journal, and even now humiliating myself, is worth every moment of Mistresses time and instructions I receive from her. It is excitement itself just waiting for her e-mail to see what she has to say, kneeling there with my cock with a hard on. Thank you Mistress Control.
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• Could not wait to open Mistress Control`s journal on Thursday 24th May to see if it was o-k for to do Wednesdays stroking sessions, when it was I could not wait to see what the rest of Mistresses e-mail said. My heart dropped when I read Mistresses instructions were for today, she said I had to go shopping to buy a pair of the silkiest, sexiest, ladies panties I could find in deep red. I had to visit three lingerie shops or departments in a department store, and spend five minutes in each store looking at them, before I decided to buy them, when I go to buy them i have to make eye contact with shop assistant, smile and say
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• Friday 25th May, did not sleep much last night, every time I woke up thinking about Mistress and would she still give me another chance after my failure yesterday. Went to my computer and got to my knees asking for Mistress to forgive me. Went on to the Internet all of a shake hoping that there was an e-mail for me, and when I saw there was I could not wait to open it, to see what it said. Thank you over and over again Mistress for giving me another chance. In the letter my Mistress said that she was extremely annoyed with me and not to let it happen again. My punishment for not carrying out Mistresses orders, is that on my three stroking sessions today, each session I have to use my new heat cream as a lubricant on all my strokings, I deserve this punishment Mistress and will carry it out to the full, not missing one session without the heat cream.I started my first stroking session at 10am, stripped myself naked got down on my knees, kissed the floor imagining they were your feet thanking you for giving me another chance, applied the heat cream to my cock and started stroking, mistress I did not think a cock could burn so much and come to no harm, definitely the right cream this time, I decided each time I had my session I would say,
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• Pleased to get back into the swing of things with my Mistress, opened her e-mail, Saturday 25th May. Only one instruction and that is to finish my story by tonight and send it to my Mistress, who will then if it pleases her give me my reward on Sunday, hope it pleases my Mistress so desperate to cum. My cock seems o-k now after yesterdays punishment, will have to keep my Mistress pleased, would not like to do that many times. I woke up this morning with an erection, so desperate to touch but would not dare, so just pressed it up against the mattress to try and relieve the pressure from it, not much help. Hurry up Sunday, and please Mistress Give me the opportunity to cum. Started my stroking session at 9-45am, stripped naked, got down on my knees, applied some KY Jelly and started stroking, the sensation today is completely different to yesterday, teasing my cock again instead of punishing it. Mistress Control while I am stroking, I am trying to imagine what I will have to do to get my reward from you tomorrow that is if I get my reward. Will you let me have a straight wank, or will you make me do some tasks first, or will it be the same as last week when I failed you, all this is going through my mind and within three minutes I am ready to cum and have to stop stroking, and using my stomach muscles to stop it. Mistress I am so desperate to cum, I do not think my cock will shrivel up at all today, hope I do not get company, do not no what I will do, will have to put a long jumper on to hide it. I had some precum to lick up, did that no bother, pleased it is not that slimy cum. Will have to go back to writing my story, staying naked to finish my story, so my cock can bob about, so desperate to touch it again.Wrote some more of my story, cock still hard and still naked, so at 12-45pm, started stroking without any jelly on, frightened I could not stand it any more and displease Mistress. While stroking this time Mistress my concentration was on you all the time, imagining you in sexy red panties, I think you will look fantastic, and standing there watching me stroke my cock and so frustrated not been able to cum. Mistress how can you train people like this, I did not think it was possible to resist cumming like I am now, so much pleasure and so much disappointment. It only took two minutes this time before I had to stop stroking, having to try so hard to hold back, but when you are fantasising about you Mistress it is so hard to do. No precum to lick up this time. Hopefully will get my story finished before the next session that is if I can last out that long, I had better, too near Sunday to fail and displease my Mistress.The last stroking session of the day, it is now 6pm and I have finished my story, only hope Mistress likes it, I do not think I will be able to control my cock another week, Mistress it is such a long time. Still naked with my cock bobbing about, so got down on my knees, applied the jelly this time in case I offended my Mistress by not applying the jelly on my last session, This is going to be the hardest session of them all, still randy through writing my story, and having to stroke with a randy cock in your fist is going to take all my willpower to stop myself from cumming. Forgive me Mistress this time when I was stroking I tried to take my mind off all the fantasies and tried to think of other things, like will have to clean the windows, dust the living room, and other domestic duties, to try and stop myself from cumming, a week without cumming and a pair of balls full of cream, is not the best position to be in, how happy you must be my Mistress, you must know the predicament I am in, how desperate I am to cum, not daring to disobey your command. After four minutes I stopped stroking, thinking how proud I am of myself, and how proud you must feel Mistress, by getting one of your slaves to last the course for another week. Watery precum this time, so took it on my fingers and licked it all off.Mistress Control I have done a lot of writing today, my eyes are going round. I hope you like my story, I am only an amateur at writing stories, and also an amateur as your slave, and do not know if this story is o-k for yu, will do tomorrow. I would love to get my reward tomorrow, so please Mistress Control, please like it.
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• The Story
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• Total Enslavement of Peter: Ensnarement and Total Breaking In
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• This is the story of Peter a 25 years old delivery driver who delivers to bakeries with the bread and cakes. Peter was a playful sort of man sort of man, who when he delivered loved to touch the girls arses, the girls used to laugh at Peter but they never took it any further. In one shop when the girl retired another girl took her place called Cynthia, she was in her mid 30s and was great looking with big tits. One morning when it was Cynthia's turn to do early turn and let Peter in with the deliveries, she thought I will be ready for Peter this time. When Peter came in and touched Cynthia's arse, Cynthia put her hand out and caught Peter by the cock and balls, and gripping tightly she said Peter by the time I have finished with you, instead of feeling my arse you will be kissing it, and mine only, unless I give you permission to kiss someone else's, she left it at that and waited till Peter made another approach towards her. It did not take long for Peter to ask her out for dinner, but Cynthia said that she would make dinner and Peter could come round her house. When Peter agreed this was playing right into Cynthia's hands, so she agreed for him to come over tonight. When Peter arrived and knocked at the door, Cynthia asked him in, and told him to sit down in the chair opposite her. When Peter sat down, Cynthia said straight out would you like to fuck me Peter, after a second or more Peter spurted out, of course I would Cynthia when do I start. I want to see what you have got between those legs first said Cynthia, so I would like you to strip everything off and stand in front of me so I can inspect you. Peter refused to do this so Cynthia told him he was no interest to her until he showed her what he had between those legs, so he had better get up and go home and not bother her anymore. As Cynthia was saying this her skirt hooked up enough for Peter to see just a bit of flesh of her thighs, making Peters cock stand on end. Well Peter are you going to strip off or go home, you have two minutes to make up your mind, lifting her skirt a little bit higher so you could see the slit of her fanny through the knickers she was wearing. Peter could not resist this and started taking his clothes off, and standing naked in front of Cynthia with a hard on, he looked really stupid and wondered what he had let himself in for. Cynthia now had gone into the bedroom and came out with a see through negligee stood in front of Peter and got hold of his cock. I am now going to play with your cock Peter, and if you cum I will send you home and have nothing to do with you ever again, unless you do a forfeit for me, but if you do not cum you will have the best time of your life, and I am yours for the whole night. You have five minutes to resist so you tell me when to start, do you agree Peter, I can last out more than five minutes said Peter so I will take you up on that, and you can start now. Cynthia started stroking very slowly, and Peter thought I can last this out easy; I have got Cynthia for the whole evening and do with her whatever I want. After two minutes Peters cock was getting excited and Cynthia realised this and give it a few fast strokes, then slowed down again making Peters arse sway backwards and forwards trying to fuck Cynthia's fist, but Cynthia took her hand away and then grabbed his cock again, stroking as fast as she could, and then after four minutes it was all over, Peter had shot his load all over the floor. Well Peter I think I win, so what do you want to do, go home or take your forfeit, give me an answer within one minute. Peter looked at Cynthia and how gorgeous she was and decided he could not let her go, and decided to take the forfeit. Cynthia said the forfeit was that he had to be tied by the hands and ankles so he would be her slave; Peter again resisted this and started to get dressed to go home when Cynthia produced a tape recorder and played it back where Peter agreed to do a forfeit if he could not last out and cum within five minutes, and that she would send it to his boss, and say that he had been touching her arse and it was sexual harassment, so he should be finished work. This got Peter thinking again, because he did not want any trouble only to keep his job. So Peter told Cynthia to carry out her forfeit and get on with it in an angry tone, which did not please Cynthia at all. When Cynthia got Peter tied up by his hands and ankles, she got out a marker pen, and wrote all over P
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• The journal continues
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• This morning Sunday27th May went on to the Internet and saw an e-mail waiting, I thought should I open the e-mail now this morning or punish my self and open it later. Could not bear the excitement Mistress, cock-standing waiting to be rubbed wondering if this is the big day and I get my reward. Had to open it and when I saw that I could have my reward, I was so glad Mistress it has been a long week, and my cock has been so excited and so wanting to cum so thank you Mistress for letting me have my reward. I am sorry that my story was not up to your expectations Mistress, but I tried my best, still learning and hope to get better, off now to do my first stroking task, really excited about my third, hope I do not let Mistress down this week.I stripped off at 10am got down on my knees applied the jelly and started stroking. Mistress I knew it would not take long for me to stop myself from cumming. My cock was so excited and Mistress all I could think of was you watching me when I was wanking. It only took two minutes before I had to stop and a little precum came out, which I licked off my fingers, at this moment of time feeling like eating my cum on my final session, but will have to wait and see.Started my second session at12-30pm, wanted to get these two out of the way ready for the big one, I must try and control myself Mistress, would not like to face the punishment with the heat cream again. Again stripped off all my clothes, got down on my knees and started stroking, my cock is practically hard all the time, with thinking of my third task, and it only took three minutes before I had to stop stroking. How I can manage to do this without cumming I must be becoming a truly trained slave. Mistress I can not get you out of my mind you are standing there all the time while I am stroking, laughing at me while I am trying to stop myself from cumming, laughing at the grimaces on my face in the depths of stopping myself, Oh Mistress you are the greatest. Watery precum this time licked it off my fingers, the big test with the cum in the next session.Mistress Control now comes the test, which I failed last week. It is now 4-30pm and I am stripped naked, shaking with fear in case I can not manage, please give me the willpower to see this through, I do not want to disappoint my Mistress again. I applied my clothespins on my nipples, one on each nipple; I hope this o-k for Mistress, I do not know how many to put on so just surmised it would be one. Then I applied the jelly and started stroking, after three minutes I had to stop stroking then wait another five before I could start again, Mistress what do you do with your hands when you can not touch your cock for five minutes, you are standing there with a hard on wanting to cum and you are not allowed to touch it for five minutes. Mistress so desperate to touch my cock that I am making my arse go so fast and fucking fresh air, that my clothespins on my nipples are swinging from one side to the other. Still got over the five minutes and started stroking again.Again I am so worked up; it only took me three minutes before I had to stop stroking and stop myself from cumming, stomach muscles again starting to ache, through keeping back my cum. No precum again but cock is as hard as rock and wobbling about in pure distress, have to wait four minutes now and wondering how I am going to get through it, again my hands are at a loose end and do not know where to put them, so I started squeezing the cheeks of my arse, while again fucking fresh air again and making my clothespins sway, nipples getting a bit sore now. Mistress I will have to try and take my mind off you or I know I will cum, so starting to think about the pain I received last week, and that got me through the four minutes. When again I started stroking.My third session lasted around three minutes again, this time thinking about you Mistress and how your are sitting watching me with your legs open trying to get me to cum, watching me get ever closer to my reward, this time there was a little precum seeped out and I licked it up with my fingers. Time to wait is getting smaller but the feeling of excitement in my cock is still there, and I hope I do not fail, in these three minutes I started to smack my arse, not hard, more like a pat did not want to mark it, this took a little of the excitement away. This little spanking got me through the three minutes, and I thought, I must finish now, got the hardest over with.Fourth session started stroking with a very excited cock, and thought I had better stroke slowly, do not want a mistake now, if only I could stop thinking about you Mistress it would be a lot easier, this time it only took two minutes, and again my cock was bobbing about, trying to stop myself from cumming, my nipples now were becoming noticeably sore and wish I could take the clothespins off, but I have not finished my task yet, so I can not. No precum this time, so I just set myself to last the two minutes. Starting smacking my arse again, this seemed to take my mind off it the best, and the two minutes soon game to a close. Getting closer now. On the fifth session I could hardly wait to get myself ready for my reward, so I started stroking faster to finish quicker, and after just two minutes, I stopped stroking, again with no precum, must be none left in me. I thought to myself this is it one minute to wait and I can stroke my cock to an explosive end, the minute did not take long to go over, counting every second on my watch and then the minute was up. Grabbed my cock with my fist and pounded away so fast I was banging my balls off my stomach, thinking how great it would be to have someone like my Mistress to cum and let me take her, it only took a minute and a half when my cum came squirting out my cock, how great the feeling was, my cock jerked cum out six times, which I caught in my hand hoping to lick it up, please Mistress would you not be kind enough to let me do this twice a week instead of one, it is so fantastic. That's it all over again; I wonder how long Mistress will make me wait the next time, but after all the experience I have had today out ways all the disappointments, thank you again Mistress, but I am so sorry that again I could not lick my cum up it looks so disgusting, if you had ordered me to Mistress I would have had to do it whether I liked it or not.

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