SLAVE_JOURNAL

• Journal for Mistress Control
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• When I opened my e-mail on Tuesday 15th May at 8am, I was very disappointed that I had displeased my Mistress. I had not carried my instructions out the way I should, so she has punished me, by making me slap my cock 12 times with a ruler after I have made precum. Thank you my mistress for being lenient and letting me off lightly. My mistress also said that I had to eat my precum, with the opposite hand to which I stroked my cock with, I have never tasted precum or cum before so do not know what I am entering in to. Really disappointed that my mistress as not allowed me to cum, my balls are so full of cum, and in bed this morning I had a erection, but did not even dare touch it or it would have squirted all over, and having again to stroke three times a day without being allowed to cum is going to get harder and harder. Also a bit wary about the statement my mistress wants me to draw up, do not know why she wants the copyright, also do not know what mistress means by intellectual property rights, maybe she is from some magazine or other media, will have to think about that before the end of my 24 hrs. Will be really devastated if I am not giving anymore training.
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• Started my computer up Wednesday 16th May, hoping to get a message from Mistress Control, my heart lit up when I saw that there was one there. Opened it up, and was pleased that she was happy with my journals, and I was happy that I had not to smack myself with the ruler. Disappointed when Mistress told me I was not allowed to cum, but had to carry on with my three strokings a day. Again woke up with an erection and did not want to stroke it, maybe Mistress would give me some other orders when I opened my message so I rubbed my cock on the bed mattress to try and give myself some ease but soon had to stop, because I would have cum in seconds, my cock aches so much to cum. Today also have to go shopping for my Mistress to buy, spring clothespins, deep heat, candle and leather laces.
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• Opened my post From Mistress Control, Thursday 17th May to find she was displeased with me for not filling in my journal correctly, I am so sorry Mistress Control please forgive me, I will try better today. Not allowed to cum again today, and for displeasing my Mistress, my stroking sessions for today as doubled to six, four of them to be in public cubicles. Also from now on all the time I am stroking in each sessions I have to say to myself
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• Opened my post from Mistress Control this morning, Friday 18th of May, to find that my journal was fine, and she cut my stroking sessions back to three, hoping I would not have to do any at all, but if Mistress Control instructs me, I am hear to please my Mistress, so please her I shall. My mistress also told me that because my cock was sore, I could use KY Jelly today, my Mistress also said that the jelly would make my cock very sensitive, and warned me I would be very severely punished. So when I went out to buy the jelly, I was really looking forward to what was in store for me, until I came back home and put the jelly on my cock. My Mistress is as cunning as ever.
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• Mistress Control when I got up this morning, and tried again to get on the Internet, and my server was still down, my heart dropped, I rang them up to ask when it would be ready but they did not no. There was no other way, but have to wait and hope that you would not punish me. Due to not been able to send my journal, and also not receive instructions from you, I hope that I have made the right decision to carry on with my three stroking tasks without the KY Jelly. I promised to strip completely naked, when I do my stroking, kneel in front of my computer and try to imagine your image in there, pleading with you to forgive me. My cock was standing on end desperate to be stroked, so I started at 9-30am, pleading with myself, to stop myself from cumming saying,
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• Assignment for Mistress Control
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• Mistress Control, the description of myself is as follows. I am 5ft 11ins tall, 13 stone in weight ; sorry do not no any metric. Black short hair with a little greying at the sides, blue eyes and wearing glasses, ears medium neither big nor small, same with the nose, I have a rounded chin, clean-shaven. I have a scar on the left side of my neck also a burn mark on the inside of my left thigh. I have not got a hairy body, just about four hairs on my chest. My arms are thin, and also my legs, not to thin but not of a body building structure. Chest and stomach flat, but nipples stick out very prominently. Rear end very petite, small and round, cock uncircumcised, 2ins, when slack erecting to 5ins , not a super cock but still performs when asked, its what they say
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• The journal resumes
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• Mistress Control thanks for sending me my instructions, and giving me permission to cum as a reward. When I went on the Internet this morning and into my mail, my heart was pounding waiting to see if there was any mail from my Mistress, I dare hardly look in case there was not anything there. When I did look and it said, Inbox 1, I was saying to myself, please let it be my Mistress, and then I saw my favourite name michellej, and could not wait to open it. I must have read it seven times over, and tried to picture you reading it to me. When reading your mail, I noticed that you now call me pet; please Mistress does that mean, that I am your pet or am I been treated as an animal pet, think I would rather be your pet. I do not know what will happen when I put on the nipple clamps, if there will be any pain or not, but I will soon find out. I know what happens when you put the jelly on, and only hoping I can control myself. This is a big day for me and I do hope that I do not spoil it.Started my first stroking session at 9-45am, stripped naked, got down on my knees, applied the jelly and started stroking. The sensation in my cock is fantastic, but it will soon be disappointment, when I have to stop stroking. I lasted out for four minutes, and in them four minutes Mistress Control the only person I could think of was you, and fantasise how you would have me stroking, making me stroke with my left hand instead of my right, or have me kneel and put my hands through the back of my legs and stroke my cock that way shouting different orders out like, 10 fast strokes or twenty slow strokes, and having to count each stroke out loud. Not much precum this time but licked it up, wondering what the real cum will taste like. This is my last stroking task, before the big one, so at 1-00pm, again stripped naked, got down on my knees, added the jelly and started stroking, whether it was the excitement of thinking about the big one next, I do not know but after three minutes I had to stop stroking or I would cum, putting my biggest effort and all my willpower into stopping it, I thought this is it, but managed to hold out, do not know if I can hold out on the last one. Mistress Control this has been the hardest one of my tasks so far this week, just thinking of you saying if I cum I will be severely punished helped me to control myself.Started my rewards task at 3-30pm could not wait any longer,
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• Mistress Control, I am waiting patiently for your post this morning Monday 21st May, still as eager as yesterday morning, but not quite as excited, wondering what punishment your are going to administer me, for not carrying out my orders correctly. Do not know what pain I will receive from applying deep heat, but to please my Mistress and get back into favour, I will have to persevere, and accept it all. I will have to pick the right time to do it, because deep heat smells, and I do would not like anybody to come into the house and ask me what I am using it for.10-30am, I stripped naked and got down on my knees, and begged forgiveness to Mistress Control, I still could get an erection even without touching my cock, just thinking of you. I got out the deep heat and rubbed my cock with the cream, not knowing what to expect I only put a small amount on this time, because with it been the first time, I pulled my foreskin right back and applied the cream to my tenderest spot so when I stroked it would rub it in all up my shaft, I did not know if it would burn me or not. I started stroking my cock and it felt no different to other times, and I still thought about you and fantasise how much I would love to be your favourite slave, doing all your chores naked with my hands and feet restricted. But must have a long way to go yet, when I cannot even stop myself from cumming for Mistress and obey or orders. After about five minutes, I had to stop when my precum seeped out and I licked it up, different to the cum. Still had no pain in my cock, please forgive me Mistress if I have applied it wrong.Mistress control I started my second session at 12noon with still no pain from my first, just wondering if it takes a long time to work. So after stripping naked I again pulled my forskin back and applied it more thickly wondering if this was the problem. I started stroking, and could feel a little burning sensation, but not enough to stop me thinking and fantasying about you Mistress, and thought this is it, this is what I am going to suffer. But it did not get any worse, and at the end of my stroking, again after about five minutes when I had to stop, before I cum, there was no pain feeling at all. Mistress what sort of pain are you supposed to feel. This time there was no precum, and I was disappointed about not feeling any pain and disappointing Mistress Control, I decided to do my third and final task, an hour later.Started my third and final task at 1pm, stripped naked and kneeled with the ruler by my side, not looking forward to this. I have decided to say
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