I want to die
Instead of suffering this again
I look back with moist eyes
My lips tremble helplessly overcharged
Too many words urged out of my mouth
Nothing’s allowed to slip out anymore
I have to be silent
Finally to escape from mankind
I know all their lies
Every vicious breath
The friend is much too close
He’s human being and he’s foe
All the years covered by the friendship’s shield
Behind it he gathered arms
Escape
With moist eyes I was longing to the past
I’m chilled-deepest yearning
I’m silent and I freeze to death
Looking back I seize the smoke
The ruin behind it
Filled with hope
To discover the silhouette
You come out of the mist
Show me more of you
Foreign venus-show me more
I want to die
Instead of seeing you in all your brightness
Prepare me
I throw me at your feet-enemy
Give me more of you
Get stripped
Bare your soul
I’ll chain me at your breast
To rest on white marble
I’ll submit to you
To be devoted under your wings
White Goddess or man?
Give me more of you
Let me sink into your crater
Capture me into your center
Grant my yearning
I want to die
Instead of suffering this again
