A beautiful, Touching Story by Robert Peterson
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She was six years old when
I first met her on the beach near where I live.
I drive to this beach,
a distance of three or four miles, whenever the
world begins to close
in on me. She was building a sandcastle or something
and looked up, her eyes
as blue as the sea.
"Hello," she said. I answered
with a nod, not really in the mood to bother
with a small child.
"I'm building," she said.
"I see that. What is it?"
I asked, not caring.
"Oh, I don't know, I just
like the feel of sand." That sounds good, I
thought, and slipped off
my shoes. A sandpiper glided by.
"That's a joy," the child
said.
"It's a what?"
"It's a joy. My mama says
sandpipers come to bring us joy." The bird went
gliding down the beach.
"Good-bye joy," I muttered
to myself, "hello pain," and turned to walk on.
I was depressed; my life
seemed completely out of balance.
"What's your name?" She
wouldn't give up.
"Robert," I answered.
"I'm Robert Peterson."
"Mine's Wendy... I'm six.""Hi,
Wendy.She giggled. "You're funny," she said.
In spite of my gloom I
laughed too and walked on. Her musical giggle
followed me.
"Come again, Mr. P," she
called. "We'll have another happy day."
The days and weeks that
followed belonged to others: a group of unruly Boy
Scouts, PTA meetings,
and an ailing mother. The sun was shining one morning
as I took my hands out
of the dishwater. "I need a sandpiper," I said to
myself, gathering up my
coat.
The ever-changing balm
of the seashore
awaited me. The breeze
was chilly, but I strode along, trying to recapture
the serenity I needed.
I had forgotten the child and was startled when she
appeared.
"Hello, Mr. P," she said.
"Do you want to play?"
"What did you have in
mind?" I asked, with a twinge of annoyance.
"I don't know, you say."
"How about charades?"
I asked sarcastically.
The tinkling laughter
burst forth again. "I don't know what that is."
"Then let's just walk."
Looking at her, I noticed the delicate fairness of
her face.
"Where do you live?" I
asked.
"Over there." She pointed
toward a row of summer cottages. Strange, I
thought, in winter.
"Where do you go to school?"
"I don't go to school.
Mommy says we're on vacation." She chattered little
girl talk as we strolled
up the beach, but my mind was on other things.
When I left for home,
Wendy said it had been a happy day. Feeling
surprisingly better, I
smiled at her and agreed.
Three weeks later, I rushed
to my beach in a state of near panic. I was in
no mood to even greet
Wendy. I thought I saw her mother on the porch and
felt like demanding she
keep her child at home.
"Look, if you don't mind,"
I said crossly when Wendy caught up with me,
"I'd rather be alone today."
She seems unusually pale
and out of breath. "Why?" she asked.
I turned to her and shouted,
"Because my mother died!" and thought, "My
God, why was I saying
this to a little child?"
"Oh," she said quietly,
"then this is a bad day."
"Yes," I said, "and yesterday
and the day before and-oh, go away!"
"Did it hurt? " she inquired.
"Did what hurt?" I was
exasperated with her, with myself.
"When she died?"
"Of course it hurt!" I
snapped, misunderstanding, wrapped up in myself. I
strode off.
A month or so after that,
when I next went to the beach, she wasn't there.
Feeling guilty, ashamed
and admitting to myself I missed her, I went up to
the cottage after my walk
and knocked at the door. A drawn looking young
woman with honey-colored
hair opened the door.
"Hello," I said. "I'm
Robert Peterson. I missed your little girl today and
wondered where she was."
"Oh yes, Mr. Peterson,
please come in. Wendy spoke of you so much. I'm
afraid I allowed her to
bother you. If she was a nuisance, please,
accept my apologies."
"Not at all-she's a delightful
child," I said, suddenly realizing that I
meant what I had just
said.
"Wendy died last week,
Mr. Peterson. She had leukemia. Maybe she didn't
tell you."
Struck dumb, I groped
for a chair. I had to catch my breath.
"She loved this beach;
so when she asked to come, we couldn't say no.
She seemed so much better
here and had a lot of what she called happy days.
But the last few weeks,
she declined rapidly...Her voice faltered, "She
left something for you
... if only I can find it. Could you wait a moment
while I look?"
I nodded stupidly, my
mind racing for something, to say to this lovely
young woman. She handed
me a smeared envelope, with MR. P printed in bold
childish letters. Inside
was a drawing in bright crayon hues- a yellow
beach, a blue sea, and
a brown bird. Underneath was carefully printed:
A SANDPIPER TO BRING YOU
JOY
Tears welled up in my
eyes and a heart that had almost forgotten to love
opened wide. I took Wendy's
mother
in my arms. "I'm so sorry,
I'm so sorry, I'm so sorry," I muttered over and over,
and we wept together.
The precious little picture
is framed now and hangs in my study. Six words
- one for each year of
her life - that speak to me of harmony, courage, and
undemanding love. A gift
from a child with sea-blue eyes and hair the color
of sand - who taught me
the gift of love.
NOTE:
This is a true story sent
out by Robert Peterson. It serves as a reminder
to all of us that we need
to take time to enjoy living and life and each
other.
"The price of hating other
human beings is loving oneself less."
Life is so complicated,
the hustle and bustle of everyday traumas can make
us lose focus about what
is truly important or what is only a monetary
setback or crisis. This
weekend, be sure to give your loved ones an extra
hug, and by all means,
take a moment ..even if it is only ten seconds, to
stop and smell the roses.
This comes from someone's
heart, and is shared with many and now I share it
with you.
May God Bless everyone
that receives this!
There are NO coincidences!
Everything that happens
to us happens for a reason. Never brush aside
anyone as insignificant.
Who knows what they can teach us?
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