The Cages In Our Minds, part 3
by KungFuNurse
Disclaimers: DC raised them
to be
good little boys. I gave them
candy and corrupted the heck out of them.
A final thanks to ‘rith for her
talent and inspiring fiction. A
HUGE smooch to Crystal for beta-ing this chapter.
Warnings: Adult Only for gore, some
angst, some sexual situations (but
no outright sex…gotta read the sequel for that) ;)
Slash M/M themes. Bruce,
Clark, Kyle pairing.
kungfunurse@visi.com
******
“I wouldn’t do that, Kyle.”
Kyle glanced over his shoulder, one
hand still poised over the doorknob.
“I just wanted to, you know, see.”
The door was one of a number of
doors lined up along the side of the
road. They looked like nothing so much as a contingent of
soldiers standing at attention, guarding the pretty green countryside
from travelers on the highway.
“It’s not attached to
anything. But it’s just standing
there. Besides, I think I heard a noise behind it.”
“Bruce, back me up, here.” Clark
said to his other companion, shifting
the young boy in his arms for emphasis.
Bruce’s eyes came back into
focus. He’d obviously been lost in
his own thoughts. “Whatever. Just don’t take all
night. We’ve got places to be.”
Clark chuckled and shook his
head. “Fine. Just don’t fall
off of any tall buildings. I have all I can handle keeping Lois's
curiosity from killing her.”
“I can fly, you know,” muttered Kyle
as he twisted the round
knob. Bruce, trying to affect disinterest, couldn’t quite keep
himself from straining to see around Kyle’s shoulder. Clark
smiled to himself and gave in to his own curiosity. He had been
wondering what all these doors were meant to represent and…
“Kyle? Kyle, what is it?”
Clark’s voice was tinged with
worry. Kyle had stopped cold in the
doorway and Bruce was strung tight with nerves in his arms.
Clark moved to look around Kyle’s
back. He saw a perfectly
ordinary living room and kitchen area. A middle-aged man was
typing on his computer, the half eaten sandwich testament to his
absorption in his task. Two children were in the living room
watching television. The kids were sitting really rather close to
the TV, but other than that he didn’t see anything too upsetting…
Kyle made a strangled sound in the
back of his throat and Clark looked
closer. No. The kids weren’t watching the TV. They
were wide eyed and stupefied, slowly being dragged closer to screen by
some sort of tentacle. Clark could just see the trailing
fingertips of what must have been a third child as the hand was
absorbed into the flickering surface.
“NO!!” Bruce yelled and leaped
out of Clark’s arms, tackling the
Green Lantern before he could cross the threshold. They landed in
a heap, Bruce’s smaller mass twisting furiously to keep Kyle from
getting away. “Clark! The door! Close the God-damned
door!!!”
Bruce’s voice jolted him out of his
horror and he sprang forward,
pulling Kyle back by a foot and slamming the door shut.
“What are you doing?” Kyle
screamed. “Those kids need
us!” Enraged Kyle dumped Bruce off of him and threw himself at
the door again. He crashed with an “oomph” into Clark’s broad
chest as the alien was suddenly there,
blocking his entrance.
Clark’s impossibly strong arms folded Kyle to him as the younger man
fought and struggled to get free.
“Stop it! Stop!” Bruce
commanded sharply. The boy picked
himself off the ground and tried to dust his clothes clean with a
hand. Now is NOT the time to get lost in someone else’s dream.”
“A dream?” Kyle
screamed. “A friggin’ dream? That
was a nightmare! That was hell! What would you have done if
we’d thought like that when we found you!” He still struggled
weakly against Clark, more to be doing something than because he
thought his friend was going to let him go.
“Those children aren’t in danger.”
Clark rumbled softly around
him. “They weren’t the ones dreaming.”
Kyle stopped fighting completely and
just stared up into the kind, blue
eyes. Clark was really, really warm. “But, it was eating
them,” he protested weakly, trying to stay on track. Clark
slipped an arm lower around Kyle’s waist and hugged him a little
tighter to his chest in understanding. This was, actually kinda
nice, Kyle thought vaguely. Crap. What the hell? He’d
lost his train of thought and Bruce was saying something.
“Umm, what?”
“I said,” Bruce repeated
acerbically, “it was the father who was
dreaming. He’s obviously afraid that he spends so much time at
work that he’s losing his children.”
“Oh.” Kyle said.
Oh? Is that the best I can come up with? Did I just receive
a lobotomy? Earth to
Kyle? Anyone home?
Clark squeezed him again before
letting him go, and Kyle stumbled a
little when all that warm, muscular mass stepped away. Oh
yeah. And Clark was naked. Why was Clark naked? Kyle
wondered dazedly as he watched the glowing man walk over to Bruce and
swing him up again. Scratch that. Why was it only now that
Kyle had a problem with this? It’s not like he hadn’t been
completely in the buff since Kyle had first opened his door to the guy…
Doors. Concentrate on doors,
Rayner. Anything but how tight
Clark’s ass looks when he flexes it like that.
Kyle looked back at the door behind
him. He wondered what the
other people in the world were dreaming about. Not all of the
dreams could be terrible, right? Not everyone could be dreaming
about killer appliances, after all.
Bruce and Clark seemed to be having
some sort of disagreement about
which way to travel. Clark wanted to leave the road and fly
overland, while Bruce insisted it was safer to follow the path.
Kyle tuned them out and marched
resolutely to the next door. It
was stupid, plain and simple. Bruce had told him not to, and
Clark had agreed. And the only times those two ever agreed on
anything were definitely times to pay attention. So it was beyond
idiocy to think about opening this slim little gateway of temptation.
The door squeaked a little on its
hinges as it swung wide. Inside
was a dark, cramped apartment littered with trash and rat
droppings. Dingy, hopeless sunlight streamed from a cracked
shutter over the single window. In the corner were two
children. One was scrawny, his belly bloated from malnourishment,
his skin and clothes incredibly filthy. The other was a very
small child, perhaps a year old. It was dead. The boy
looked up at Kyle, blood dribbling down his chin from the wound on his
brother’s cheek. The eyes were soulless, abandoned. Empty.
Without seeming to register him, the boy bent down to take another
bite. Mother had never come back, and the deadbolt was too high
on the door for either of them to reach.
Kyle screamed and slammed the door
closed.
“What the FUCK!! WHAT THE
FUCK!! Did everyone read fucking
Stephen King before going to bed!!!” Kyle exploded
hysterically. He raced for the next door and threw it open.
A young girl lay huddled in the
middle of a school playground.
Hundreds of laughing, taunting, jeering hands were pointed at her as
she cried and tried to cover herself. She had obviously forgotten
her pants at home.
Another door. Kyle wrenched it
open to see a potbellied business
type in boxers and tall black socks pulled up to his knees. The
man was working desperately through a maze of spider webs, calling out
a woman’s name as he went. His progress was impeded by his two
mistresses, one hanging on to either foot as he dragged them along
behind. “Never gonna happen again, Nel! I promise!
Nel?”
A warm hand rested on Kyle’s
shoulder and the door was closed in front
of him. “Don’t do this, Kyle. Don’t you have enough
nightmares of your own?”
Kyle found himself slumped against
Clark’s broad chest again. He
was so tired. So damned tired. This night had already
lasted so long and he was so…embarrassed at the choked sounds coming
from him. He realized he was clutching at Clark’s bare chest,
little sounds of fear and horror tearing from his throat. He was
also burrowing his face into Clark’s neck, tears rolling down Clark’s
skin, making Kyle’s face slippery against the smooth, warm muscles.
“God.” He sniffed and pulled
back, covering his face to wipe the
tears and keep from looking at anyone. “God.”
“Seems to be my night for it.”
Clark returned good-naturedly,
wiping the slick from his chest with one big hand. Kyle looked up
at that, startled, and could almost feel the stare boring through the
back of his neck. Bruce.
Clark cleared his throat awkwardly
and shot an apologetic look at
Bruce. “Ah, Kyle,” he began, “weren’t you looking for Bruce for a
specific reason?”
Oh sure, Kyle thought. Way to
change the subject, big guy.
He turned around and was shocked to see the anger trembling in every
line of Bruce’s small body. Even more shocked to see the
furious…was that jealousy?…in his eyes.
“Umm, geez, Bruce. I’m, I’m
sorry. What did I, I mean if
you tell me…”
He trailed off helplessly, pinned by
that hostile glare. Clark’s
warm hand slipped over his shoulder, precluding any thoughts of running.
“Bruce, enough.” Clark said
reasonably. “You know it
doesn’t make you any less…”
Kyle would dearly have loved to hear
the end of that sentence, but the
two of them were just staring at each other now. Glaring, like a
battle of wills was taking place and Kyle was completely lost as to
what the hell they were fighting about.
“Look,” he squirmed
uncomfortably. “Whatever you two have going,
I’m just gonna be over there,” he gestured vaguely. “Come find me
when the screams die down.”
Kyle walked off a distance and
watched covertly as they talked.
He could hear indistinct arguments and muttered phrases.
Something about them needing Kyle too, and Bruce would see that if he
wasn’t so…something.
Well, Kyle didn’t know that they
actually needed him for this mission, though he’d
been helpful back there before the door thing. He kept
listening. Clark never insulted people so Kyle was sure it wasn’t
really an insult, whatever it was. But maybe it wasn’t very
complimentary either because Bruce was on his sandy little tiptoes
trying to get all 3 feet and 7 inches of himself into Clark’s face,
whispering fiercely. Kyle didn’t catch a word of that except that
it made Clark flinch and draw back.
And that was really kinda
surprising. Not that Clark would step
back from Bruce, because even a glowing naked god-like being could
reasonably be intimidated by a three foot Batm… - er, Bruce. No,
it was surprising because Bruce followed him after a moment and placed
his hand flat on Clark’s stomach. The two of them stared into
each other’s eyes, Bruce craning his neck way back to hold the
gaze. They seemed to be apologizing. They seemed to
be…looking in his direction. Kyle blushed and spun around, too
late to disguise his interest. Damn.
He heard footsteps behind him and
glanced back to find that Clark was
carrying Bruce again. “You two finish making up?” he joked
weakly. The speculative look in their eyes made the joke fall way
flat.
“Ummm…” he stumbled.
“Tell me.” Bruce said quietly.
“Umm, what?”
“Why were you looking for me?” Bruce
returned patiently. Very
patiently.
Kyle stole another look at the
man. Boy. Whatever.
“Ookaayy,” he drawled, stalling for time. “Well, it’s about my
Mom, and an old ex, Donna.”
The three of them tramped further
down the road as Kyle related his
tale. He thought it would be harder to talk about all this, about
his mother’s death at the hands of Major Force, and Donna’s murder
before that. But Bruce was listening with that way he had.
His head cocked slightly to the side and just WATCHING Kyle, like Kyle
was the only thing that mattered. Like as long as Kyle kept
talking Bruce would ALWAYS be there to listen. It had always
creeped Kyle out before, the intensity with which Batman paid attention
to everything. Now it was, well, encouraging.
Kyle found himself telling the rest
of it. About feeling rejected
by the rest of Earth’s Green Lanterns. About the cold despair
that cracked his hands and made them useless. All of it. It
actually felt good to get all this out. He’d never really told
any of this to anyone, and Clark was nodding sympathetically and
Bruce’s blue eyes were fixed on him and they were LISTENING. Kyle
felt almost sad when he didn’t have any more to say. As though
now he would lose something that he was just learning to value.
*****
Clark nodded his head while Bruce
listened to the end of Kyle’s
story. He had to hand to it to the man. He had promised to
try, and he was delivering. Clark felt very grateful to
Bruce. He should have known, no, he did know how Bruce would
react when he’d hugged Kyle. But he couldn’t let fear of that
reaction stop him. The time for half measures was past.
He’d gone far beyond that already and wasn’t going to go back to the
old way. He couldn’t keep living like that. He’d been
suffocating. Dying. So he’d taken his chances and had
thrown his life and his faith in Bruce’s hands. It was the right
choice, but by Rau it had been close.
Clark had tried to persuade Bruce
with all the reasons that Kyle was
essential for a functional relationship between the two of them.
Tried to point out the gaps Kyle filled between them, the thingyle
could do for both of them that Clark
and Bruce wouldn’t be able to give
to each other. In the end, Bruce had
agreed to try and understand Clark’s needs. But, he had added,
Clark shouldn’t expect Bruce to necessarily imitate those needs.
Maybe Clark needed Kyle, but Bruce was far from certain that HE did.
Clark knew Bruce would understand,
in time. That’s all they
needed, was time.
And Bruce had agreed to give it to
him. Had actually agreed to
help Clark meet his needs. It was a heady experience.
He came back to himself in time to
hear the end of Bruce’s assessment.
“Then it sounds like you’ve got it
pretty much figured out,” the boy
murmured. “Now that you’ve stepped far enough outside of your dream
world you can see that your actions, that of throwing your mother’s
severed head and your fear response to Donna, were all quite
justified. You no longer feel the need to return to the tableau,
correct?”
Kyle nodded, looking fascinated by
the conversation.
“There you have it. Your
sleeping mind was confusing anger and
loss with responsibility for their deaths. Your super-ego wanted
to punish you as a way of protecting your conscious mind from the grief
of fully realized loss. So you felt the need to return and share
their fate. You have survivor’s guilt, and you’re using that
guilt as a defense mechanism. It’s quite common. Once you
fully embrace your loss and integrate it into your life, you will no
longer need the guilt or the urge to punish yourself, and the dreams
will stop.”
“Wow. I mean, wow.” Kyle
looked blown away.
Clark lifted one sardonic
eyebrow. Pots and kettles anyone?
Bruce ignored him.
“Well, what about Clark?”
Bruce lifted an eyebrow. “What
about him?”
“I mean, are you gonna interpret his
dream too?”
Bruce looked up into Clark’s eyes
and quirked his lips in a tiny
smile. “Well now, I don’t believe Clark’s told me his dream yet.”
Looking down, Clark thought he might
fall into those bottomless eyes
and be lost forever in the quiet deeps that were Bruce. It
wouldn’t be the worst way to spend the rest of eternity, he thought
fuzzily. Rau, he loved this man. No one else could do what
Bruce did for him. No one else even came close.
Bruce snorted a little and tapped
his forefinger on the bridge of
Clark’s nose.
“Hello? Did you get lost?”
God, Bruce was playing with
him. Bruce was relaxed enough to
play. It was, it was incredible. Overflowing with
happiness, Clark took Bruce’s small hand in his own and kissed the
fingers. Bruce lit up from inside like a Chinese lantern.
Like his heart had glowed from inside its stone prison. He was
gorgeous.
They both started a little when Kyle
cleared his throat uneasily.
He was looking away, an embarrassed flush on his face, and rubbing the
back of his neck with his ring hand. He also looked a bit
confused. Clark had to stifle a wicked little chuckle. Kyle
wasn’t going to know what hit him.
“So,” Kyle tried. “About your,
ah, dream, Clark?”
Right. Clark gave the
condensed version of his trip to Perry’s
office, finding Lois and the naked man at his table (And that still
hurt quite a bit. Lois would never have been unfaithful to
him. Not physically, or so he’d always thought) and the decision
to hunt down Bruce. He left out a few minor details, like the
trip into the sun. Those were for later, for private.
“Obviously Lois is not having an
affair.” Bruce began.
“But how can you say that? He
saw her with some other guy!”
Kyle sputtered.
“That wasn’t ‘some other guy’,”
Bruce flicked his fingers to dismiss
the idea. That was Clark.”
“Um,” Clark began, now completely
confused.
Bruce looked back up at him.
“That man was Lois’s dream version
of Clark Kent. Everything she’s ever wanted her husband to be,
including being human.”
Clark was dumbfounded. Of
course. Why hadn’t he recognized
it himself?
As if reading his mind, Bruce
scoffed at the idea. “Why should
you have recognized that man at the table as yourself? Really,
he’s NOT you. He’s not even the same species as you. He’s a
figment of Lois’s mind, representing what she thought she was going to
get when she married you. Unfortunately, your wife was so blinded
by her romantic ideas of knights in shining white spandex that she
missed the most important part of what makes you, you.”
“And that would be,” Clark prompted,
not really sure he wanted to hear
this.
“The way you’ve integrated your
alien physiology with your human
upbringing. Look. All young animals bond with the first
major nurturing influence that they interact with after birth.
They see that creature and decide that that’s what they must be,
too. It’s called imprinting. When hawks and eagles imprint
on humans they are no longer able to return to the wild. Their
entire behavior shifts radically from that of properly socialized birds
of prey. They need to be around humans and do human things.
They need jobs, for pity’s sake! They need to accomplish goals in
a very human sense of the word.
Now, Clark, you’ve imprinted on
humanity, too. You’re not really
Kryptonian, and not just because our sun has so completely mutated your
genes. You wouldn’t survive if you could somehow be released back
to your native world. But you’re not human either. You’re a
hybrid, absolutely unique. Nothing like you has ever existed
before. Lois just saw the human behaviors and chose to overlook
all the rest. That’s all.”
That’s all. Two little words
summing up a lifetime of
confusion. Clark felt dazed. No wonder he had been trying
to deny his Kryptonian self for so long. It was easier to think
of himself as…how had Perry put it? A human who could fly and
shoot lasers from his eyes?
He shook his head and wondered how
much damage he’d caused by refusing
to accept himself and his innate, unchangeable needs. He had
certainly hurt Lois. By pretending to be human so well that he
himself had believed it, he had sold her on a bill of goods that he was
unable to deliver. He couldn’t go back to the way things were
yesterday. He didn’t want to. But there was going to be a
lot of heartache before things could be put to rights. He studied
Kyle and Bruce as they talked. They were examining the
surrounding dreamscape now, discussing what each thing meant and
whether it was symbolic of something else or if that cigar really was
just a cigar.
They were his future. He
wasn’t Clark Kent. Or rather he
was, just as much as he was Superman. But he was also Kal-El, and
these two men beside him were very special members of his House.
There would be pain and uncertainty ahead, but with these men as his
prize at the end, he was glad to step into the flames.
*****
Bruce snuggled a little more firmly
against Clark’s chest, trying not
to be obvious about it. Clark was his, damn it. How the
hell the vapor-brained farmboy had managed to forget that already was
beyond him. Perhaps it had been that initial kiss. Or
perhaps it was because he looked so small and helpless at the moment.
Well, he certainly wasn’t
helpless. And if Clark equated ‘small’
with ‘easy to dismiss’ then he was going to be in for a rude
shock. He knew Clark like no other. He knew what fantasies
lay sleeping deep in the unexplored recesses of the man’s desire.
Clark was a strong man. Dominant. He liked to be in
control…at times. But quietly, almost shamefully, Bruce knew he
was also searching for someone who could equal him. Match his
strength, his will, and finally, master him.
A thin tendril of heat snaked
through Bruce’s small frame, and he
shivered deliciously. Obviously he wouldn’t be able to overcome
Clark by strictly physical means. Not directly. But there
were other ways to compel Clark’s submission. And there were a
few things in the cave that might prove useful…
As if this strange dreamscape had
heard his musings, he looked up to
find a handsome, well muscled young man wearing a collar around his
neck. And very little else.
“I think we’re almost there.”
He heard Clark murmur.
Kyle was looking around, completely
fascinated by the change. The
young man with the collar was being lead by a very tall, very muscular
woman holding his leash. And he wasn’t the only one. There
were collared men shopping for food while their protective women-folk
lounged nearby, exchanging news or sharpening their weapons. A
group of school aged children were being guided down the street by more
shackled men. Men who deferred instantly to the woman whom they
called Teacher when she called them to her side to give
instructions. Bruce gazed upwards and took in the city.
Everywhere he found soaring towers of crystal and bright metal.
Gracious melodies seemed to flow from the very air around them.
Everything was serene, almost transcendent in its peace.
“They don’t even care,” whispered
Kyle in wonder. “I mean, look
at them.”
“The men?” Clark asked.
Bruce detected a faint note of
wicked amusement in Clark’s voice. Odd. He examined Kyle
more closely.
“They’re smiling! They,
they’re happy! But, they’re slaves!”
“Not quite so loud, if you
please.” Bruce drawled. Several
of the fierce looking women were staring at them now as they walked
down the main road. One began sharpening a blade, but so far none
had made to stop the three unbound men.
“Of course they’re smiling.”
Clark answered Kyle. “This is
what her nightmare looks like.”
Dianna. Bruce frowned.
He obviously hadn’t given the Amazon
enough credit. He had always thought she had come to “man’s
world” to teach them to eat with their mouths closed and say ‘please’
and ‘thank-you’. That she was a self proclaimed warrior among
warriors, and was here to teach men how to achieve peace…skeptical
would be the kindest thing he could say of her motives.
But if her nightmares included the
death of men’s self-determination at
the hands of her own culture, then perhaps there was more to the
Princess than he had seen.
Kyle almost tripped over his feet
while staring at one of the
men. The slave’s mistress was doing…things to him. Things
that probably shouldn’t be done in the middle of the street like
that. The slave groaned happily.
Bruce squirmed a little
uncomfortably. The further away from his
own nightmare realm he traveled, the less and less he felt like a
child. Obviously though, they were still too close for him to be
completely sanguine about this. Dear God the things that
woman was doing to her slave…
Kyle had stopped cold in the street,
all circuits given over to
watching. His breathing was becoming a bit harsh, and a thin
sheen of sweat was breaking out on his skin. Kyle’s hands closed
into tight fists, and as Bruce watched, the young artist gently bit and
sucked his bottom lip, too absorbed in the “performance” to notice his
own body.
And it was a fine body, Bruce realized.
Taut, hard muscles
clenched and relaxed, straining against the worn blue jeans and ripped
t-shirt. A soft spill of dark hair obscured one eye.
Unbelievably green eyes that burned darker with growing lust and
fascination.
This was…interesting. In fact,
it presented definite
possibilities. Bruce felt Clark tear his gaze away from Kyle’s
agitation and beamed down at him. He looked up, returning the
gaze. A dom, a sub, and a flip. Bruce, Kyle, and
Clark. Yes, definitely interesting. Clark might have a
point about keeping Kyle around after all. They grinned sharp
grins of pleasure at each other.
A sudden, unnatural quake
interrupted the scene and threw everyone to the
ground. The men screamed while the women reached for their
weapons as they fell. Bruce gasped as Clark stopped their fall,
his face inches from the road.
“It’s coming.” Kyle said, activating his ring. The trim,
black haired man was engulfed in green flames as he stood up.
“Yes.” Bruce agreed as Clark
straightened them. “Whatever it is, I feel it too. J’onn
should be close by here. Time
to run.”
“You mean fly.” Clark
interjected with some satisfaction.
He hugged Bruce close and he and Kyle leapt into the air. Bruce
glanced down and watched the safe, known path fall away under
them. It would have been better to remain on it until they had
found their fellow Justice Leaguer, but now they were out of time.
Swiftly they flung themselves
through the night sky, tattering dream
remnants and fleeing echoes of screams. The uncontrolled dreams
of all humanity flung themselves at the three, and they dipped,
swerved, and occasionally did battle with the nightmares around them.
Kyle was magnificent in emerald and
shadows, burning fiercely in the
darkness. Beside him Clark radiated white heat and intense,
searing flames. The two drove back their attackers and scorched a
path through the fear ahead.
Bruce closed his eyes and tried not
to get airsick.
He refused to open them until he
felt them touch down safely.
They were in the midst of a vast, red desert. Sand swirled and
eddied around them, kicked up by their feet as they again began
walking. Ahead, figures sat arranged in a semicircle facing one
other. As they drew closer, Bruce saw the other was J’onn
Jonzz. He was thin and chitinous, his head elongated and his body
completely alien. This was his true form, which he showed the
rest of the League but rarely. The other Leaguers crouched around
him, looking like children being taught their lessons. Besides
the League were several of the foremost magicians alive today.
Reserve Leaguers, all.
The old, old Martian turned first to
welcome them. //You’re late,
my friends.// he spoke telepathically.
“We got a bit caught up there at the
end.” Clark replied.
Bruce squirmed and tugged at
Clark. “Let me down. I can
walk, now,” he whispered.
Clark gently eased him to the ground
and Bruce fell a step behind his
two companions. It was easier by far to let the stares of his
teammates fix on Kyle and Clark. A few wide-eyed comments about
Kyle’s transformation, and a nervous laughter about Clark’s…state of
undress confirmed his suspicions. They were no longer in the
dream world, but instead in a holding area of J’onn’s making. The
easy acceptance that finds logic in chaos was gone. Clark and
Kyle moved protectively in front of him as first the whispers, then the
chuckles, then the outright laughter exploded from the ranks.
That's what we’ve been afraid of,
all these years?” Doctor Fate
laughed. “The big bad Bat is really nothing more than-“
A sizzling green bolt shot forwards
and wrapped the laughing magician
from head to toe. Belatedly, the man tried to yell, but found it
muffled by the green energy over his mouth.
Kyle was obviously furious.
Coldly the young Lantern stalked
forward and bared his teeth in the struggling man’s face.
“I’m sorry,” he growled
menacingly. “I didn’t catch the
joke. Maybe you’d care to repeat it for the rest of the
class.”
With each word, the bonds constricted tighter until Fate was gasping
for air.
//Enough.// J’onn spoke into all of
their minds. //I’ve called
you here for important matters. Let him go, Kyle.//
Kyle glanced briefly at the Martian,
then shrugged and turned away,
dissolving his constructs and allowing Fate to hit the ground with a
thud.
Bruce observed from behind Clark’s
hip. He hated
being the focus
of attention, now more than ever. He peered out with intense blue
eyes at the heroes before him. Depending on how much they all
remembered come morning, he was going to be wasting a great deal of
time on damage control. Damn. Couldn’t be helped, but
damn. Easier to keep them in fear of him. Easier to keep
them at a distance, unapproachable and wary.
He gripped Clark’s hip tighter as
Kyle stalked back to them and
absently ruffled Bruce’s hair. Well, okay. Maybe not
everyone had to be afraid of him. Not completely.
//As I was saying,// J’onn
continued, the dreams we have all
experienced are the result of a force beyond our normal
existence. There are…things that live in the corners of our
universe. They exist between waking and sleeping, between what is
tangible and what is thought. Tonight, one of those things has
died.//
Silence followed this grave
pronouncement.
“That’s it?” Dianna asked
quietly. “All this pain and
suffering, just, just because?”
//You may view it like a tsunami,
like a force of nature.// J’onn said,
gesturing with one sharp claw. //Energy was released, pain and
loss sent streaming unchecked through the cosmos. It is
unfocused. It is not evil. It merely exists.//
“I knew that,” muttered Kyle under
his breath. Bruce snorted and
Clark thwapped Kyle gently on the shoulder. Kyle grinned.
//With the help of our mystics, I
have folded the dreaming minds into a
defensible area. We are here, we few, to deflect the energy and
prevent it from harming our world.//
“Wait.” Clark held up a hand,
palm out. “It’s already
affecting our world. Are we supposed to undo this somehow?”
//No, young one.// J’onn
clicked affectionately at Clark.
What we have felt are merely the first tremors. The tsunami is
almost upon us, and it’s full force would leave madness and death in
it’s wake.//
As if on cue, the red sky darkened
ominously. Black beasts of terror and despair winged their way
towards the waiting
heroes.
//I cannot assist in this
battle.// J’onn yelled over the sudden
wind. //My strength and that of the mystics will be used instead
to
protect the sleepers!//
And then there was no more
time. The shadows engulfed them all
and there was fear.
Bruce heard screams of ultimate
horror from every side. Clark and
Kyle tried to shield him with their bodies and energy, but they were
bowed under with the hopeless weight of centuries. Death came for
each of them and spun terrifying visions of loss and betrayal.
The glittering eyes of the winged demons forced unthinking despair on
all they viewed.
Bruce clenched his fists, feeling
his partn-…well, feeling Clark and
Kyle shivering in terror over him. He hadn’t wanted it to end
like this. He knew what had been following them all this while,
waiting for him.
Blank white eyes staring from a black cowl, hungry for the heat and
warmth that had been
given to him. To Bruce.
And now he would have to give up all
that warmth. Return to the
cold, the darkness. The Mission. Would they ever touch him
again? After being reminded of his coldness, his other self,
would he ever find that gentle acceptance again?
Hell.
He shook the tears from his eyes. This wasn’t love. Taking
and hiding and whimpering
while they shuddered over him wasn’t love. They deserved better
from him.
Clenching his jaw, narrowing his
eyes, Bruce surged up from under their
protective shield. Shadows of his own swirled and engulfed him,
feeding him with power, swelling his form with speed and strength until
he stood tall in the night. He was darkly magnificent. He
was Batman.
Leaping into the demonic mass,
Batman pulled weapons of smoke and sharp
reason from his belt. He attacked, swift and sudden, striking
shining eyes and blinding his prey. The creatures screeched
defiance and tried to track their dark hunter. But they could not
see. And without their eyes, the burning despair passed, and the
other heroes rose to fight.
*****
Epilogue 1:
Bruce woke. Flaring white
light from the dawn sun streamed
through the open window and made his eyes squeeze tight. Slowly
he opened them again. The early morning light shone through
the greenery outside his window, illuminating the maple leaves and
sending flickering green and white shadows dancing on his bare chest.
What did that remind him of?
It was something…something in a
dream. Something very important. Damn, it was
slipping, no…something about his parents and, well, Clark wouldn’t have
been there. Clark was never in that particular dream. And
green, green…Poison Ivy?
It was gone. Whatever it was.
Bruce sighed, stretched, and slipped
out of bed. A hot shower to
loosen up tight muscles, then the paper and breakfast before his
morning meetings. He became so engrossed in his daily routine
that he barely noticed when he started drawing his finger along the
foggy shower door. Absently he hummed a little tune.
Sounded like the Wizard of Oz. Odd. He hated that
movie.
He turned off the shower and stepped
out to towel himself dry.
“Master Bruce, sir.”
“Yes, Alfred?”
“A pleasant good morning to you,
sir. I must say it is rare
indeed to find you in such high spirits. Especially in the
morning.”
“No more than usual, Alfred.”
Bruce replied, working up the foam
and applying it to his face.
“If you say so, sir. Although
one doesn’t often hear the
enchanting melodies of Broadway echoing from your shower, sir.”
Bruce flicked Alfred a glance as he
scraped his razor along his
cheek. “Let it lie, Alfred.”
“Of course, sir. And the
meaning of your private message?”
Message? Razor pausing in
mid-swipe, Bruce turned, confused, and
looked to where his butler was pointing. On the shower door,
fading away with the steam, were two names. Bruce’s eyes grew
very, very wide.
Epilogue 2:
Clark slipped out of bed, careful
not to wake Lois. Her lip was
swollen and red where she'd bitten it earlier, testament to her own
nightmares. Clark wondered what she'd seen. He wondered
if he figured in them at all.
He sighed and kissed his finger,
pressing it lightly to her bruised
lip. He really did love her. But the dawn sun was pulling
at his body. Pulling him ever further away from her. His
erection grew thick and hot between his legs, pulsing his need.
Clark floated
gently into the living room, the large bay windows engulfing him with
the living light that called him.
Slowly, Clark trailed sensitive
fingers down hard muscles and sleek
skin, teasing himself. He brushed and tweaked hardening nipples,
groaning softly with the burn. Whispering in his native tongue,
Clark promised himself that soon, soon he would not face the dawn
alone. Clark wrapped his hand around his straining cock and threw
his head back, calling out in his mind for his lovers.
Soon. Please soon.
Epilogue 3:
Kyle had never hurt so much in his
life. The kink in his neck was
killing him. He staggered upright, only to find that somehow he
had fallen asleep at his easel again.
Swearing softly, he reached out with
his ring and created several
constructs to clean the place up and start the coffee while he headed
for the shower. An odd clinking noise made him turn and he froze
in his tracks. Normally, his coffee girl was a cute little French
number with a frilly don’t-go-there skirt and legs that just wouldn’t
stop.
Why a mostly naked man with a
leather collar around his throat was making his
coffee was a mystery to Kyle. But, hey, the guy seemed to know
what he was doing. Kyle yawned, massaged his neck, and stumbled
into the shower.
The smell of brewing coffee pulled
the young Lantern out of the
heavenly water and into semi-formal attire. Time to find another
job. Time to get out there and…
Time stopped. Kyle’s coffee
mug dropped out of his hands and
smashed on the floor. The painting in front of him was
gorgeous. The colors were so vivid they hardly seemed real.
The technique was extraordinary. The eyes seemed to stare at
Kyle, deep and mischievous and full of something dark and tantalizing.
It took a moment for him to
recognize his own brush strokes, his own
particular style. His breath rasped harshly in and out as he
stared at the two men he’d drawn. One dark, proud, sensual,
striding across a field strewn with fallen enemies. Striding to
embrace his opposite, a man of perfect beauty and glorious light.
Both men were looking at Kyle, both pairs of eyes strikingly blue.
A hand shaking, Kyle went to the
phone.
“Sara? Umm, yeah, it’s
Kyle. Kyle Rayner. Cancel my
interview today, will ya? No, I didn’t get another offer.
It’s just, umm, there’s some people I’ve gotta see. Yeah, I think
it’s pretty important. Yeah, call me…”
Kyle trailed off, his agent still
speaking. Absently he hung up
the phone. He was confused as all get-out. But he could
guess the two people who might have some answers.
His hand a little more steady, Kyle
dialed another number.
“Lois? Oh, sorry, yeah I guess
it is early. Say, is Clark
in?”
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