Searching for Heaven

 

By PassionFish

 

 

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A/N – Thanks to Marster’s Girl for beta-ing this fic for me!

 

PART FOUR

 

"Propositions and Revelations"

 

 

Buffy smiled at the notation at the top of the page of her diary. 

 

Today was their sixth month anniversary.  Six months ago they had discovered a whole new world together.  *Not bad for mortal enemies.* she thought with a smile.

 

Tomorrow was Christmas eve and her mother had left this afternoon, meaning that Spike would get to stay the full three days. 

 

Buffy couldn't help the twinge of sadness that her mother wasn't spending longer away, but she knew she should be grateful for what they had.

 

She considered it another stroke of luck that Willow was away over the festive holidays; her parents deciding that what a young Jewish girl needed around the time of Christmas was family.  Another stroke of luck actually came in the form of Cordelia, who had decided to take Xander to her parent’s annual Christmas day feast for the rich and clueless.

 

Buffy had been slightly panic-stricken at the thought of having to make a whole Christmas lunch on her own, but Joyce had prepared the whole thing before she left so that all Buffy would have to do is set the cooking timers and wait.

 

Buffy looked up from her thoughts when Spike tapped on the window that he'd just climbed through. 

 

"Hi, what’s that?"  Buffy asked, referring to the black duffel bag.

 

"Oh, clothes."  Spike answered tossing the bag into a corner of the room.

 

"What?  You mean you own more than one set?"  Buffy asked in mock surprise.

 

"Funny."  Spike said, grabbing her by her waist and hauling her over to him, her smashed his lips down on hers

 

***

 

"SPIKE!  What are you doing?!"  Buffy screeched, shooing him away from the box in her cupboard that contained all her Christmas presents.

 

"Nothing!"  Spike hurried backwards towards the bed as Buffy darted forward from the doorway, slamming the box of wrapped presents shut.

 

She turned to face him, a half-scowl on her face as she shook her finger at him, "No.  Wait until tomorrow." 

 

"Fine."  Spike sighed then frowned, "How come there’s Xander's and Cordelia's still in there.  And the watcher's?"

 

"Oh, damn."  Buffy hurried back to the cupboard and scooped up all the presents, putting them into a large black bag.  She shut the door and locked it, pocketing the key.  "I'll be back in an hour.  Don't touch."

 

She walked to the door but stopped at Spike's voice, "Don't I get a kiss goodbye?"

 

She sighed good-naturedly. "If I must!"  She whined and walked back to him, screeching as he grabbed her, pulling her on to the bed, on top of him.  After several minutes she stopped him, said a quick kiss-free goodbye and left hurriedly for the library where she'd said she'd meet her friends ten minutes ago.

 

**

 

"Hey guys, sorry I'm late."  Buffy said as she walked into the library to find a pretty miffed looking Cordelia and two harried looking guys.

 

"God Buffy, you know I have to dress Xander for tonight, you've left me like only five hours!  Could you be more self-centred?"  Cordelia whined and Buffy rolled her eyes.

 

"I won't keep you then, I'm sure you're raring to go!"  She directed her comment at Xander who cringed.  She placed her bag on the table and sifted out the whelps', watcher's and prom queen's Christmas gifts then after a few minutes of general chitchat and gift exchange, Cordelia finally got sick of playing nice and dragged Xander out by the ear.

 

Buffy laughed then turned to face Giles' as he chuckled quietly behind her.  She smiled at her watcher then frowned as he turned into his office.  He emerged with a small box that was wrapped in gold paper and had a little bow on top.

 

He held it out to her and she took it with a smile, "Giles, you shouldn't have."

 

He smiled softly at her, a parental expression on his face, "Merry Christmas, Buffy."

 

Her beeper went off and she looked down in confusion.  <COME HOME, FANG'S MISSING YOU>  Flashed across the screen and Buffy mentally giggled. 

 

"I'll see you after Christmas?"

 

Giles nodded, "Bye."

 

"Bye."  Buffy gave a little wave then grabbed her empty bag and left for home.

 

***

 

"What's this?"  Buffy asked with a smile as Spike gently shook her awake the next morning, indicating the breakfast tray.

 

"Breakfast."

 

Buffy smiled at him and he leant down to kiss her, "Happy Christmas, Buffy."  He whispered against her lips then nudged the box on her tray, drawing her attention to it. 

 

"What's this?"

 

"Present."

 

Buffy opened the black velvet box and gasped at the diamond ring that was attached to the soft material. 

 

"Will you marry me, Buffy?"  Spike whispered, gazing down into her eyes.

 

Buffy's eyes shot to his and gave him a shocked smile, "What?"

 

"Will you?"

 

"Are you serious?"  She asked in an awe-filled voice.

 

"Of course I'm bloody serious!"  He exclaimed, his apprehension getting the better of him.

 

"Oooh!"  Buffy squealed and jumped into his lap, her mouth finding his.  She pulled back, fighting for breath and lay her forehead against his.

 

"I love you."

 

 

***

 

"Good evening Mrs Summers."  Spike greeted the slayer's mother formally, offering her a winning smile as he held out a small bouquet of flowers.

 

Joyce returned the smile of the nervous young man, looking him over speculatively as she took the flowers, "Thank you, Spike, please come in."

 

And thus the much-feared evening by all partners began.

 

It was time to meet the parent.

 

 

Part Five