Searching for Heaven

 

By PassionFish

 

 

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A/N – Thanks to Marster’s Girl for beta-ing this fic for me!

 

Chapter Nine 

 

"Daywalker..."

 

 

Buffy smiled, her hand rushing to the phone as the words <<Spike Mobile>> flashed on the caller ID screen.

 

"Spike?"

 

"What are you wearing?"

 

Buffy shivered, the almost growled words shooting straight through her body, resounding deep in her womb.  "Too much."  She answered huskily, curling up on her old bed.  "I can't wait for you to come home and take it all off."

 

Her body shock again with ill-repressed lust at the low chuckle that escaped her husband's lips.

 

He'd been gone nearly four whole weeks.  The first had been spent crawling around LA's backwaters beating, maiming, and killing various demons - until he'd finally got a lead on someone who might know the gem's whereabouts in New York.  Once there, said Javerlock demon had needed surprisingly little persuading to talk.  So now he was on a excruciatingly slow trip to Mexico on said tip.

 

Joyce had offered Buffy her old room back, just while Spike was gone, but her daughter had refused.....for all of two days, until the loneliness started to overcome her.  With the persuasion of both her mother and her husband, she'd relented to moving back home till Spike returned.

 

"Where are you..." *Yawn.* "...oh, now?"  Buffy asked mid-yawn.

 

"Somewhere in the middle, love."

 

"Oh."  The disappointment in her voice was clear.  "How long till you get there?"

 

"I'm thinkin' another week, that’s it baby.  It's the damn sun.  Bloody long days and all that."

 

"Yeah..."  Buffy sniffed quietly; wanting nothing more then her mate back in her arms.  At least content in the knowledge that he wanted exactly the same thing.

 

"I miss you guys."

 

Buffy smiled, absently rubbing her hand over her protruding belly.  "We miss you too."

 

"How's he doing?"  Spike asked with a grin, almost hearing the slayer's words before she spoke them.

 

"She's doing fine.  Been kicking up a storm today, though."  They had decided they didn't want to know the sex of the child, but both were absolutely certain in their predictions!

 

Spike sighed, "I can't believe I'm missin' it."

 

"Hey, you'll be home soon right?  She'll still be practicing her football skills when you're back!"

 

"Yeah..."

 

"Don't go all broody vamp on me."  She teased lightly.

 

"Hey!"

 

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"Just a couple more days, pet."  Spike soothed down the phone, as he continued to drive down the high way.

 

"Tell me again."

 

"I'm gonna go in, all quiet and non-offensive like.  Carefully remove the gem from the stone.  Then politely leave again."  He recited.

 

"Then..."  She prompted.

 

"Then high-tail it back home."

 

"Okay, just so we're clear.  No fighting, no injury, no death, no dust, no nothing but the gem."

 

"I promise, love.  Everything will be fine.”  He sighed silently.  “Just fine…"

 

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"SPIKE!"

 

Buffy jumped awake at the sound of her own scream.  Sweat poured down her back, soaking her nightdress and her whole body shook with the violence of her nightmare.

 

"Buffy, honey, are you okay?"  Joyce's caring voice filtered down the hallway as she opened her daughter's door.

 

"Yeah, mom."  Her heart pounded in her chest and her breathing was still erratic as she spoke.  "Just a bad dream."

 

"Oh, pudding, want me to get you a hot drink, help you and baby sleep?"

 

Buffy forced a smile to her troubled face at the sympathetic look on her mother's and nodded 

 

Joyce returned the smile and left.

 

"Just a dream."  Buffy whispered to herself.

 

The images came to her, unbidden.

 

Her lover screaming in agony.

 

Evil laughter…that sounded so familiar though she couldn't quite make out why.

 

The room swirled and spun as the memories flashed inside her mind.

 

The glint of silver.

 

And another scream, this time her own.

 

Then blood. 

 

Lots of blood.

 

Her hand groped for the phone on her bedside, speed-dialling Spike's mobile.

 

Two rings and then a sleepy voice came from the other end, "Baby, what’s wrong?"

 

Buffy let out a little sob, when she realised he was fine.

 

"Buffy?"  The voice was completely awake now, and completely concerned.  "What happened?  Are you okay?  Did something happen to the baby?"

 

"NO...no, I'm fine."  Buffy sniffed, quick to reassure him.  "Just a bad dream."

 

"Oh, love..."  The relief was evident in his voice.

 

"Just wanted to check."

 

"I'm fine, ducks.  Big bad and all that."

 

"Yeah, right!"  Buffy rolled her eyes, his playful tone making her feel a bit better.  She yawned.

 

"Try to go back to sleep, baby.  You sound tired."

 

"Yeah....okay.....love you."

 

"Love you too."

 

With a sigh, Buffy replaced the phone just as Joyce came in with her hot drink.  She put it on the bedside table.

 

"There you go."

 

"Thanks, mom."

 

Joyce took in her daughter’s countenance.  Her tired but scared eyes.  The way her hand rested protectively over her stomach, as though she didn't quite believe the threat was over yet. "Do you want me to stay awhile?"

 

"No, its okay.  I'll just try and sleep some more."

 

"Okay, sweetie.  Night."

 

"Night."

 

"Just a bad dream."  She repeated to herself and prayed that’s all it was.  She began to close her eyes again, only to relive the horror once more.

 

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Two weeks later...

 

 

"What is it, Willie?"  Buffy stormed into the deserted bar, smashing the glass in the door as she slammed it shut.

 

"Hey, Slayer, I'm helpin' you out here.  There's no need to be destroyin' all my property!"  The barkeep objected loudly, backing up as she advanced on him.

 

"I don't have time for your bloody games.  I haven't heard from my husband in a week and a half, tell me what you know or I'll rip something off!"  She growled, slamming the little man against the numerous bottles on the wall, destroying them all.

 

"O-okay!"

 

"Talk!"  She grabbed him by the lapels of his shirt, shaking him.

 

"I heard something, some vamps in here a few nights ago."

 

"What did they say?"  She enunciated her words dangerously slow.

 

"S-somethin' about Spike in Mexico..."

 

"And?  Come on Willie, you're not helping your survival chances any."

 

"A-and he's come across some trouble."

 

"Who?"  She demanded.

 

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"AAAAGGGGHHHH!!!!!!"  Spike screamed as the holy water tipped, metal, spike slid effortlessly into his skin once more.

 

Manic laughter lifted into the air, joined by the scent of sizzling flesh.

 

"Oh, my pet, such pretty colours."  The vampiress’s dark brown eyes twinkled as the knife slid down his chest, and the screams began anew.

 

 

Part Ten…